KERRY DEGMAN FOR TETU BY RANDALL MESDON

MADONNA TONITE

OK
$5200 A TICKET
NOT GOING TO HAPPEN
AND TRUST ME I HAVE SOUL SEARCHED HERE.
WITH THAT SAID, IM HOPING FOR A MADONNA MIRACLE

ANYONE WHO KNOWS ME, KNOWS I LOVE LIVE MUSIC
I HAVE BEEN A BT UNDER THE WEATHER, SO I MISSED ESTELLE AT THE HIGHLINE BALLROOM MONDAY NIGHT, AND THEN BOSS' FETE( WHICH IM BUMMED ABOUT) LAST NITE. I HAVE ENOUGH STRENGTH FOR MADONNA
I KNOW THIS IS GOING TO BE A ROLLER COASTER OF A DAY TRYING TO KEEP UP WITH THE WORK AT MAJOR AND BID ONLINE FOR TICKETS.

LONG DAY AT WORK YESTERDAY, I DIDNT LOVE IT. ITS HARD TO KEEP EVERYONE HAPPY. ITS HARD ENOUGH TO KEEP ME HAPPY.

CAMERON AND ROSS ARE BACK FROM ARGENTINA. GOD LOVE THEM

ANYWAY, HERE'S TO A BETTER DAY THEN YESTERDAY.

MADONNA
MADONNA


X
J

MISC.

MURAKAMI ...AT BROOKLYN MUESUEM(DONT MISS IT)

VINTAGE ROBYN SINCLAIR

JESSICA REGULATING

MONDAY 948AM

GOOD MORNTING(NOD TO MADEA)

HAD A GREAT WEEKEND
MY BEST GIRLFRIEND, JILL IS IN TOWN TIL TODAY FROM ATLANTA.
SHE IS A DEAR FRIEND, LOVE HER TO DELLA REESES PIECES.
WE WENT TO MURAKMI AT BROOKLYN MUESEM, SAW P AND ZOE AT ONO ATE AT MR CHOW WITH BEN AND ROBYN
HAD SOME WINE FULED LATE NIGHTS
GOOD TIMES

SEEING ESTELLE IN CONCERT TONITE. SHOULD BE FUN
SATURDAY WAS LUCAS AND CHANNINGS 28TH BIRTHDAY. FOR YEARS IVE THROWN A PARTY FOR THEM TOGETHER
MY HOW TIMES AVE CHANGES, THOUGH
CHAN I S ON SET FOR GI JOE, SO IM NOT MAD, BUT HOW THEY CHILDREN GROW UP FAST!

THIS WEEK SHOULD BE A BREEZE, WE R RIDUCLOUSLY BUSY BUT ITS MANAGEABLE(ISNT IT ALWAYS)
THOMAS BOOKED CHAD NITTLER AND JEREMY SANTUCCI FOR ANN TAYLOR W/ DEMARCHELIER FOR OODLES OF CASH. AND I AM DOING MY USUAL THING.

MY SISTER AND THE KIDS R BACK FROM DISNEY..I AM SURE SHE IS READY TO BE SEDATED. 18 HOURS IN THE CAR WITH HER KIDS (AS MUCH AS I LOVE THEM) IS ENOUGH TO MAKE YOU WANT TO DO YOURSELF IN. ESPECIALLY PHILIP, THAT BOY WHEN HE IS IN ONE OF HIS MOODS, MAKES YOU QUESTION GODS SENSE OF HUMOUR.

CAMERON SHOULD BE BACK FROM ARGENTINA, I THINK HE AND I ARE HEADED TO DAVID BOSMANS ANNIVERSSARY TOMORROW NIGHT. SHOULD BE FUN.

ALRIGHTY I AM OFF

XO
J

"WE WANT HER CRAZY, NOT THIN AND CRAZY!"

HOW GOOD IS THAT?
THAT WAS UTTERED BY VANESSA WILLIAMS IN TONITE'S SEASON PREMIERE OF UGLY BETTY. I LOVED IT. I HAD TO TEXT DARRYL MY BESTIE IN MIAMI, AND HE WAS LIKE, HELLO, IM WATCHING TOO..LOL

TODAY WAS ODD
BUT REALLY KIND OF WONDERFUL

BEAUTIFUL PRE SUMMER DAY. TOOK IT LEISURELY
WENT TO WORK, THOMAS BOOKED SOME GREAT $HIT...BOYS R THRILLED, BILLINGS FOR MAY ARE ALREADY IN$ANE.
KARL HERZER IS DOING A/X..NOW WAS JUST TOLD HE IS SHOOTING UNDERWEAR TOMORROW. SIMON NESSMAN JUST LANDED BACK FROM PARIS AND IS BOOKED SOLID. TERRON WOOD IS OFF TO BARCELONA TO SHOOT 20 PAGES (SOLO BITCHES) TO SHOOT HERCULES, CHARLES DEVOE IS SHOOTING VOGUE WITH WEBER IN MIAMI..NICE NICE STUFF BREWING AS WELL.

JILL TRACEY IS ON HER WAY FROM THE AIRPORT FOR A LONG WEEKEND OF VISITING FROM ATL. PILAR IS HERE FOR A TRIBECA FILM THING WITH Q.T....SEEING HER FOR DRINKS MANANA@BOWERY.

CANNOT WAIT FOR TENJEUNE TUESDAY..IM BRINGING A POSSE PAST N PRESENT. IT WILL BE FUN. I THINK BENNY IS COMIING TOO!
OK, I THINK I LIKE YOGA. I'M CHRISTY FUCKING TURLINGTON(IN MY HEAD TWISTING AND SWEATING) IN MY APARTMENT IN ONE ON ONE SESSIONS WITH ELLEN CREMER.

OK, MADONNA TICKETS ARE $5200 A TICKET. I LOVE YOU GIRL, BUT SUCK IT...IVE SPENT 200K ON UR EMACIATED ASS SINCE I WAS 14, PAY IT FOWARD..LOL. EVERY REMIX CONCERT TEE SHIRT, DVD, VHS COMPACT DISC, CASSTEE, BOY TOY BELTS..IT S REAL AND ITS DEEP. REEL IT IN BOO

ANTHONY B IS BACK FROM PARIS. HAPPY HE IS BACK.

OK
IM OUT

PEOPLE I AM LIVING FOR
IN TRIBUTE OF STANDING IN TRUTH

ME(IM REAL AND IM SPECTACULAR)
JILL TRACEY
DARRYL DAYQUAN DICKENS
THOMAS WINSLOW
JENNIFER D
MARC JACOBS
ELLEN CREMER
TERRON WOOD
ROBYN SINCLAIR
SAM GRAY
KATIA SHERMAN( XOXOX ENJOY BEANTOWN)

YESTERDAY

YESTERDAY WAS KIND OF A GREAT DAY
I FEEL GOOD
MY HEAD IS IN THE RIGHT PLACE SO TO SPEAK

SO.....

SESSILEE GOT CONFIRMED FOR ITALIAN VOGUE WITH STEVEN MEISEL WHICH IS JUST AMAZING. THE ENTIRE AGENCY WENT BALLISTIC. KATIA SCREAMED WHEN THE CALL CAME IN, IT WAS A HAPPY MOMENT.

BUT MY DAY GOT BETTER, MY OLD BOSS , "THE" DAVID BOSMAN CALLED ME. ITS BOSS MODELS 20TH ANNIVERSARRY AND HE CALLED TO PERSONALLY INVITE ME, WHICH TOUCHED ME QUITE A BIT ACTUALLY. I LL LEAVE THE DETAILS OF OUR CONVERSATION PRIVATE AS IT SHOULD BUT I HAVE TO SAY IT WAS TRULY WONDERFUL TO HEAR FROM HIM. HE IS AS WITTY(ACID WIT) AS EVER. AND IT WAS JUST SO GOOD TO RECONNECT WITH SOMEONE WHO IS SO CONNECTED TO ME LIKE FAMILY.
I HAVE REALIZED( INTRO CHOIR MUSIC) THAT I HAVE HAD SO MANY WONDERFUL EXPERIENCES IN MY LIFE, MET SOME EXTRAORDINARILY RARE AND TALENTED PEOPLE, YET I HOLD ON TO MANY THINGS NEGATIVE( I FUCKING LOVE WEARING MYSELF OUT). I AM GOING TO PROACTIVELY WORK ON THAT DAILY. LIFE IS SHORT, AND I WANT TO ENJOY THE LAST SECONDS OF WHATEVER YOUTH DEW IVE GOT UP IN ME

I AM SITTING ON MY FLOOR IN MY BEDROOM AND ABOUT TO HEAD TO WORK. WE ARE BUSY AND THAT ALWAYS MAKES ME HAPPY. THE GUYS SEEM HAPPY TO. BUT I HAVE TO SAY, ITS WLAYS MY NEWEST CROP OF WORKING GUYS ( SORT OF NEW MONEY ISH) WHO BLOW OFF APPOINTMENTS, THINK THEY KNOW IT ALL, OR FLAT OUT DONT GET "IT" AND THAT LITERALLY SENDS ME OVER THE EDGE . BUT SINCE I AM SHEDDING SOME OF MY NEGATIVITY( KABBALLAH..LOL..YEAR 8) I WILL CONCENTRATE ON THE BLESSINGS

PEOPLE I AM LIVING FOR

POOKS
JILL TRACEY( SEE YOU THURS)
PILAR
MY SISTERS(MY BIOLOGICAL ONES, BOO)
MY OTHER SISTERS( ARN, BENNY, CAM DARRYLL )
AND THE LEGENDARY D.B

PEACE

J

CHRISTY TURLINGTON

CHRISTY TURLINGTON HAS BEEN MY FAVORITE MODEL SINCE I WAS 16 YEARS OLD. I HAVE NEVER STOP WAIVERING IN MY DEVOTION TO HER BEAUTY.
SHE IS EFFORTLESS, PROVACTIVE AND A TRUE TIMELESS BEAUTY

I REMEMBER AT AMBER VALLETTA'S WEDDING SHE AND I WERE ON THE SAME BRIDAL "TREASURE HUNT" IN THE FRENCH QUARTER IN NEW ORLEANS. LINDA, CHRISTY, THE LATE KEVYN AUCOIN AND I WERE ON THE SAME "TEAM"AND HAD THE BEST TIME, IT WAS ACTUALLY ONE OF BEST TIMES OF MY LIFE. I REMEMBER DANCING ALL NITE, DOING TEQUILA SHOTS...RUNNING AND LAUGHING LIKE A MAD MAN.

FOND MEMORIES

TRAVIS HANSON IS READY FOR HIS CLOSEUP

THESE PICS BY GREGORY VAUGHAN ARE JUST THE EPITOME OF MASCULINE BEAUTY.

NO AIR

THAT SONG NO AIR
BY JORDAN SPARKS AND CHRIS BROWN
WILL NOT LEAVE MY HEAD

I DONT EVEN LIKE IT
BUT IT SEEMS AS IF I AM OBSESSED
OH WELL
POP MUSIC CRACK
IT IS WHAT IT IS

WAS A GREAT WEEK
I FEEL BETTER THEN I HAVE IN AWHILE
WORKING HARD , TAKING CARE OF MYSELF

MADONNA'S COMING TO TOWN
HARD CANDY ROSELAND
CANT WAIT

EVEN THE THINGS THAT "UPSET" ME ARE ROLLING OFF MY BACK
SOMEONE I RESPECT ALOT AT WORK DISAPPOINTED ME GREATLY THIS WEEK, AND I AM NOT TAKING IT "WITH ME" AS I NORMALLY WOULD.

SAW MY BEAUTIFUL GOD SON AND NEPHEW AT HIS ELEMENTARY MUSICAL THIS MORNING
A MUSICAL ABOUT THE PLANETS...SO CUTE
HE WAS THE " EARTH"
HE "RAPPED"
HE SANG
I GOT TO SEE HIM INTERACT WITH HIS FRIENDS
ITS FILLED MY HEART WITH PRIDE
CYCLE OF LIFE
SO BEAUTIFUL AND REAL

MY MAN IS AWAY AGAIN
AND I DONT MISS HIM
IM HAPPY HE IS HAVING FUN AWAY
AND I HAVE THINGS TO "REGULATE"

WELL THATS ALL I WRITING
HAVE A WONDERFUL WEEKEND

XOXO
J

THE BROTHERS HERZER..KARL AND RYAN

LONG DAY

OK
MY APARTMENT SMELLS LIKE CURRY
MY BOYFRIEND COOKED A MEAL, BUT ITS REALLY OVER POWERING
LOVE THE GESTURE THOUGH

LONG DAY
I FEEL MENTALLY TAXED

I AM HOPING FOR A QUIETER WEEK

AND A RESTFUL WEEKEND(ALREADY THINKING OF THE WEEKEND, LOL)

SIMON NESSMAN IS SHOOTING GIVENCHY WITH WILLY VANDER PERRE TOMORROW

BLAINE IS SHOOTING TANK IN PARIS

CHAD IS WHOOTING 20 PAGES OF LOFFICIEL HOMMES TOMORROW, FLIES TO PARIS WEDNESDAY TO WORK THURSDAY FOR NEW MAGAZINE, WOUND.

TERRON IS WOKING SO MUCH WE MAY NEED TO CLONE HIM, POOR THING HASNT HAD A DAY OFF IN QUITE AWHILE

XOXO
SENDING LIGHT
J

MICHAEL BRAGER BY GREGORY VAUGHAN

I HAVE REPRESENTED MICHAEL FOR 10 YEARS. I AM VERY PROUD OF THAT. ITS PRETTY RARE IN MY BUSINESS. HE JUST MOVED HERE WITH IS WIFE AFTER NOT LIVING HERE FULL TIME SINCE 2000. LOVE THIS GUY!

I AM HAVING A "ME" DAY

LAST NIGHT DINNER AT ODEON
USUAL CREW
VERY QUIET, FUN

ITS 1 17PM IN NYC
MY MAN IS IN THE LIVING ROOM
ABOUT TO EMABRK ON MY ME DAY
BUT WITH HIM,LOL
BUT THATS FUN BECAUSE HE IS A PART OF ME

GETTING A MUCH NEEDED PEDICURE
TANNING
GETTING SOME NEW MUSIC
BUYING SOME CANDLES FOR THE APARTMENT

HAVING A LONG LUXURIOUS LATE LUNCH
NOTHING DECADENT, JUST RELAXED

I FEEL NO WEIGHT ON MY SHOULDERS TODAY
I AM PUTTING OUT MY BEST , AND FOR THE MOMENT JUST FOR ME

PEOPLE I AM LIVING FOR

ME


ALSO

JENNIFER DANSKA
JOSH PHIL NICK
POOKS
JILL
CAM

THAT OPRAH "AH-HAH" MOMENT

I ACTUALLY THINK THE OLD LIGHTBULB HAS GONE OFF ABOVE MY HEAD
TODAY, THIS DAY, AS I TYPE SOMETHING HAS WASHED OVER ME. A SORT OF NEWNESS. I AM UNSURE EXACTLY WHAT IT IS, BUT ITS A SORT OF CALLING..A CALL TO ARMS PERHAPS.
I HAVE FOR YEARS LAMENTED ON THINGS; BLAMING CIRCUMSTANCES ETC ON WHY THINGS ARE(WERE) THE WAY THEY ARE(WERE) AND I REALIZE THAT SIMPLY I HAVE MANIFESTED ALL OF IT. I AM TOTALLY IN CONTROL OF MY DESTINY. IN FACT, I AM THE AUTHOR OF IT ALL.
I STUDIED KABBALLAH FOR YEARS. IT HELPED ME IN WATCHING MY REACTIVITY. THINK ABOUT WHAT I AM GOING TO SAY BEFORE I SAY IT. TAKE RESPONSIBILITY ETC. AS AN AGENT, ITS HARD TO TAKE THOSE FEW MOMENTS AND NOT REACT WHEN SO MUCH IS ABOUT INSTINCT. SO I HAVE HAD TO MODIFY IT, AND ITS BEEN HELPFUL. MY TEAM AT WORK PROBABLY DOESNT NOTICE IT, AS I AM ALWAYS BANGING ON ABOUT SOMETHING BUT THATS THE GIG. ANYWAY, WHAT I FORGOT WAS THAT I AM TOTALLY IN CONTROL OF HOW THINGS WORK IN MY WORLD. I AM USUALLY SO BENT OUT OF SHAPE ON WHAT PEOPLE THINK OF ME, AND I REALIZE THAT DOESNT MATTER EITHER.

I FEEL RENEWED.

MY WORK IS VERY IMPORTANT, AS ARE THE PEOPLE I WORK WITH, BUT ITS NOT ALL I AM. I HAVE LOVE IN MY LIFE, BUT MORESO I HAVE LOVE FOR MYSELF. I USED EVERY EXCUSE(USUALLY WORK) TO NOT DEAL WITH ME. I HAVE RESENTED PEOPLE WHO SEEM TO PUT THEMSELVES FIRST(AT TIMES) AND NOT BE LESS SELFLESS...WHATS WRONG WITH BEING A LITTLE SELFISH? NOTHING!!!!!! NOT A THING! LOL.

I ASK WHOMEVER READS THIS TO SEND WARM WHITE LIGHT MY WAY, AS THATS ALL I WILL BE SENDING.

SEE YA

J

TRAVIS HANSON BACK IN TOWN

HOW GOOD IS THIS?

MY BEST FRIEND JILL TRACEY

HAPPY BIRTHDAY CHRIS WHELAN

ISA RAHMAN BY ARON NORMAN(CASTING)

THURSDAY 11 35 PM

SENDING LOVE TO EVERYONE

NAMASTE....MADONNA'S YOGA BODY

]]I HAVE BEEN DOINGYOGA FOR A MONTH AND A HALF WITH ELLEN CREMER
I DO FEEL STRONGER
BUT HAVE EONS TO GO
SO TO MADONNA AND THE REST OF YOU YOGA HEADS

NAMASTE