IT IS WHAT IT IS....12 33AM FRIDAY AM

IM RESTLESS, UNSETTLED
WISH POOKS WAS HERE, ALSO GLAD I DONT HAVE TO TALK

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SAD
BUT ALSO BLANK

IM SO OVER THIS, WANNA GET SOME SLEEP

TTYL
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R.I.P. BILL HEFFNER

SAD NEWS
AN OLD WORK FRIEND TOOK HIS OWN LIFE IN CALIFORNIA
WHAT GETS YOU TO THE POINT OF MADNESS THAT YOU WOULD WANT TO KILL YOURSELF?

ALOT OF PEOPLE IN OUR GOSSIP GIRL INDUSTRY HAVE SPENT THE DAY SPECULATING
ILL SPEND A FEW MOMENTS REMEBERING HIS ELABORATE STORY TELLING, HIS GENEROSITY, HIS SMILE AND HIS ADORATION FOR THE NOT SO SUBTLE NIP TUCKS. TRULY SAD

REST IN PEACE BILL

TTYL
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AU MANDARIN

THE BEST CHINESE BELOW CANAL STREET
ME AND MY MAN DEVOURED GENERAL TSAO CHICKEN
RIBS
SHRIMP AND LOBSTER

SO GOOD
HAPPY TO HAVE HIM NEXT TO ME AS I TYPE THIS
HIM WATCHING UFC
ME COMFORTED IN HIS PRESENCE
WE R IN A BETTER PLACE

HE JUMPED ON ME WHEN HE WALKED IN AND SAID"HOWS MY BEAUTIFUL MAN: AND THEN BIT MY SHOULDER AND NECK
CAN YOU ASK FOR MORE??LOL

LOOKING FOWARD TO A LONG BROMANTIC NIGHT

PEACE AND LOVE BE WITH YOU
TTYL

WHAT A DAY

SO BUSY
BOOKED EGLE WITH FABIEN BARON AND ALEX WHITE FOR FCUK
SO BZ

SO MUCH GOING ON WITH THE GUYS THAT ITS NEARLY MPOSSSIBLE TO LIST IT ALL

TTYL

RUN AND BUY OUT MAGAZINE WITH TOM FORD ON THE COVER

SO SEXY AND SCANDALOUS
FEATURING SOME OF MY HOTTEST GUYS AT MAJOR
RUN RUN RUN RUN RUN RUN

LOVE RAIN DOWN ON ME

DOES ANYONE OUT THERE KNOW IF JILL SCOTT IS TOURING FOR THIS ALBUM?

PEOPLE I AM LIVING FOR

CARINE ROITFELD

HISOO KIM

SAMANTHA PAPACCIO

JENNIFER DANSKA

JOSHUA FROM CT

HEATHER FROM ROCK OF LOVE

LYNNE SPEARS

MAXWELL

EDDIE VEDDER

ROCK OF LOVE REUNION

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SUNDAY 729 PM

HAD SUCH A QUIET DAY
AM I GETTING OLD?
I USUALLY AM RECOVERING FROM A CRAZY WEEKEND..BUT I HAVE TO SAY I AM REALLY PROUD OF MYSELF..I AM TAKING BETTER CARE OF MYSELF AND I FEEL BETTER. I HAVE EATEN ALOT OF CRAP THIS WEEKEND, BUT THAT MY DEAR, SEEM STO BE MY FIRST TRUE LOVE....BUT I AM EXCERISING MORE THEN I HAVE IN YEARS, SO HOPEFULLY IT ALL BALANCES OUT

MY TMOBILE SERVICE STILL IS AN ISSUE
I AM WAITING FOR IT TO SUDDENLY "FIX"ITSELF
I AM HELPING THE WOMENS DIVISION ON SOME BOOKINGS ON EGLE,WAITING ON BENETTON AND FRENCH CONNECTION

TONIGHT IS TV HEAVEN
ROCK OF LOVE REUNION
DESPERATE
BROTHERS AND SISTERS
AMERICAS MOST SMARTEST MODEL

KIND OF EXCITING

BEN AND BRAD WERENT PISSED THAT I DIDNT HANG LAST NIGHT
BOUGGH THE NEW FRENCH VOGUE AND VOGUE HOMMES TODAY
CALIENTE

TTYL

VOGUE HOMMES

VOGUEHOMMES.COM


GAGGGGING

10 52 pm SATURDAY

I COULD HAVE GONE TO MICHELE"S BDAY TO SEE BEN ND BRAD AND CO, BUT I COULDNT BE HAPPIER THEN TO WATCH GRAHAM NORTON AND WAIT FOR SNL.
ITS NICE TO JUST REST..USUALLY I AM PARTYING 1 DAY A WEEK..AND THE HANGOVER LAST 2 OR 3 DAYS..SO IT SGOOD FOR ME TO REST A LITTLE AND JUST BE FROM CRIPES SAKE.

I WOULD HAVE LIKED TO HAVE GONE OUT, BUT I AM SO OVER NOT HAVING THIS PHONE WORKING...AND ITS HUMID OYYOYOY.

DAWN FRENCH IS FABULOUS...SO FUNNY AND BRIGHT

NIP TUCK RERUNS ARE ON TONIGHT AS WELL

POOKS HAS BEEN TRYING TO CALL ME..MISS HIM...HE IS OUT OF TOWN..WILL SEE HIM TUESDAY

I NEED TO GET NEW FURNITURE...NEED TO HAVE IT ALL SORTED BY END OF MONTH

SUSAN SARANDON ON MAD TV..LOVES IT

NITE

JOE LALLI

JOE LALLI IS SHOOTING SIMON NESSMAN IN MY HOUSE FOR SQUINT HOMME AS WE SPEAK, J ERRIC FROM INTERVIEW IS THE STYLIST. SEEM SLIKE A FETISH UNDERWEAR STORY..BEING SHOT IN MY GUESTROOOM

BLAINE COOK IS HERE TO SHOOT THE FINAL PART OF THE MENS 07 POSTER FOR THE AGENCY. HE DID LOOKS AGAIN TODAY WITH KARL TEMPLER. CALVIN KLEIN IS REALLY FEELING HIM. TRES TRES EXCITING.

I THINK I AM HEADING OT MICHELE'S HOUSE FOR HER BIRTHDAY PARTY WITH BEN AND BRAD AND COMPANY . WE SHALL SEE HOW THE NITE GOES.

I AM OFF LIKE A DIRTY PROM DRESS

PEACE

TMOBILE SUCKS ASS

MY TMOBILE SERVICE IN MY APARTMENT HASNT WORKED IN 5 DAYS
I LIVE AND BREATHE BY MY CELL PHONE
ALL OF MY WORK IS CONDUCTED VIA PHONE;AND I AM ONE OF THOSE NEW YORKERS WITHOUT A HOME PHONE
SO FRUSTRATING

842 CLOUDY MORNING SATURDAY

HAD A NICE NIGHT
WENT OUT WITH MY FRIEND JOSH TO THE MARITIME
GOT A LITTLE TANKED, BUT NOT TOO WRECKED....
WATCHING CATHERINE TATE SHOW ...HILARIOUS

I AM DOING A LITTLE SHOPPING TODAY
BARNEYS ETC,,USE SOME OF THE GIFT CARDS I RECEIVED FOR MY BIRTHDAY THIS YEAR AND LAST YEAR

ORDERED A FATTY BREAKFAST
JOSH JUST LEFT TO GO HOME TO CT

I AM OUT TIL LATER
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654 PM FRIDAY NIGHT

WHY I IT SO HOT IN NYC IN OCTOBER
I CANT TAKE IT

ANYWAY, I HAVE FRIEND COMING IN FROM CT, EXCITING
I AM MEETING UP WITH ANDREW CASTRO, AN OLD FIRNED WHO USED TO WOR AT MAJOR, AND WHO IS NOW HEADING THE RUNWAY DEPT AT MC SQUARED..TO HAVE A BEVVY AND A LAUGH
LAST WEEKEND I WAS WITH MY JILL...I MISS HER ALREADY

I AM LOOKING FOR A MONTH RENTAL IN SOUTH BEACH..SOMETHING WITH A POOL AND A GRILL AND I M THERE.

BLAINE IS SHOOTING DECEMBER EDITORIAL FOR DETAILS WITH CHAD PITTMAN...SO GOOD!

HAVING BRINCH WITH BENNY AND BRAD AND MICHAEL AND HILARY ON SUNDAY
SUPAH FUN

TTYL

4 51 pm..SHOOT JUST WRAPPED

OMG
WAIT TIL YOU SEE WHAT WE DID

SIMPLY, SEXY SHOTS OF THE GUYS
SIMON AND TYLER SCEVERS SHOT TOGETHER
TRAVIS DAVENPORT , TERRON WOOD, SIMON MESSMAN , SEAN HARJU AND NATE NESBITT..THE PARTY FOR THE POSTER WILL BE AT THE END OF THE MONTH AT EITHER THE MARITIME OR THE BOWERY HOTEL

JOE LALLI IS SOO GOOD...THE GUYS ATE ME OUT OF HOUSE AND HOME, HILARIOUS

BLAINE COULDNT MAKE IT AS HE HAD TO DO LOOKS FO CALVIN KLEIN WITH KARL TEMPLER
SIMON AND ORAINE FOR CONFIRMED FOR LORD AND TAYLOR CAMPAIGN WITH MRIO TESTINO
EDDIE TUCKER GOT BENNETON WITH DAVID SIMS

SOOO MUCH GOING ON
ILL BE BACK LATER
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IT IS WHAT IT IS....7 14 AM FRIDAY

THIS WEEK HAS BEEN NUTS
TOM, MY WING MAN AT WORK, HAS BEEN OUT ALL WEEK DUE TO A NASTY CHEST COLD, AND THIS WEEK MARKED THE BEGINNING OF ADVERTISING SEASON....WE R SLAMMED
SO MUCH GOING ON ITS HAD TO GET INTO


JCPENNEY IS LAUNCHING AMERICAN LIVING BY RALPH LAUREN. TV AND PRINT BY BRUCE WEBER. MASSIVE CASTING, AND THEY ARE LOVING ALOT OF MY GUYS. TESTINO IS CASTING D AND G...SAME, LOTS OF BOYS N THE MOX
BLAINE WILL BE SHOOTING DETAILS WITH CHAD PITTMAN. TRAVIS WAS RELEASED AFTER BEING CONFIRMED FOR ENERGIE(CHANGE IN ART DIRECTOR..BALLS!)...LORD AND TAYLOR CAMPIAGN WITH TESTINO LOOKS LIKE SIMON AND ORAINE

BALINE COOK IS THE EW FACE FOR CALVIN KLEIN COLLECTION, EXCLUSIVE FOR SPRING 08
HUGE ASS NEWS
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MAYJAH COUP FOR MAJOR
NATE IS FLING BACK TO IBIZA FOR MERT AND MARCUS FOR EMPORIO ARMANI SUNGLASSES.

EGLE HAS HAD THE MOST AMAZING SEASON WITH ANTHONY AT MAJOR PARIS. SHE HAS WALKED THE RUNWAY FOR BALENCIAGA, STELLA MAC, ANDREW GN, KATE MOSS TOP SHOOP, NINA RICCI, GIVENCHY ETC MAYJAH MAYJAH

TODAY WE SHOOT MY 07 PROMOTIOM POSTER WITH JOE LALLI AT MY HOUSE
TRES EXCITING

ABOUT ME AND MY LOVE LIFE
UGH
WELL I SEEM TO HAVE GOT BACK INTO THE LOVE SWING..MEANING I AM BLINDED BY OUR LOVE, AND FORGETTING THE MANY FAULTS IN MY RELATIONSHIP AS MY NEEDS ARE BEING MET. I KNOW, SAD SAD SAD....I KNOW ITS GOT TO END IN MY HEAD..MY HEART AND OTHER BITS CANT GET THAT MESSAGE
FEELING HIGH, BUT KNOWING THE DARKNESS IS TAPPING MY SHOULDER SOON

UGH
WELL I AM OFF TO WORK
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YOU KNOW WHAT I'M LIKE

ITS 801 AM...AND FINALLY I HAVE BLACKOUT CURTAINS FOR MY BEDROOM...ITS DEFINTELY GOOD NEWS..I CAN GET A LITTLE MORE SLEEP.

TRAVIS D GOT CONFIRMED FOR ENERGIE WITH TERRY TSIOLIS AND PATTI WILSON. WAITING ON DETAILS CONFIRMATIONS FOR BLAINE OR NATE NESBITT.

POOKS AND I HAVE BEEN SEEING ALOT OF EACH OTHER,UT I STILL DONT KNOW HOW I FEEL. ITS HARD TO BE INTIMATE WITH HIM RIGHT NOW, BUT I AM TRYING. I DO KNOW THAT I NEED TO START CONCENTRATING ON MYSELF. I HAVE BEEN WALKING ABOUT 2 MILES EVERY MORNING....IT DOES FEEL LIKE I AM SLOWLY ACCOMPLISHING SOMETHING.

I HAVE MY EYE ON SOME AMAZING BEDROOM SHEET SETS AT MACYS..I NEED TO GET ON IT..I HAVE MY TWO UNCLES STAYING WITH ME FOR A WEEK IN NOVEMBER FOR THANKSGIVING..I WANT THI SPLACE TO LOOK AMAZING B4 THEY COME.

I M OFF TTYL

6 43 PM MONDAY ..JUST GETTING IN

TODAY WAS KIND OF ODD

WE WERE BUSY, THEN TOTALLY DEAD(SO EXCRUCIATING...NOTHING GOING ON)
SIMON HAS A MAYJAH SOTRY OUT ON ARENA HOMMES PLUS WITH PAOLO ROVERSI...IT HAS THE INDUSTRY BUZZING..AND THATS EXCITING..LOOKS LIKE TESTINO IS GOING TO SHOOT HIM FOR LORD AND TAYLOR AS WELL.

EGLE BOOKED BALENCIAGA IN PARIS, ALOBG WITH DIOR ETC. ANTHONY BOURGOIS IS KICKING MAYJAH MAYJAH ASS WITH HER. ITS EXCITING. FRENCH VOGUE IS NEXT FOR SURE ...WOW

RYAN SYNDER IS SHOOTING NAUTICA JEANS WITH MATT ALBIANI WEDENSDAY IN MIAMI. RYAN HEAVYSIDE CONFIRMED CALZEDONIA WITH NICK CLEMENTS. SCOTT W CUT HIS HAIR SO IT LOOKS LIKE HE IS LOSING TOMMY JEANS WITH DEWEY NICKS.

WAITING TO ANNOUNCE OUR BIG NEWS FOR BLAINE COOK SOON..ITS KILLING ME THAT ITS TAKING SO LONG TO WRAP THIS FRIGGIN DEAL UP. EXERCISE IN PATIENCE.

JUST ATE(DEVOURED) A PHILLY CHEESE STEAK WRAP..SOOOO GOOD. CHIS DATTOLLA WILL PROBABLY CAST IN RALPH LAURENS NEW JUNIOR RALPH WILD..NICE LITTLE BOOKING

TODAY I HAD TO PUT ANDREW STETSON USAGE IN FOR EUPHORIA BY CALVIN KLEIN (FRAGRANCE..ANOTHER GUY WHOSE HEAD WAS BIGGER THEN HIS CAREER. 18 MONHS LATER I HAVE NEVER SEEN HIM IN ANOTHER CAMPAIGN AGAIN. MAKES YOU WONDER.

PLANNING A VERY UNDERGROUND PROMO ON THE MENS DIVISION WITH JOE LALLI...ITS GOING TO BE MADONNA SEX BOOK MEETS V MAGAZINE...MEISEL MEETS RICHARDSON..BRILLIANT. QUEENS ARE GOINGT O GO NUTS. TRAVIS DAVENPORT, TERRON WOOD SIMON, NATE , SEAN HARJU, TYLER SCEVERS AND BLAINE COOK WILL BE FEATURED ON IT, HEAVEN..THE TWINK LOVERS ARE GOING TO GAGGGOON

PEOPLE I AM LIVING FOR:

JOE LALLI

JILL TRACEY

ROBYN SINCLAIR (SLOWLY REDEEMING HIMSELF,LOL)

KELLY STREIT

SIMON NESSMAN

ANYA AND PANOS

JEMIMA

KRISTEN BOWMAN ( F**KING LOVE HER)

XOXOXO
LATES

726 AM MONDAY

HI

SO, LOTS TO COVER, WILL DO TONITE

CANT WAIT TO GET TO WORK..LOTS TO DO

XOXO