NIP / TUCK IS GENIUS

OLIVER PLATT IS AMAZING

SO FRIGGING GOOD

ARE YOU WATCHING

PEOPLE I AM LIVING FOR

ROBYN SINCLAIR...HAPPY BIRTHDAY

BEN ESKRIDGE
LUCAS KERR
JENNIDER DANSKA
JILL TRACEY
MARIA LOMBARDI LABRECHE
CARINE ROITFELD
JOE MCKENNA
BRUCE WEBER
ABIGAIL THOMPSON
AMY WINEHOUSE

941 a.m. MONDAY

SO TODAY IS ALREADY BECOMING A DOUCHE OF A DAY
ALL LAST NIGHT I HAD TO HEAR THAT PHAT FARM NEVER SENT US A WRITTEN CONFIRMATION ON THE GUYS THEY BOOKED, SO BASICALLY THEY CANCELLED OPTIONS ( OR SO THEY THINK) AND THESE THREE GUYS SCHEDULES WERE THROWN OFF AND OF COURSE DO THEY CARE , OF COURSE NOT. KIMORA WAS A MODEL...SHE KNOWS THE DEAL..HOW EMBARASSING FOR HER. EVERYTIME W DO BUSINESS WITH THAT COMPANY ITS ALWAYS SOMETHING. I AM DONE WITHT HEM. WE WONT BE WORKING WITH THEM ANYMORE

YEARS AGO, PHAT FARM USED A PIC OF CHRIS COLLINS AND RAN IT AS A FRAGRANCE AD. WE GOT AN ATTORNEY AND HE GOT 80K...ITS ENOUGH ALREADY. I AM NOT AFRAID TO LITIGATE. BUT IT IS WORTH IT..ITS PHAT FARM FOR CRIPES SAKE.

ANYWAY

LET ME GET BACK TO WORK

J

DESPERATE HOUSEWIVES

HOW FRIGGIN BRILLIANT IS THE NEW SEASON?
LOVE THE NEW GAYS?
LOVE A IDE QUEEN DANA DELANEY

REALLY GOOD GUYS

YOU ALL WATCHING ?

SUNDAY 6 05 PM...REFLECTIONS

OK
SO I STAYED IN...TOTALLY BEHAVED..AND I WOKE UP WITH A STUFFED NOSE...UGH....SUCKS.
WENT DOWNSTAIRS TO THE BUILDING GYM..DID THE EYLPTICAL MACHINE FOR 20 MINUTES HARD...CHECKED MY EMAILS...SPOKE WITH SAM...CHECKED UP ON PHILIP.(MY NEPHEW) HE IS STARTING TO COME AROUND...SMILED FOR THE FIRST TIME YESTERDAY...HE GETS THE PADDING THEY PACKED HIS NOSE WITH REMOVED ON TUESDAY..HOPEFULLY HE WILL RETURN TO HIS USUAL CRAZY ASS...I USED TO THINK HE WAS WAY TOO WILD, ..I PREFER WILD THE SEE HIM SUFFER AND OUT OF IT.

MY SISTER SHELLY BOUGHT A HOUSE IN NEWPORT RITCHIE... OR AS SHE CALLS IT NEWPORT RICKETY. SAM AND I WERE SPEAKING ABOUT SHELLY TODAY AND WE BOTH SAID HOW F**KING PROUD WE ARE OF HER. SHE REALLY HAS GOT THING IN ORDER FOR HER SINCE OUR MOTHER PASSED. TONITE IS THE NITE WHERE YOU LIGHT THE YARZEIT CANDLE TO COMMERATE THE ANNIVESARY OF OUR MOMS PASSING. I LIT IT AT 5 22 PM AS SUNDOWN. TOUGH DAY...IT HURTS TO THINK TOO DEEPLY ABOUT IT.

I HAVE SEEN PEOPLE I LOVE SUFFER. SUFFER IN THEIR RELATIONSHIPS, SUFFER IN POVERTY, SUFFER IN SILENCE BECAUSE NO ONE WOULD HEAR THEM. SUFFER IN DISEASE, WITH LOSS. I AM TIRED OF IT. I TRY TO LIVE MY LIFE TO THE FULLEST I CAN WITH THIS BODY AND THIS MIND. I DONT WORRY TOO MUCH ABOUT MONEY( SAVINGS ETC) AS I WANT TO ENJOY IT AND HAVE THE PEOPLE I LOVE ENJOY IT WHILE I AM STILL HERE. I WATCHED MONEY OWN ALL OF MY MOTHERS DECISIONS( AND SHE REALLY DIDNT HAVE MUCH OF IT) BUT SHE DIDNT ENJOY WHAT SHE HAD. AND I REFUSE TO DO IT. I LOVE MY MOM, MY SISTERS MY FAMILY AND MY FRIENDS, BUT I AM SORRY,,I WILL SPEND MY MONEY AS I LIKE TO...ENJOYING THE NOW. SO I SAY TO YOU: ENJOY WHERE YOU ARE AT. I AM NOT GOING TO BE 50 YRS OLD AND REGRET ANY DECISION I MADE. I HAVE FUCKED UP ENOUGH IN 38 YRS. I LOST ENOUGH TIME . LOST YEARS WITH OUT MY MOTHERS LOVE :WHEN MY FATHER AND STEPMOTHER VIOLATED EVERY FIBER OF MY SOUL( AND MY SISTERS) WITH THEIR HATRED THEIR FISTS AND THEIR MOUTHS ...I AM NOT LOST ANY MORE AND I REFUSE TO SUFFER. SO TONITE AS I LIT THE CANDLE, I PRAYED OUTLOUD SOMETHING LIKE THIS " MOM I LOVE AND MISS YOU..YOU KNOW WHAT ITS ME AND MY HEART..SO I WONT SAY TO MUCH..YOU ARE MISSED AND I LL SEE YOU SOON..JUST NOT TOO SOON...WATCH OVER ME ..LOVE YOU!"...

SO,,I SEEM TO HAVE SAID WHAT I HAVE TO SAY HERE. BUT I KNOW ME BETTER THEN ANYONE AND WITH THAT I KNOW MY FAULTS AND MY DRAMA, BUT I F**KING LOVE WHO I AM .I AM REAL, I AM PASSIONATE AND FUNNY. WHAT YOU SEE IS WHAT YOU GET, I DONT PRETEND TO BE ANYONE I AM NOT.AND UP TIL NOW ITS WORKED FOR ME, WOULD I LIKE TO BE 50LBS LIGHTER( HELL YES) ..THATS IT, ONLY THING ID CHANGE ABOUT ME. SO IF YOU ARE READING THIS AND YOU FEEL ME, TAKE A SECOND AND LOVE WHERE YOU ARE AT IN YOUR LIFE AT THIS SECOND.

PEACE AND LIGHT

J


PEOPLE I AM LIVING FOR:

SAM AND SHELL

ALWAYS AND FORVER

SATURDAY NIGHT AMBIVALENCE

OK
ITS 11 10 PM
MY MAN IS STILL OUT OF TOWN
I AM NOT FEELING 100% GREAT( HAD SOME WONTON SOUP) AND I AM WATCHING RE RUNS OF SEX AND THE CITY.

SHOULD I GO OUT? ID LOVE A FEW DRINKS, BUT MAYBE I SHOULD JUST REST AND ANTICIPATE MY WEEK. WE AE SO BUSY!

TOOK FRIDAY OFF , TO SEE MY NEPHEW PHILIP. HE IS SO OUT OF WHACK. HE COULD HARDLY BREATHE, WOULDNT SMILE AND DROWSY. SO NOT HIMSELF. IT WAS SOOOOOOO HARD TO WATCH. KILLED ME. MY SISTER IS AT HER WITS HER END, 3 RAMBUNCTIOUS BOYS UNDER THE AGE OF 9. SHE NEEDS A VACATION. SHE DESERVES ONE.

MY APARTMENT, IF I SAY SO MYSELF..LOOKS SO CHIC. I CANT BELIVE I LIVE HERE. I CANT WAIT TO HAVE MY SMALLISH HOUSEWARMING.

WORKWISE SO MUCH ON. FRENCH VOGUE WITH WEBER JUST CAME OUT..AND WE HAVE TERRON WOOD AND SIMON NESSMAN IN IT ITS ALLEGEDLY INCREDIBLE. I F**KING LOVE CARINE ROITFELD....SEXY SMART, DRINKS SMOKES HAS SEX...HELLLO A REAL WOMAN,,AND THE MAGAZINE IT IS THE SMARTEST BOOK IN OUR BIZ.

SIMON NESSMAN , TYLER SCEVERS AND SEAN HARJU ARE SHOOTING NUMERO HOMME ITH MATTHIAS VRIENS TOMORROW. TERRON WOOD IS IN GERMANY AT A PERSONAL APPEARANCE W/ DONATELLA VERSACE...MAGGIE BOOKED ISA RAHMAN, BEN PAMIES AND ENRIQUE MIRON FOR THE PHAT FARM/BABY PHAT CAMPAIGN SHOOTING IN LA NEXT WEEK.

ALL OF OUR STEADY WORKER BEES DOUG PICKETT CHRIS COLLINS MICHAEL ALTMAN WADE PONIC DAMON WILLIS ETC ARE WORKING CONSISTENTLY AND FOR GREAT MONEY....WE SEEMINGLY ARE IN A REALLY GREAT PLACE..BUT I WORRY(IM SUCH A JEW). WHAT COMES UP MUST COME DOWN.

SEX AND THE CITY IS GETTING ME INTO THE NOTION OF HAVING A COSMOPOLITAN...AND SOME HEALTHY FLIRTING.

MY FRIEND CAMERON, DEEP IN LOVE WITH WHAT EEMS TO BE HIS NEW LIFE PARTNER IS BARELY KEEPING IN TOUCH WITH ME. I HAVENT SEEN HIM SINCE THE BIRTHDAY PARTY I THRU FOR HIM. I AM REALLY OVER IT. I NEED TO MAKE A FEW NEW FRIENDS WHO ARENT AS FLAKY. I AM SO IN A BUBBLE , AND I NEED TO BE MORE PROACTIVE. I KNOW ITS MY FAULT, I AM WORKING CONSTANTLY AND WHEN I AM NOT WORKING I AM HOME. ITS A SAD CYCLE..I ACTUALLY DONT HATE IT BUT I KNOW ITS NOT SERVING ME WELL.

HAVE YOU ALL CHECKED OUT THE PICS OF MARCUS ON OUR MAJOR BLOG. OUCH SO FRIGGIN HOT. TOOOO MANY THINGS.

OK, I AM MOTIVATING
I AM GOING TO TAKE A SHOWER
SHAVE...THROW ON SOME CARGOS AND GET SOEM HOOCH IN ME

TALK TO YOU SOON

JK

THURSDAY 11 33 PM.......I BETTAH WORK

HI GUYS

I HAD SUCH A GREAT DAY TODAY
HAD BREAKFAST WITH COURTNEY KIVOWITZ..I JUST LOVE THAT GIRL. SO CONFIDENT, SMART..HAS HER SHIT ON POINT. SHE WAS FILLING ME IN ON ALL THINGS MAGGIE GYLENHAAL ( SHE IS HER MANAGER) AND THE PENDING S.A.G. STRIKE. ONCE AGAIN I TOOK HER TO MY FAVE BREAKFAST SPOT , THE MERCER.
WENT TO WORK, NUTS TODAY. SO BUSY. GOT GREAT NEW PICS OF MARCUS HILL BY GREGORY VAUGHN. SENT THEM TO EVERYONE..HE LOOKS SO HOT THAT ITS TOO TOO MUCH. CHECK THE PICS OUT OF HIM ON WWW.MAJORMODELS.BLOGSPOT.COM

BLAINE IS GOING TO MOROCCO TO SHOOT THE A 14 PAGE STORY AND COVER TRY FOR BRITISH GQ STYLE. SIMON AND TYLR S WILL BE SHOOTING NUMERO HOMME ON SUNDAY WITH MATTHIAS VRIENS. BRANDON MILLS DID A BIG STORY FOR REFRESH MAGAZINE WITH NIGEL BARKER. CHAD WHITE IS ABOUT TO DO A MASSIVE, SUPER MODEL TURN FOR A MAJOR EURO MAG AS A THEEEEE MODEL OF THE MOMENT. SEAN HARJU AND CHAD R UP FOR DSQUARED WITH MEISEL. Y3 WITH MCDEAN IS HOLDING NATE AND SIMON. ROBYN SINCLAIR IS SHOOTING 2 DIFFERENT THINGS FOR POLO.COM AND AN INSTORE VIDEO FOR POLO. TRAVIS DAVENPORT AND JOSH GOODWIN ARE UP FOR A MAYJAH GUERLAIN FRAGRANCE TV AND PRINT SHOOT WITH JEAN PAUL GOODE IN SOUTH AFRICA. WE R WORKING OUT AN EXCLUSIVE DEAL FOR BABY PHAT/PHAT FARM FOR JAMES GUARDINO, BEN PAMIES, ISA AND ENRIQUE MIRON...MAGGIE IS FINAIZING DETAILS AS I TYPE. HOPEFULLY IT WILL PAN OUT. JAMES GUARDINO ALSO SHOT A DECEMBER 1 GUY UNDERWEAR STORY WITH PAOLO KUDACKI. THE MAN WITH A BODY IS BACK YA'LL AND WE , AS AN AGENCY , HAS HELPED BRING IT BACK TO THE MASSES..AND ITS VERY EXCITING.

THOMAS IS GOING TO BE GOINGT O MILAN TO WATCH OVER THE GUYS. I AM HOPING TO GO TO PARIS FOR THE 1ST TIME IN NEARLY 7 YEARS.

I AM TAKING A PERSONAL DAY TOMORROW..TO SEE MY NEPHEW WHO BROKE HIS NOSE..I SPOKE TO HIM TODAY AND HE SAID "UNCLE JASON, IT HURTS WHEN I EAT AND TALK"...BROKE MY HEART! I LOVE THOSE GUYS SO MUCH AND IT KILLS ME TO KNOW HE IS IN ANY PAIN. I CANT WAIT TO SQUEEZE HIM AND JUST SEE HIM!

Y APARTMENT IS NOW OFFICALLY DONE. IT LOOKS SOOOOOO GOOD, I CANT TELL YOU HOW HAPPY I AM WITH IT. I JUST HAVE TO HANG SOEM OF MY ARTWORK ON THE WALLS AND I AM GOOD TO GO

WELL MY BLOGGING FRIENDS
I AM OFF

I WANT TO SEND LOVE TO MY FRIENDS IN SAN DIEGO

THE SNYDER FAMILY
DOUG AND HUBERT

HOPING AND PRAYING YOU GUYS ARE SPARED...
LOVE AND LIGHT
MISS YOU D

CIPRIANI'S AND LEMONCELLOS

TONIGHTS DINNER FOR BLAINE WAS ACTUALLY MORE FUN THEN I THOUGHT
FOOD WAS GOOD, SERVICE WAS GREAT..DRINKS WERE GENIUS

DAYS 2 IN NEW SPACE WAS TOUGH. I FEEL TRANSPLANTED. I NEED TO FIGURE OUT HOW TO MAKE IT ALL WORK
I DEF NEED A MONITOR IN MY HOME, ON THE BOOKING DESK SO I CAN BE TOTALLY PROACTIVE

SO MANY OPTIONS CAME OFF TODAY..I REALLY THOUGHT ID LAND BELSTAFF FOR NATE OR CHAD. NEXT TIME.

WATCHING AN OLD NIP TUCK RERUN

HEADING TO BED

PEACE

REMIX

HI

WELL TODAY WAS A REALLY LONG ASS DAY

WE HAVE A NEW OFFICE..ITS NOT WHAT I EXPECTED..BUT CERTAINLY IS AN UPGRADE. I THINK THE MODELS WILL LIKE IT QUITE A BIT. ITS VERY MUCH A MODELING AGENCY..AND KATIA AND HER HUSBAND DEFINTELY OUT THEIR HEARTS IN IT. I HAVE MY OWN OFFICE THAT SITS OFF TO THE SIDE OF THE BOOKING ROOM, AND I AM THRILLED TO HAVE MY OWN SPACE. ONCE I GET MY OTHER MONITOR, I LL BE WORKINGBETWEEN THE BOOKING ROOM AND MY OFFICE.

I MISS MY MAN, HE IS AWAY. I HATE THAT WE CANT SPEAK EVERYDAY AS I AM SLEEPING WHEN HE IS UP, AND VICE VERSA. WHEN HE CALLS, IM USUALLY IN THE MIDDLE F WORK AND CANT GIVE HIM THE TIME OF DAY AND WHEN I FIND HIM HE IS USUALLY ASLEEP ON JUST WAKING. JUST STINKS

I TOOK SOME AMAZING POLAROIDS OF CHAD WHITE TO DAY IN MY NEW OFFICE . YOU CAN SEE IT AT COACD.BLOGSPOT.COM
PEOPLE ARE BUH BUGGING OVER THM. HE IS IN THE SHAPE OF HIS CAREER. HE LOOKS HAPPY HEALTHY AND WELL RESTED. I HOPE THE OPTIONS WITH MEISEL AND TESTINO COME THRU.

I MET WITH TYLER G TODAY TO SET THINGS RIGHT ...LETTING HIM KNOW WHATS EXPECTED OF HIM AND HOW WE CAN MAXIMIZE HIS EARNING POTENTIAL. MODELING FOR US ISNT A PART TIME THING. AND HE SEEMS TO "GET IT".

WADE PONIC BROUGHT FLOWERS INTO THE AGENCY TO CONGRATULATE US ON THE MOVE. VERY SWEET

TOMORROWS DINNER AT CIPRIANI"S SHOULD BE QUITE FESTIVE(LOL). BLAINE IS LOOKING FOWARD TO IT, ETC. ALL OF MY FURNITURE GETS DELIVERED WEDENSDAY. CHAD IS PICKING UP THE OLD STUFF TOMORROW AROUND 4 OR 5 PM.

ROBYN IS UP FOR CONVERSE WITH TOM MUNRO COULD BE COOL. PHAT FARM WANTS TO BOOK 4 GUYS WITH US AS A PACKAGE DEAL BUT THEY NEED TO SHOW US SOME MORE MONEY IF THATS GOING TO HAPPEN. I THINK THEY WILL. SHOOTS IN LA AT THE END OF THE MONTH.TRAVIS AND TERRON ARE UP FOR DOLCE GABBANA WITH S KLEIN MID NOVEMBER. Y3 OPTIONED NATE AND SIMON WITH CRAIG MCDEAN. CHANCE STROOT IS IN ALLURE MAG THIS MONTH WITH DEMARCHELIER.
BIG GMHC SHOW NOVEMBER 1..WE ARE SPONSORS , AND WE ARE REALLY HONORED TO BE DOING IT.

I NEED TO FIND AN APARTMENT IN MIAMI FOR XMAS AND NEW YEARS. I AM LETTING TOO MUCH TIME TO PASS. ILL HANDLE IT THIS WEEK FOR SURE.

OK, I AM OFF LIKE A PROM DRESS.
PEACE BITCHES

GOOD NIGHT

WE MOVED OUR OFFICE
WE ARE 2 BLOCKS NORTH ON PARK AVENUE SOUTH
OFF OF 29TH
KATIA HASNT LET ANYONE SEE IT..I STILL HAVENT AND TOMORROW IS OUR 1ST DAY THERE

I AM EXCITED AND NERVOUS
I AM A SERIOUS CRETURE OF HABIT

NATE JUST TOLD ME THE TOWEL RACK IN HIS HOTEL IN LONDON WAS CURLING IRON HOT AND HE SLIPPED AND SCARRED HIS SHOULDER PRETTY BADLY. HE SHOT AGAIN THIS WEEKEND WITH MERT N MARCUS.

ANYWAY KIDS
I AM OFF


X
J

SORRY ITS BEEN A MINUTE

SO MUCH HAS GONE DOWN SINCE LAST WEEK

BUSY BUSY BUSY
BOOKED 5 GUYS IN D AND G WITH MARIO TESTINO

RYAN DAHARSH
SIMON NESSMAN
TYLER SCEVERS
AJ JACOBS
TRENT GARRETT

EDDIE TUCKER GOT CONFIRMED FOR CK JENS IN LA..BUT HE IS IN LONDON AND HIS PASSPORT IS AT THE JAPANEESE EMBASSY SO HE CANT FRGGIN DO IT..SO MAJORLY BUMMED. UGH

CHAD WHITE IS GETTING IN THE SHAPE OF HIS LIFE RIGHT NOW..WORKING REALLY HARD. WORKING ON SOMETHING REALLY GREAT FOR HIM.

BOOKED 3 GUYS ON AMERICAN LIVING BY RALPH LAUREN (JC PENNEY) TV AND PRINT WITH BRUCE WEBER. MARK RICKETSON...MICHAEL LEMBO AND KERRY DEGMAN..SUPER SUPER BEAUTIFUL MEN

CHARLES DEVOE IS DOING CHAPS WITH RICHARD PHIBBS. IN FLORIDA

BLAINE GOES TO MOROCCO TO SHOOT GQ STYLE. TERRON WOOD BOOKED 12 PAGES OF BRITISH ESQUIRE IN LONDON.
DOUG PICKETT IS IN LONDON SEEING CLIENTS AS IS DAMON WILLIS AND CHRIS COLLINS.

IM FINE..I BOUGH A TON OF FURNITURE FOR MY NEW APARTMENT. I GOT THE SICKEST JONATHAN ADLER CHAIR AND OTTOMAN. BOUGHT A OVERSIZED LOVE SEAT AT POTTERY BARN. 3 ENTERTAINMENT CONSOLES FROM WEST ELM/ DINING ROOM CHAIRS FROM POTTERY BARN AND ABC....ITS REALLY COMING ALONG. MERYL BEN AND BRAD FLIPPED ON HOW GROWN UP IT ALL LOOKED. CANT WAIT TIL MY BABY SEES IT

MY 6 YR OLD NEPHEW BROKE HIS NOSE...I AM FREAKING OUT. HE SAYS HE IS NOT IN PAIN, BUT THATS A SERIOUS THING. I PLAN ON TAKING MY FAMILY TO DINNER ON WEDNESDAY NIGHT TO SEE THEM AND "CHECK IN".

I NEED TO DECIDE IF I AM DOING MIAMI FOR X MAS.

COURTNEY KIVOWITZ IS IN NYC FOR THE WEEK..HOPING TO SEE HER.

LOVING THE GOURMET NEXT DOOR ON THE FOOD NETWORK..HAVE YOU ALL BEEEN WATCHING IT?
AMERICAS MOST SMARTEST MODEL...WHAT WAS MARY ALICE THINKING..WHAT A BAD BAD MOVE. THAT GUY ANDRE IS HOT BUT WHAT A COLLASAL JACK ASS.AN EMBARASSMENT TO REPRESENT MODELS ON TELEVISION TO THE WORLD. SUCH CRAP

IM TAKING BLAINE COOK AND MARK FOLTZ FROM CALVIN KLEIN TO CIPRIANI TUESDAY FOR DINNER TO CELEBRATE HIS CONTRACT.

OK, IM EXHAUSTED
ILL WRITE LATER

XOXOXOX

OH MY GOD YOU GUYS

SO MUCH TO COVER

FIRSTLY, HOW FUCKING INCREDIBLE IS THE WEATHER IN NYC? LOVE IT! LOVE LOVE LOVE.COM. SO GOOD

THINGS R SO GOOD RIGHT NOW. I AM SO DEEPLY IN LOVE THAT I AM FEELING BLISSFUL. THE ROMANCE IS BACK, THE LOVE THAT I NEEDED...DREAMY

WORK HAS BEEN NUTS. SO BUSY..AND WE R MOVING THE OFFICE..SO BETWEEN THE PHONES RINGING, CLIENTS NEEDING THINGS NOW NOW NOW.....OUR WEBSITE CHANGED SERVERS(?)..SO GARY NEEDS TO SCAN IT AND DO IT ALL OVER AGAIN..SUCKS..ANYWAY

NATE IS FLYING TO LONDON TO SHOOT WITH MERT N MARCUS AGAIN FOR MORE ARMANI STUFF. BLAINE FINALLY SIGNED HIS OFFICIAL CALVIN KLEIN CONTRACT..FABIEN BARON IS SHOOTING IT HIMSELF(AWESOME). JOOP HOMME FRAGRANCE IS BEING SHOT BY STEVEN KLEIN NEXT WEEK IN NYC..WILL KNOW IF KERRY OR SIMON GET CK JEANS WITH DAVID SIMS TOMORROW. LUCAS KERR AND MICHAEL ALTMAN SHOT THE SPRING 08 TARGET CAMPAIGN WITH DANIEL JACKSON. TERRON FLIE TO LONDON TOMORROW..ROBYN GOT TO PARIS THIS MORNING. TYLER LOUGH SHOOTS CHAMPION..RYAN D , TYLER SCEVERS AND TRENT GARRET ARE ALL ON OPTION FOR D&G WITH TESTINO. ORAINE BARRET AND SIMONNESSMAN ARE FLYING IN THE A.M. TO SHOOT LORD AND TAYLOR WITH MARIO TESTINO/JOE MCKENNA. ARNALDO ANAYA LUCCA SHOT NATE FOR A CALVIN KLEIN UNDERWEAR TRIBUTE STORY FOR FLAUNT. CHAD WHITE HAS OPTIONS FOR LEVIS, BELSTAFF, DOLCE AND NAUTICA. MALO IS SHOOTING WITH PAOLO KUDACKI AND THEY ARE LOOKING AT SEAN HARJU. MISSONI OPTIONED SEAN AND NATE,BUT WAS RELEASED TODAY. JUSTIN T, MARK R AND KERRY ARE UP FOR POLO / AMERICAN LIVING WITH WEBER..SHOULD TOMORROW.



WATCHING HILARY CLINTON ON THE VIEW TIVOED..GOSH, WE NEED HER..A BREATHE OF FRESH AIR. SMART, SOLID..LIBERAL..PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE


ANYWAY

IM OFF
XOXOXOXO

J

FRIDAY 927 AM

OK
STILL IN BED
BARELY SLEPT
I FEEL LIKE MY TONSILS HAVE GROWN BACK(IS THAT POSSIBLE?)
I HAVE TO BE HOME BY 2 IN ORDER TO HAVE MY LANDLINES HOOKED UP

I HAVE TO HAVE BLAINE COOK SIGN HIS CALVIN CONTRACT
ID LIEK TO TAN
NEED TO BUY NEW BEDDING FOR MY BEDROOM AND GUEST ROOM
OH YEAH AND INEED A COUCH
HOLLAH

TTYL

IT IS WHAT IT IS....12 33AM FRIDAY AM

IM RESTLESS, UNSETTLED
WISH POOKS WAS HERE, ALSO GLAD I DONT HAVE TO TALK

NUMB

SAD
BUT ALSO BLANK

IM SO OVER THIS, WANNA GET SOME SLEEP

TTYL
J

R.I.P. BILL HEFFNER

SAD NEWS
AN OLD WORK FRIEND TOOK HIS OWN LIFE IN CALIFORNIA
WHAT GETS YOU TO THE POINT OF MADNESS THAT YOU WOULD WANT TO KILL YOURSELF?

ALOT OF PEOPLE IN OUR GOSSIP GIRL INDUSTRY HAVE SPENT THE DAY SPECULATING
ILL SPEND A FEW MOMENTS REMEBERING HIS ELABORATE STORY TELLING, HIS GENEROSITY, HIS SMILE AND HIS ADORATION FOR THE NOT SO SUBTLE NIP TUCKS. TRULY SAD

REST IN PEACE BILL

TTYL
J

AU MANDARIN

THE BEST CHINESE BELOW CANAL STREET
ME AND MY MAN DEVOURED GENERAL TSAO CHICKEN
RIBS
SHRIMP AND LOBSTER

SO GOOD
HAPPY TO HAVE HIM NEXT TO ME AS I TYPE THIS
HIM WATCHING UFC
ME COMFORTED IN HIS PRESENCE
WE R IN A BETTER PLACE

HE JUMPED ON ME WHEN HE WALKED IN AND SAID"HOWS MY BEAUTIFUL MAN: AND THEN BIT MY SHOULDER AND NECK
CAN YOU ASK FOR MORE??LOL

LOOKING FOWARD TO A LONG BROMANTIC NIGHT

PEACE AND LOVE BE WITH YOU
TTYL

WHAT A DAY

SO BUSY
BOOKED EGLE WITH FABIEN BARON AND ALEX WHITE FOR FCUK
SO BZ

SO MUCH GOING ON WITH THE GUYS THAT ITS NEARLY MPOSSSIBLE TO LIST IT ALL

TTYL

RUN AND BUY OUT MAGAZINE WITH TOM FORD ON THE COVER

SO SEXY AND SCANDALOUS
FEATURING SOME OF MY HOTTEST GUYS AT MAJOR
RUN RUN RUN RUN RUN RUN

LOVE RAIN DOWN ON ME

DOES ANYONE OUT THERE KNOW IF JILL SCOTT IS TOURING FOR THIS ALBUM?

PEOPLE I AM LIVING FOR

CARINE ROITFELD

HISOO KIM

SAMANTHA PAPACCIO

JENNIFER DANSKA

JOSHUA FROM CT

HEATHER FROM ROCK OF LOVE

LYNNE SPEARS

MAXWELL

EDDIE VEDDER

ROCK OF LOVE REUNION

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SUNDAY 729 PM

HAD SUCH A QUIET DAY
AM I GETTING OLD?
I USUALLY AM RECOVERING FROM A CRAZY WEEKEND..BUT I HAVE TO SAY I AM REALLY PROUD OF MYSELF..I AM TAKING BETTER CARE OF MYSELF AND I FEEL BETTER. I HAVE EATEN ALOT OF CRAP THIS WEEKEND, BUT THAT MY DEAR, SEEM STO BE MY FIRST TRUE LOVE....BUT I AM EXCERISING MORE THEN I HAVE IN YEARS, SO HOPEFULLY IT ALL BALANCES OUT

MY TMOBILE SERVICE STILL IS AN ISSUE
I AM WAITING FOR IT TO SUDDENLY "FIX"ITSELF
I AM HELPING THE WOMENS DIVISION ON SOME BOOKINGS ON EGLE,WAITING ON BENETTON AND FRENCH CONNECTION

TONIGHT IS TV HEAVEN
ROCK OF LOVE REUNION
DESPERATE
BROTHERS AND SISTERS
AMERICAS MOST SMARTEST MODEL

KIND OF EXCITING

BEN AND BRAD WERENT PISSED THAT I DIDNT HANG LAST NIGHT
BOUGGH THE NEW FRENCH VOGUE AND VOGUE HOMMES TODAY
CALIENTE

TTYL

VOGUE HOMMES

VOGUEHOMMES.COM


GAGGGGING

10 52 pm SATURDAY

I COULD HAVE GONE TO MICHELE"S BDAY TO SEE BEN ND BRAD AND CO, BUT I COULDNT BE HAPPIER THEN TO WATCH GRAHAM NORTON AND WAIT FOR SNL.
ITS NICE TO JUST REST..USUALLY I AM PARTYING 1 DAY A WEEK..AND THE HANGOVER LAST 2 OR 3 DAYS..SO IT SGOOD FOR ME TO REST A LITTLE AND JUST BE FROM CRIPES SAKE.

I WOULD HAVE LIKED TO HAVE GONE OUT, BUT I AM SO OVER NOT HAVING THIS PHONE WORKING...AND ITS HUMID OYYOYOY.

DAWN FRENCH IS FABULOUS...SO FUNNY AND BRIGHT

NIP TUCK RERUNS ARE ON TONIGHT AS WELL

POOKS HAS BEEN TRYING TO CALL ME..MISS HIM...HE IS OUT OF TOWN..WILL SEE HIM TUESDAY

I NEED TO GET NEW FURNITURE...NEED TO HAVE IT ALL SORTED BY END OF MONTH

SUSAN SARANDON ON MAD TV..LOVES IT

NITE

JOE LALLI

JOE LALLI IS SHOOTING SIMON NESSMAN IN MY HOUSE FOR SQUINT HOMME AS WE SPEAK, J ERRIC FROM INTERVIEW IS THE STYLIST. SEEM SLIKE A FETISH UNDERWEAR STORY..BEING SHOT IN MY GUESTROOOM

BLAINE COOK IS HERE TO SHOOT THE FINAL PART OF THE MENS 07 POSTER FOR THE AGENCY. HE DID LOOKS AGAIN TODAY WITH KARL TEMPLER. CALVIN KLEIN IS REALLY FEELING HIM. TRES TRES EXCITING.

I THINK I AM HEADING OT MICHELE'S HOUSE FOR HER BIRTHDAY PARTY WITH BEN AND BRAD AND COMPANY . WE SHALL SEE HOW THE NITE GOES.

I AM OFF LIKE A DIRTY PROM DRESS

PEACE

TMOBILE SUCKS ASS

MY TMOBILE SERVICE IN MY APARTMENT HASNT WORKED IN 5 DAYS
I LIVE AND BREATHE BY MY CELL PHONE
ALL OF MY WORK IS CONDUCTED VIA PHONE;AND I AM ONE OF THOSE NEW YORKERS WITHOUT A HOME PHONE
SO FRUSTRATING

842 CLOUDY MORNING SATURDAY

HAD A NICE NIGHT
WENT OUT WITH MY FRIEND JOSH TO THE MARITIME
GOT A LITTLE TANKED, BUT NOT TOO WRECKED....
WATCHING CATHERINE TATE SHOW ...HILARIOUS

I AM DOING A LITTLE SHOPPING TODAY
BARNEYS ETC,,USE SOME OF THE GIFT CARDS I RECEIVED FOR MY BIRTHDAY THIS YEAR AND LAST YEAR

ORDERED A FATTY BREAKFAST
JOSH JUST LEFT TO GO HOME TO CT

I AM OUT TIL LATER
X

J

654 PM FRIDAY NIGHT

WHY I IT SO HOT IN NYC IN OCTOBER
I CANT TAKE IT

ANYWAY, I HAVE FRIEND COMING IN FROM CT, EXCITING
I AM MEETING UP WITH ANDREW CASTRO, AN OLD FIRNED WHO USED TO WOR AT MAJOR, AND WHO IS NOW HEADING THE RUNWAY DEPT AT MC SQUARED..TO HAVE A BEVVY AND A LAUGH
LAST WEEKEND I WAS WITH MY JILL...I MISS HER ALREADY

I AM LOOKING FOR A MONTH RENTAL IN SOUTH BEACH..SOMETHING WITH A POOL AND A GRILL AND I M THERE.

BLAINE IS SHOOTING DECEMBER EDITORIAL FOR DETAILS WITH CHAD PITTMAN...SO GOOD!

HAVING BRINCH WITH BENNY AND BRAD AND MICHAEL AND HILARY ON SUNDAY
SUPAH FUN

TTYL

4 51 pm..SHOOT JUST WRAPPED

OMG
WAIT TIL YOU SEE WHAT WE DID

SIMPLY, SEXY SHOTS OF THE GUYS
SIMON AND TYLER SCEVERS SHOT TOGETHER
TRAVIS DAVENPORT , TERRON WOOD, SIMON MESSMAN , SEAN HARJU AND NATE NESBITT..THE PARTY FOR THE POSTER WILL BE AT THE END OF THE MONTH AT EITHER THE MARITIME OR THE BOWERY HOTEL

JOE LALLI IS SOO GOOD...THE GUYS ATE ME OUT OF HOUSE AND HOME, HILARIOUS

BLAINE COULDNT MAKE IT AS HE HAD TO DO LOOKS FO CALVIN KLEIN WITH KARL TEMPLER
SIMON AND ORAINE FOR CONFIRMED FOR LORD AND TAYLOR CAMPAIGN WITH MRIO TESTINO
EDDIE TUCKER GOT BENNETON WITH DAVID SIMS

SOOO MUCH GOING ON
ILL BE BACK LATER
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IT IS WHAT IT IS....7 14 AM FRIDAY

THIS WEEK HAS BEEN NUTS
TOM, MY WING MAN AT WORK, HAS BEEN OUT ALL WEEK DUE TO A NASTY CHEST COLD, AND THIS WEEK MARKED THE BEGINNING OF ADVERTISING SEASON....WE R SLAMMED
SO MUCH GOING ON ITS HAD TO GET INTO


JCPENNEY IS LAUNCHING AMERICAN LIVING BY RALPH LAUREN. TV AND PRINT BY BRUCE WEBER. MASSIVE CASTING, AND THEY ARE LOVING ALOT OF MY GUYS. TESTINO IS CASTING D AND G...SAME, LOTS OF BOYS N THE MOX
BLAINE WILL BE SHOOTING DETAILS WITH CHAD PITTMAN. TRAVIS WAS RELEASED AFTER BEING CONFIRMED FOR ENERGIE(CHANGE IN ART DIRECTOR..BALLS!)...LORD AND TAYLOR CAMPIAGN WITH TESTINO LOOKS LIKE SIMON AND ORAINE

BALINE COOK IS THE EW FACE FOR CALVIN KLEIN COLLECTION, EXCLUSIVE FOR SPRING 08
HUGE ASS NEWS
A
MAYJAH COUP FOR MAJOR
NATE IS FLING BACK TO IBIZA FOR MERT AND MARCUS FOR EMPORIO ARMANI SUNGLASSES.

EGLE HAS HAD THE MOST AMAZING SEASON WITH ANTHONY AT MAJOR PARIS. SHE HAS WALKED THE RUNWAY FOR BALENCIAGA, STELLA MAC, ANDREW GN, KATE MOSS TOP SHOOP, NINA RICCI, GIVENCHY ETC MAYJAH MAYJAH

TODAY WE SHOOT MY 07 PROMOTIOM POSTER WITH JOE LALLI AT MY HOUSE
TRES EXCITING

ABOUT ME AND MY LOVE LIFE
UGH
WELL I SEEM TO HAVE GOT BACK INTO THE LOVE SWING..MEANING I AM BLINDED BY OUR LOVE, AND FORGETTING THE MANY FAULTS IN MY RELATIONSHIP AS MY NEEDS ARE BEING MET. I KNOW, SAD SAD SAD....I KNOW ITS GOT TO END IN MY HEAD..MY HEART AND OTHER BITS CANT GET THAT MESSAGE
FEELING HIGH, BUT KNOWING THE DARKNESS IS TAPPING MY SHOULDER SOON

UGH
WELL I AM OFF TO WORK
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YOU KNOW WHAT I'M LIKE

ITS 801 AM...AND FINALLY I HAVE BLACKOUT CURTAINS FOR MY BEDROOM...ITS DEFINTELY GOOD NEWS..I CAN GET A LITTLE MORE SLEEP.

TRAVIS D GOT CONFIRMED FOR ENERGIE WITH TERRY TSIOLIS AND PATTI WILSON. WAITING ON DETAILS CONFIRMATIONS FOR BLAINE OR NATE NESBITT.

POOKS AND I HAVE BEEN SEEING ALOT OF EACH OTHER,UT I STILL DONT KNOW HOW I FEEL. ITS HARD TO BE INTIMATE WITH HIM RIGHT NOW, BUT I AM TRYING. I DO KNOW THAT I NEED TO START CONCENTRATING ON MYSELF. I HAVE BEEN WALKING ABOUT 2 MILES EVERY MORNING....IT DOES FEEL LIKE I AM SLOWLY ACCOMPLISHING SOMETHING.

I HAVE MY EYE ON SOME AMAZING BEDROOM SHEET SETS AT MACYS..I NEED TO GET ON IT..I HAVE MY TWO UNCLES STAYING WITH ME FOR A WEEK IN NOVEMBER FOR THANKSGIVING..I WANT THI SPLACE TO LOOK AMAZING B4 THEY COME.

I M OFF TTYL

6 43 PM MONDAY ..JUST GETTING IN

TODAY WAS KIND OF ODD

WE WERE BUSY, THEN TOTALLY DEAD(SO EXCRUCIATING...NOTHING GOING ON)
SIMON HAS A MAYJAH SOTRY OUT ON ARENA HOMMES PLUS WITH PAOLO ROVERSI...IT HAS THE INDUSTRY BUZZING..AND THATS EXCITING..LOOKS LIKE TESTINO IS GOING TO SHOOT HIM FOR LORD AND TAYLOR AS WELL.

EGLE BOOKED BALENCIAGA IN PARIS, ALOBG WITH DIOR ETC. ANTHONY BOURGOIS IS KICKING MAYJAH MAYJAH ASS WITH HER. ITS EXCITING. FRENCH VOGUE IS NEXT FOR SURE ...WOW

RYAN SYNDER IS SHOOTING NAUTICA JEANS WITH MATT ALBIANI WEDENSDAY IN MIAMI. RYAN HEAVYSIDE CONFIRMED CALZEDONIA WITH NICK CLEMENTS. SCOTT W CUT HIS HAIR SO IT LOOKS LIKE HE IS LOSING TOMMY JEANS WITH DEWEY NICKS.

WAITING TO ANNOUNCE OUR BIG NEWS FOR BLAINE COOK SOON..ITS KILLING ME THAT ITS TAKING SO LONG TO WRAP THIS FRIGGIN DEAL UP. EXERCISE IN PATIENCE.

JUST ATE(DEVOURED) A PHILLY CHEESE STEAK WRAP..SOOOO GOOD. CHIS DATTOLLA WILL PROBABLY CAST IN RALPH LAURENS NEW JUNIOR RALPH WILD..NICE LITTLE BOOKING

TODAY I HAD TO PUT ANDREW STETSON USAGE IN FOR EUPHORIA BY CALVIN KLEIN (FRAGRANCE..ANOTHER GUY WHOSE HEAD WAS BIGGER THEN HIS CAREER. 18 MONHS LATER I HAVE NEVER SEEN HIM IN ANOTHER CAMPAIGN AGAIN. MAKES YOU WONDER.

PLANNING A VERY UNDERGROUND PROMO ON THE MENS DIVISION WITH JOE LALLI...ITS GOING TO BE MADONNA SEX BOOK MEETS V MAGAZINE...MEISEL MEETS RICHARDSON..BRILLIANT. QUEENS ARE GOINGT O GO NUTS. TRAVIS DAVENPORT, TERRON WOOD SIMON, NATE , SEAN HARJU, TYLER SCEVERS AND BLAINE COOK WILL BE FEATURED ON IT, HEAVEN..THE TWINK LOVERS ARE GOING TO GAGGGOON

PEOPLE I AM LIVING FOR:

JOE LALLI

JILL TRACEY

ROBYN SINCLAIR (SLOWLY REDEEMING HIMSELF,LOL)

KELLY STREIT

SIMON NESSMAN

ANYA AND PANOS

JEMIMA

KRISTEN BOWMAN ( F**KING LOVE HER)

XOXOXO
LATES

726 AM MONDAY

HI

SO, LOTS TO COVER, WILL DO TONITE

CANT WAIT TO GET TO WORK..LOTS TO DO

XOXO