MONDAY 933 AM

I WOKE UP AT 3 AM WIDE AWAKE
BUT WAS ABLE TO FALLBACK ALSEEP

WE R CLOSED TOTDAY
BUT EUROPE IS OPEN
EMAILS FROM ZEGNA, SELECT, PREMIER IN UK, JOSH PENCE, BRYAN BOY

LAWRENCE STIERS IS IN LONDON WORKING WITH ALEXANDER MCQUEEN ALL WEEK.
RYAN VIGILANT WHO WAS BOOKED LAST WEEK FOR ABERCROMBIE AND FITCH WAS KEPT OVER FOR AN ADDITIONAL WEEK WITH BRCUE WEBER FOR RUEHL AND GILLY HICKS. SIMON NESSMANN HAS THE SICKEST LIST OF OPTIONS COMING UP. ITS AMAZNG IN FACT.BRIAN DAVENPORT, TRAVIS DAVENPORTS TWIN BROTHER (SEE PIC) IS JOINING HIS BROTHER ON SET TO SHOOT POLO 'S US OPEN LINE.

TODAY I AM GOING TO EXERCISE, TAN, MYBE BUT SOME CD"S AND ORGANIZE THE CLOSETS IN MY GUEST ROOM AND HALLWAYS.
I THINK I AM SEEING BENNY FOR DINDIN

ANYWAYS IM OFF
XOXOX
J

POOKS

when u dont see me
i am dreaming of you

your smell
your touch

you haunt me
and im lost

i always hear your breathing
close to my ear and neck

your lip sliding between mine
haunting me

i love you

SUNDAY MORNING 825 AM

WHY CANT I SLEEP A GOOD 10 HOURS. I WAKE UP EXHAUSTED, I DONT UNDERSTAND.

HAVING BRUNCH TODAY WITH BEN BRAD ROBYN ABI MERYL N JOEL.
HAVE TO BUY A TV FOR MY GUEST ROOM.

NEED A PEDICURE...AND A TAN
SAW MY NEPHEWS YESTERDAY. TOOK THEM TO ESPN ZONE
THEY ARE SPORTS FANATICS

LATER

ATTITUDE MAGAZINE....CHAD WHITE ON COVER..RUN OUT AND GET IT NOW

NEW FACE EDILSON NASCIMENTO FROM BRAZIL

PHOTOS BY GREGORY VAUGHAN

TRYING TO FIGURE HOW TO DO MULTIPLE PICTURE POSTINGS

DAMON WILLIS AND NATE NESBITT

TWO OF MY FAVE PEOPLE I WORK WITH

LIVING! I THINK I HAVE FIGURED THIS OUT. PRAISE HIM!

ALBUM DUE IN APRIL
HOLLAH BITCHES

NATE NESBITT FOR EMPORIO ARMANI BY ALASDAIR MCLLELAN. MMMMMMMMMAJOR

FRIDAY DAY OFF

OK
THIS IS HOW I SPENT FRIDAY
WOKE UP AT LIKE 645 AM
COULDNT SLEEP
CHECKED MY EMAILS
LOGGED ON TO STYLE.COM,VOGUE.CO.UK
THEIMAGIST.COM, PEREZHILTON.COM..QUEERCLICK.COM(ITS FUN)
AND SAW OUR GIRL SESSILEE LOPEZ ON THE HOMEPAGE OF STYLE.COM IN VIVIENNE WESTWOOD..I GAGGGGGGED. SO HAPPY FOR HER. WE R TURNNG HER AROUND. AS WAYNE SAYS, ITS COMING TOGETHER.LOL.

RATHER THEN GO TO THE GYM, ENJOY THE DAY, I ANSWERED EMAIL AFTER EMAIL AFTER EMAIL FO WORK CRAP. IM LIKE OBSESSED WITH WORKING. MY BLACKBERRY OFFICIALLY IS A CRACKBERRY..IF I COULD TEACH IT TO CLEAN MY HOUSE IT WOULD BECOME MY HOUSEKEEPER. I DIDNT NOTHING TODAY
I WATCHED THE VIEW, CNN, WILL AND GRACE RERUNS AND ANSWERED OVER 400 EAMILS ALL MORNING AND EARLY AFTERNOON
WE R BUSY AND AD SEASON HASNT EVEN STARTED YET. CLIENTS ARE CALLING AND WE HAVE NO ONE AVAILABLE. ITS COOL AND FRUSTRATING.

I DID FINALLY VENTURE OUT TO FIND A LOVESEAT FOR MY BEDROOM , AT JOHNATHAN ADLER, BUT I AM NOT WAITING 12 WEEKS FOR ONE. EFF THAT. I AM GOING TO CHECK POTTERY BARN AND BLOOMINGDALES THIS WEEKEND.

READING A BOOK JOE LALLY WROTE(an uneditted manuscript maybe) CALLED " THE INFRARED SUMMER"....ITS SO TRIPPY I FEEL LIKE I AM ON MUSHROOMS..AN DI ONLY DID THAT ONCE A LONG TIME AGO WITH MARCUS "S" MY MODEL OF THE MOMENT IN 1994...THE BOOK IS OUT THERE AND WRITTEN BRILLIANTLY. TRAVELS QUICKLY BETWEEN DREAMS, REALITIES, DIFFERENT DIMENSIONS AT A BLINK...BUT ITS ALOT TO FOLLOW I THINK ILL NEED A DRINK TO FINISH IT .

MY BF WROTE ME THE MOST BEAUTIFUL LOVELETTER..IT TOO PERSONAL FOR MY BLOG. BUT ILL TRESURE IT . I FEEL LIEK RYAN GOSLING IN THE NOTEBOOK(ROTFLMAO) . WE R IN A GOOD GOOD PLACE.

A GREAT NEW FAC JUST JOINED THE AGENY NAMED JOE LAZO. CJECK MY MAJOR BLOG NEXT WEEK FOR PICS. ALSO SCOTT BARNHILL JOINED US LAST WEEK. A BLAST FOM THE RECENT PAST IS SUPPOSED TO BE REJOINING US MONDAY IF E REALLY HAS HIS SHIT..DUNNO YET

ANYWAY
SPEAK LATER
XOXOXO
J

EXHAUSTED

LONG DAY
ILL JUST BREAK IT DOWN

BOOKINGS OF CONSEQUENCE:

ARENA HOMMES PLUS WITH ANTHONY MAULE (ART DIRECTION M/M PARIS)SHOT IN LONDON THIS WEEKEND
BLAINE COOK AND NATE NESBITT..8 PAGES EACH

ARENA WITH GIAMPAOLO SGURA IN LA SHOT THIS WEEKEND IN LA
DOUG PICKETT AND CHRIS DATTOLLA

HERCULES W/ GIAMPAOLO SGURA
CHRIS DATTOLLA

DETAILS WITH ERIK SWAIN 8 PAGES 4 SINGLES EACH
JEREMY SANTUCCI AND SHANE SATHER

10 MEN WITH VANNINA SORRENTI
SHANE SATHER..14 PAGES JUST CAME OUT SHOT B4 XMAS IN NYC

CONFIRMED ABERCROMBIE AND FITCH
RYAN VIGILANT FOR ABERCROMBIE
KERRY DEGMAN OR GILLY HICKS
SEAN BILOSKI FOR RUEHL

CHAD WHITE AND BLAINE COOK SHOT TAIWAN GQ SUPERMODEL STORY WITH STYLIST TIMOTHY REUKOFF

CHAD WHITE IS ON THE COVER OF ATTITUDE MAGAZINE BY MATT IRWIN : THE HOT ISSUE"

TERRON WOOD, ENRIQUE MIRON, ROBYN SINCLAIR AND TRAVIS DAVENPORT ALL CONFIRMED FOR POLO RALPH LAUREN US OPEN CAMPAIGN

JOSH PENCE AND DAMON WILLIS CONFIRMED FOR HOUSE AND GARDEN TRIP WITH MATT ALBIANI

TYLER GARCEAU SHOT THE COVER OF DNA MAGAZINE WITH JOSEPH OPPEDISANO

TONS OF MONEY JOBS TARGET BLOOMIES, JC PENNEY NAUTICA POLO.COM SAKS NEIMANS USUAL STUFF

SEEING MY FRIEND KEELY STREIT TOMORROW..HOPEFULLY HE HAS THE NEXT TAYLOR OR SIMON FOR ME

GOOD NIGHT
P.S
EGLE GOT MARC JACOBS
SO MAYYJAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH. CONGRATS

FRIDAY NIGHT

ITS 942 PM

WATCHING TV
SO EXHAUSTED

GOING TO HAVE JAEGERMEISTER AND SEE WHERE THE NIGHT GOES

XOXO

PARTY REWIND

WELL
DINNER WAS DINNER
THOMAS SEEMED HAPPY
ALL THE GUYS TURNED UP EXCEPT CHAD WHITE
VERY CALM AND COOL
TABLE NEXT TO US WAS TIM FROM SKAS
WHO CAME ALONG TO OUR FASHION WEEK PARTY WHERE SOME OF OUR WOMENS AGENTS DIDNT ATTEND( DONT GET IT)

SEEN:
MATTHEW EDELSTEIN
MATTHEW SCRIVENS AND HIS WIG MAN BEN
TOM JAROLD
CUTBERTO BONILLA
DANIELLA FROM SHAHID
DINA FROM ALLURE
EMILY FROM LAIRD AND PARTNERS

EGLE WALKED IN AND OUT..SORT OF FIERCE AND FUNNY

THE ENTITLEMENT OF SOME OF THE MALE MODELS ASTOUNDS ME
PLEASE AND THANK YOU , NOT SO MUCH

TERRON WOOD MAKING OUT WITH A GIRL ON THE DANCE FLOOR AND "DIRTY DANCING" MADE ME WANT TO PULL MY EYES OUT WITH PLIERS..GET A ROOM..ITS AN AGENCY FUNCTION..UGH..LOVE HIM ANYWAY

LIVING FOR:

MY BED
MATTHEW SCRIVENS ( SO FUNNY AND SUPPORTIVE AND REAL)
MY FRIEND CAMERON SHOWING UP AND REGULATING
JEANETTE VEGA FOR HAVING A BALL
HILARY FOR HAVING HER MANS BACK(ALTMAN).


TOMORROW WONT BE TOO FUN....BUT ILL RALLY
IT IS WHAT IT IS

J

7 13 PM WEDNESDAY

HEADED TO TOM'S BIRTHDAY DINNER
JOE LALLI IS SHOOTING TYLER LOUGH AT MY HOUSE IN A FEW MINUTES FOR WWW.THEIMAGIST.COM


LOOKING FOWARD TO A NICE NIGHT AND A GOOD NIGHTS SLEEP
X
J

I AM REALLY LOSING IT

I TOTALLY FORGOT THAT ITS MY 4TH ANNIVERSARY WITH MY BF TONITE
OH LORD
HOW DID I FORGET THAT?

UGH

926 AM WEDNESDAY

I WAKE UP AT 6 AM TO CATCH UP ON SUPER TUESDAY RESULTS..ONLY TO FIND OUT THAT THERE IS NO CLEAR CUT DEMOCRATIC WINER...IM OVER IT

LAST NIGHT I HAD DINNER WITH KELLY STREIT OF MODEL MODELS AND A FEW OF HIS MODELS THAT I REP. KELLY IS HILARIOUS AND VERY BLUNT.IT WAS LIKE WATCHING A ONE MAN PLAY CALLED "KELLY!"
SO FUNNY

NEXT WEEK I AM SEEING A NEW SPECIALIST FOR MY THROAT ISSUES. I ALSO HAVE BEEN STAYING HOME MOST OF THE WEEK , BUT WORKING FROM HOME(DONT ASK)....THE TETU SHOOT WAS INTERESTING.I HADNT WORKED ON A SHOOT(IF YOU CALL IT WORK) AS A STYLIST/ART DIRECTOR-ISH) IN OVER A DECADE BUT IT IS WHAT IT IS..HAVING HALF DRESSED MEN LAYING ON FURNITURE ISNT BRAIN SURGERY. SHOULD LOOK HOT I GUESS. TYLER GARCEAU HAS THE MOST AMAZING SKIN AND PROFILE AND DAVID PULLMANN IS NO SLOUCH EITHER. BOTH GUYS WERE VERY TRUSTING AND TOOK THE LEAP OF FAITH NEEDED ETC

TONITES TOM'S BIRTHDAY DINNER AND THEN OUR AGENCY PARTY . ILL HIT THE DINNER BUT NOT THE PARTY OT FEELING IT AT ALL. WORKING AT A MODELLING AGENCY IS SUPPOSED TO BE FUN, CHALLENGING AND ASPIRATIONAL...I DONT FEEL LIEK THAT RIGHT NOW. WHEN YOU SEE MARC JACOBS WORK AND TRAVEL AND SEE HIS GENIUS SHINE MODESTLY IT MAKES ME FEEL HOW FAR OFF TRACK I HAVE GONE.

I MOVED TO NYC IN 91 TO LEARN THIS BUSINESS, AND I HAVE. I HAVE ACCOMPLISHED MORE THEN I EVER DREAMED, BUT I DID IT ALL BEFORE I TURNED 30..AND THEN THE PAYDAYS GOT BIGGER AND I GOT MORE "COMFORTABLE"..I THINK OF THE OFFERS I GOT AS A KID (ART AND COMMERCE, CALVIN KLEIN AND EVEN MORE RECENTLY HIGH PAYING GIGS AT BRUCE WEBER AND POLO) AND I THINK WHAT THE F**K AM I DOING? I REMEMBER WHEN I TURNED 30 AND LEFT BOSS I WENT FROM BOSS ON A FRIDAY TO NY MODELS ON A MONDAY ..DIDNT EVEN TAKE A BREAK AND THE FIRST CALL WAS FROM BRUCE WEBER WHO SAID" WHY DIDNT YOU COME AND WORK WITH ME?" AND JUST DIDNT KNOW WHAT TO SAY..I HAD LOST MY CONFIDENCE AS BOSS DESCENDED INTO HELL( SO TO SPEAK)...BUT MAJOR IS DOING VERY WELL AND CERTAINLY THE MENS DIVISION HAS A LARGE CONTRIBUTING FACTOR IN THAT. AND MY CONFIDENCE IS NOT ONLY BACK BUT JUSTIFIED AND UNBREAKABLE NOW. I LOVE MANAGING TALENT, AND I AM HAPPY BEING THAT PERSON..BEHIND THE SCENES AND DEALING FROM THAT POINT. BUT I WANT TO GROW AND EVOLVE AND DO MORE...BUT YOU CAN ONLY DO WHAT YOU CAN DO...IT WILL BE INTERESTING TO SEE WHAT TRANSPIRES OVER 2008. CHANGE IS COMING TO AMERICA...GO OBAMA! GO HILLARY! WATCHING THIS MASSIVE QUAKE IN THIS COUNTRY DURING THESE ELECTIONS HAS DEFINITELY SPARKED SOMETHING IN ME AS WELL.

I AM OFF TO SHOWER AND HEAD TO WORK..I DO LOVE TO WORK,AND I DO LOVE WHAT HAS BEEN DONE AT MAJOR..BUT WHO DOESNT WANT TO FEEL CHALLENGED AND ENVIGORATED?

TUESDAY NITE 11 32 PMEXHAUSTED

IT IS WHAT IT IS

HAVE YOU ALL BEEN LOOKING AND CHECKING OUT THE SHOWS ONLINE?
ITS BEEN MAYJAH TO SAY TEH LEAST
BUT I DONT GET SOME CHOICES MADE

LIKE NATE NOT GETTING Y3 EVEN THOUGH HE IS APPEARING IN THEIR CAMPAIGN THIS VERY SECOND. OR SIMON NOT GETTING ZEGNA WHEN HE IS THE BIGGEST EDITORIAL STAR OF THE MOMENT. AND WHEN CLIENTS SAY THINGS TO ME LIKE HE DIDNT FIT THE CLOTHES I SAY HELLO DONT YOU HAVE SEAMSTRESSES...SERIOUSLY?

I HAVE MY SUPER BOWL PARTY TONIGHT AT MY CRIB. I NEED TO RUN OUT AND GET A BUNCH OF CRAP ASAP. I ORDERED FROM FRESHDIRECT BUT THERE WAS A PROBLEM ON HOW I PROCESSED MY ORDER..ALLEGEDLY.


THIS PLACE WILL BE PACKED BY 5 PM....I AM LOOKING FOWARD TO HAVING PEOPLE OVER.. I DO LOVE TO ENTERTAIN.

I AM WATCHING DREAMGIRLS(AGAIB) FOR THE 500TH TIME..STILL LOVE..AND I ALWAYS FEEL LIKE EFFI WHITE. LOL

CHANNING SIGNED ON TO PLAY GI JOE. KIND OF AMAZING. IT WASNT TOO LONG AGO WHEN WE STATED OUT JOURNEY TOGETHER AND MADE ALL OF TI HAPPEN. ITS TERRIBLY EXCITING TO SEE WHERE IT IS AND WHERE ITS GOING. I AM DEF GOING TO HIT THE LA PREMIERE OF STOP LOSS IN MARCH .

NEXT WEEK WILL BE HECTIC

DINNERS WITH KELLY STREIT AND THEN TOMS BIRTHDAY DINNER AT CAFETERIA
TONS OF BOOKINGS THIS WEEKEND

LAWRENCE AND BLAINE COOK ARE DOING DKNY TODAY
SHANE SATHER GOT GQ WITH GUZMAN
SEAN HARJU IN Y3

THEN ITS ADVERTISING SEASON, AND I AM EXPECTING(YES EXPECTING A VERY MAJOR ONE)

DAVID LOVE PLACED 3 AMAZING GUYS FROM US. I ALSO JUST TOOK ON ERIC BIOVINO WHO IS ABOUT TO APPEAR IN THE NEXT LEVIS CAMPAIGN WITH DEWEY NICKS( HE SHOT IT WITH KERRY DEGMAN AS WELL)

I SHOULD KNOW TOMORROW WHO GOT ABERCROMBIE AND FITCH. I HOPE ITS SEAN B AND RYAN VIGILANT. THEY COUDL BOTH USE THE WEBER EXPERIENCE AND PICS FOR THEIR BOOKS

I STARTED TAKING YOGA TO BUILD CORE STRENGTH. LETS SAY ITS MORE DIFFICULT THEN I EXPECTED AND VERY HUMBING BUT I AM COMMITTED TO IT AND I AM GIVING IT UNTIL JULY 1 TO SEE IMPROVEMENT IN MY FLEXIBLITY AND STOMACH MUSCLES. NAMASTE(?!)

MY FAVE PART OF DREAMGIRLS IS WHEN EFFI JOINS THE DREAMS ONSTAGE AND DOES HER SLOWED DOWN VERSION OF "WE RE YOUR DREAMGIRLS"..I EFFING LOVE IT..I AM CANT TAKE IT. I AM GAY , IT GOES WITHT HE TURF, BOO

WELL I AM OFF..LOVING YOU

XOXO

MISSING JILL SO MUCH
NEED TO SEE HER SOON

TODAY

TODAY WAS GREAT BECAUSE...(in no particular order)

I HAD SO MANY GUYS IN SO MANY SHOWS AND THEY LOOKED AMAZING
SPENT QUALITY TIME WITH TOM FROM WORK
THAT JD FERGUSON IS BACK IN NY FOR THE SHOWS
I LOVE RAIN
DIDNT WORK A FULL DAY AT THE OFFICE
THATS ITS FRIDAY AND I AM TAKING MONDAY OFF FOR A TETU SHOOT
SPOKE WITH MY BFF DARRYLL
CAME HOME TO LEFTOVERS OF DINNER MY MAN AND I HAD LAST NIGHT AND THE PLACE STILL SMELLED LIKE HIM


TODAY WAS A DOUCHE OF A DAY BECAUSE

Y3 RELEASED SIMON
DAVID GANDY LEFT US AS SELECT IS DOING THERE MERGE WITH PUBLIC IMAGE WHATEVER ( WHATEVER DUDE)
ANTHONY BOURGOIS DOES NOT WORK AT MAJOR AND ITS EFFECTING ME VERY DEEPLY AS A LOYAL GAY MAN FOR VERY OBVIOUS REASONS
I DONT HAVE THE STAMINA I USED TO(WORKING ON IT THOUGH)
I MISS REPPING STEVE GOLD, HE WAS SOMEOEN I WAS ALWAYS VERY PROUD OF REPRESENTING HIM AND SEEING HIM ON THE "OTHER SIDE"STILL "HURTS" LIKE IT WAS THE DAY HE LEFT .PEOPLE DONT KNOW HOW HARD I TRULY TAKE THE PUNCHES. OY VEY

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SO, I AM WATCHING AMERICAN IDOL. CATCHING UP ON MY OPRAHS, WAITING TO SEE IF I AM SEEING BENNY TONITE OR KEEPING IT SUPER QUIET. PLAN ON HITTING GYM TOMORROW A.M.

I AM OFF LIKE A SLUTY PROM DRESS PEAACE BITCHES