ITS BEEN A MINUTE

I KNOW, ITS BEEN AWHILE
ILL KEEP IT BRIEF

IM FINDING MYSELF JUST WORKING AND COMING HOME
NO REAL LIFE...BUT ITS SORT OF WHAT IT IS NOW

I FEEL LIKE I WORKED SO HARD TO GET TO A PLACE WITH MAJOR THAT WE R INCREDIBLY BUSY,BUT IT MAKES FOR NO ROOM FOR A REAL PERSONAL LIFE. BUT I TRADED THAT ALONG TIME AGO FOR THE BIG CAREER, AND SERIOUSLY I HAVE NO REGRETS

MY FATHER FLAKED, WE SPOKE TWICE AND NOW HE HAS DROPPED THE BALL AGAIN. STORY OF HIS LIFE. I AM GLAD HE IS HEALTHY BUT I THINK WE HAVE CLOSED THE PAGE FOR GOOD NOW.

IM STILL INLOVE BUT I FIND MYSELF DRAWN TO OTHER PEOPLES ENERGY. ITS STARTLING TO ME BECAUSE IM A PRETTY LOYAL MAN. I AM NOT JUDGING MY FEELINGS I AM JUST OWNING THEM.

SUMMER IS HERE AND ITS A BEAUTIFUL THING. NEED TO PLAN A HOLIDAY. WANT TO GO TO L A TO SEE MY GIRLS IN JUNE. AD AUGUST IN HAMPTONS, MIAMI OR MALIBU.

WELL SENDING LITE AND LOVE

XO

SIMON THAM, RYAN VIGILANT AND DOUG PORTER ALL BY GREGORY VAUGHAN

RANDOM THINGS I AM LIKING

RANDOM THINGS I AM LIVING FOR

MISS RAP SUPREME ON VH1

GOING TO MR CHOW WEEKLY

GOING TO ONO AT THE GANSEVOORT ON TUESDAYS

MADONNA'S NEW C.D.

ALLURE COLOGNE FOR MEN

THE NEW PHOTOGRAPHERS AT CAMILLA LOWTHER (MIGUEL, CARLOTTA...AND NOT SO NEW BUT UNREAL JOSH OLINS)

THAT NYC ISNT HOT YET, ITS LIKE SUNNY AND COOL...SO GOOD

GOSSIP GIRL AND ERIC DAMON'S BRILLIANT STYLING ON THE SHOW

JD FERGUSON..ONE OF THE COOLEST SWEETEST LAID BACK GUYS IVE BEFRIENDED IN THE BIZ AS OF LATE

SIMON THAM AND KYLE L , TWO NEW FACES WE JUST SIGNED WHO ARE JUST AMAZING

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LOTS HAPPENING, NOTHING I CARE TO DISCUSS OPENLY.
FEELING GOOD ABOUT SOME OF THE THINGS, BUT ALSO A LITTLE SCARED.

I MISS MY SISTER SHELLY

TODAY WAS MY MOM'SBIRTHDAY, SHE WOULD HAVE BEEN 62. I TOTALLY FORGOT ABOUT IT, AND FEEL LIKE I FORGOT ME. BUT I WAS IN A QUIET SORT OF SHIT MOOD, SORT OF A PRE SENTIMENT. WHO KNOWS. A FRIEND OF MINE GOT REALLY SICK OVER THE WEEKEND, BUT LUCKILY HE WILL BE OK..WAS SORT OF SERIOUS...

IM SO GRATEFUL TO GREGORY VAUGHAN FOR HIS BEAUTIFUL AND CLEAN( BUT SEXED UP ) WORK HE HAS BEEN DOING FOR US.

TYLER LOUGH IS BACK IN TOWN AND LOOKS UNBELIEVABLE.

ANYWAY
IM OFF


XOXOX
SENDING WARM LIGHT AND LOVE TO THE MASSES AND YO ASSES

ALOT

THIS WEEK
ALOT ALOT

FIRST OF ALL, I SPOKE TO MY FATHER. HAVE MAYBE SPOKEN TO HIM A HALF DOZEN TIMES IN 10 YEARS. HE SOUNDS FRAIL, AND OLD. BUT I CHOKED UP WITHIN 2 MINUTES OF TALKING TO HIM. I MISS HIM, BUT I AM SO HURT BY HIM.
HAD A GREAT WEEK AT WORK. MY TEAM KEPT MOTIVATED. WE ACCOMPLISHED ALOT. IM GLAD I GOT TO SEE HOW HARD THEY WORK, AND HOW COMMITTED THEY ARE.

I REALLY LIKE MY MODELS..I KNOW THAT SOUNDS LIKE DUH..BUT SOME OF MY MODELS ARE REALLY COOL GUYS. JEREMY SANTUCCI IS A SWEETHEART, WITH A BIG BIG HEART. A GENTLE SOUL. CHARLES DEVOE IS A FUNNY MOTHER FUCKER. BLAINE COOK IS SMART AND WITTY. IN FACT I THINK HE SHOULD START WRITING. JEREMY SIMPSON IS A CHARACTER AND HAS THE RAW QUALITY "IT" FACTOR THAT CHANNING HAD. LUCAS KERR IS ONE OF THE MOST STAND UP GUYS YOU COULD EVER KNOW. JARRIN KIRKSEY IS BRILLIANT, IF YOU EVER HAVE A CONVERSATION WITH THE MAN YOU FEEL LIKE YOU HAVE MEET SOMEONE REMARKABLE AND PROFOUND. I FEEL BLESSED AND HONORED TO HAVE THESE PEOPLE AND THEIR ENERGY IN MY WORLD. I DIDNT MEAN TO SINGLE THESE GUYS OUT..IM JUST SAYING THEY ARE PRETTY FUCKING DOPE.

JD FERGUSON WAS IN OUR OFFICE THIS WEEK. FASHION TV DID A STORY ON HIM AND THEN HE SHOT TERRON WOOD, SIMON NESSMAN AND BLAINE COOK FOR V IN OUR OFFICE. I LOVE THAT QUEEN. HE IS SO REAL AND FUNNY. HE NEEDS TO STOP SMOKING. HE IS HANDSOME TOO, LIKE MOVIE STAR HANDSOME. THE GUYS LOVE HIM ,I LOVE HIM COOL ASS GUY.

I LOVE MY RELATIONSHIP WITH KATIA, ITS SO HONEST AND AFTER YEARS OF WALKING ON EGGSHELLS WITH ONE ANOTHER, WE HAVE ACTUALLY GOT TO A PLACE WHERE WE CAN SPEAK FREELY AND RESPECT EACH OTHER ON EVERY LEVEL. IM GRATEFUL FOR THAT.

I HAVE BEEN FASCINATED BY THE PRESS COVERAGE OF BARBARA WALTERS AUTOBIOGRAPHY. I HAVE THOUGHT FOR AWHILE ITS TIME FOR HER TO RETIRE( STILL DO) BUT WHAT A REMARKABLE LIFE SHE HAS HAD. I LOVE HOW CANDID SHE HAS BEEN ABOUT HER LIFE NOW. SHE DOESNT SEEM AS SQUARE OR OLD TO ME ANYMORE.

MY YOGA TEACHER ELLEN , WHO IS A SORT OF NAZI ISH YOGA GURU, ACTUALLY TOLD ME I AM KICKING ASS, I FEEL STRONGER AND MORE FLEXIBLE, BUT HER VALIDATION MAKES ME FEEL LIKE I AM MADONNA . LOL

I HAD MY ENERGY GURU ANDY SWAY BUILD WHAT WIZARDS CALL A DIVINE DOOR IN MY BEDROOM WHICH WORKS ON GROUNDING ME AND BLESSINGS ETC. HARD TO EXPLAIN, I BARELY GET IT BUT EVERYTHING IVE DONE WITH ANDY HAS WORKED ON ME FOR YEARS. I OWE HIM ALOT; HE HAS BEEN AN ADVSER OF MINE SINCE MONTHS BEFORE MY MOM PASSED AWAY AND I CREDIT HIM WITH INTRODUCING ME TO ELLEN CREMER MY YOGA BITCH(HIS HOT POCKET OF A GIRLFRIEND)

MY BESTIE JENN COMES TO TOWN FROM CALI, NEXT SATURDAY IM TAKING HER TO MR CHOW WITH A BUNCH OF OUR MUTUAL FRIENDS. SUPER GOOD TIMES.

I WORK OUT TOMORROW WITH NIC B..HE HAS BEEN WORKING ON MY STRENGTH TRAINING.
I AM ALL ABOUT IT. HE IS GREAT AND KNOWS HIS SHIT. IM GLAD HE IS IN MY SQUAD. OPERATION "NO MORE FAT JASON " HAS ALLOWED ME TO BE SELFISH ( FINALLY) AND ASSEMBLE AN ARMY OF KICK ASS NO- NONSENSE PEOPLE TO HELP ME. IM GRATEFUL TO HAVE THE MONEY NOW TO DO IT, AND THE TIME TO DO IT AS WELL.

THIS WEEKS BOOKINGS WERE GENIUS, I GET SO MUCH SHIT FOR LISTING THEM HERE SO I WONT. LETS JUST SAY, I AM PROUD OF WHAT WE ARE DOING. THE WOMENS DIVISION CAN EXPECT 2 VOGUE COVERS ON TWO DIFFERENT GIRLS, AND FOR A SMALL AGENCY LIKE MAJOR, ITS MAJOR. AND THE GUYS KEEP ON ROCKING.

I HAVE BEEN TOYING FOR THE PAST FEW YEARS ABOUT BECOMING A FOSTER PARENT, AND THEN EVENTUALLY ADOPTING. I AM SLOWLY AND PROACTIVELY SETTING THOSE WHEELS IN MOTION, I WANT TO BE A FATHER BADLY..I VE NEVER SAID IT LIKE THAT BEFORE. BUT I KNOW THAT WHERE MY HEART IS..AND EVERYTHING HAS LEAD TO THIS. AND AS I AM WRITING MY LIFE AS I GO, ALL CHAPTERS LEAD TO THIS EVENTUALITY.


THANKS FOR LISTENING
HAVE A BLESSED NIGHT

LOVE N LIGHT

J

RE-INTRODUCING KYLE L.

TUESDAY 11 17 PM

OK
THIS HAS BEEN A BITCH OF A WEEK
WE HAVE A TON OF GUYS IN TOWN
ITS SORT OF SLOW FOR SOME
BZ FOR OTHERS

ITS ALOT

BUT I FEEL LIKE AN AGENT AGAIN
MAKING APPOINTMENTS
LAYING OUT BOOKS
CHANGING CARDS

MAGGIE MAKING APPOINTMENTS, STAYING FOCUSED..BELLE FOCUSED, ITS NICE. EVEN WHEN ITS STRESSFUL THIS WEEK WE ARE MOVING QUICK AND FOWARD..AND THE GUYS SEE IT
I LEFT TODAY AT 7 30 FEELING A SENSE OF ACCOMPLISHMENT. THIS IS WHERE WE NEED TO GET BACK TO
CONSTANT MOTION AND FLOW

HADNT SEEN FREDERIC MARINI IN A DOGS AGE, WAS WONDERFUL TO SEE HIM

............

WAS ONE OF THE SELECT FEW INVITED TO S.K'S B DAY
SO FUN
SOOO FUN
MADONNA

I MEAN I CANT EVEN WRAP MY BRAIN AROUND IT

BLIND ITEM
WHICH POWER HUNGRY PRESIDENT OF AGENCY WAS SEEN TRYING TO CHARM SOME HUNKY FITNESS TYPE OF GUY AT PARTY BY SPEAKING LOUDLY ABOUT THEMSELVES...AND I WAS SO TANKED I SCREAMED TO THE KID "'RUNNNNNN!" ..ITS WAS FUNNY AT THE TIME..LALLY , P WILSON, ANDY S, NATASHA VONJOVIC ALL CHKACKLED.ITS LIKE IF YOU ARE GONNA BE A SHADY SAUCY HORNDOG, KEEP IT ON THE LOW...I PROBABLY UPSET HIM SO MUCH HE'LL HAVE TO CHASE MORE MODELS BACKSTAGE IN MILAN AND TRY TO GET THEM TO SWITCH..TOO BAD THE AGENCY ISNT AS RELEVANT AS IT WAS 8 YRS AGO..BUT MAYBE A FAT CHECK AND REDUCED COMMISH WILL WORK-ISH..I DONT KNOW. THOSE PROMISES THAT NEVER GET DELIVERED ARE OLD.
IN HINDSIGHT IT WAS STUPID OF ME TO BE SUCH A COW( IVE HAD MY SHARE OF INDISCRETIONS)BUT I HAVENT PUT MYSELF OUT THERE TO BE ON BLAST , SINCE THE TUNNEL/CLUB USA..YOU GOTTA GROW UP SOMETIME.
THE FUNNY THING I ACTUALLY HAVE MORE RESPECT FOR THIS PERSON WATCHING HIM CREEP, ITS MORE HUMAN...BUT HONEY..SERIOUSLY, DISCRETION. SERIOUSLY!

XOXO
GOSSIP GRRRLL


PEACE

THINGS I AM LIVING FOR
AGENTS WHO ACTUALLY DO THE WORK
WHO ACTUALLY CAN TAKE A MODEL FROM POLAROID TO STARDOM
NOT WRITE A CHECK AND STEAL

AGENTS I AM LIVING FOR
PAUL ROWLAND
LANA WINTERS( GIRL IS TURNING IT OUT)
LOUIE CHABAN


IS THAT ALL? I THINK SO....
ENOUGH OF CORPORATE MEAT HEADS SUCKING THE CREATIVITY OUT OF ART AND FASHION
CHEERS TO PEOPLE MENTIONED ABOVE

GOOD NITE