JOE LAZO UPDATE

PEOPLE I AM LIVING FOR

GOOGLE JILL BOLTE TAYLOR ( AMAZING AMAZING STORY)

WALK ON BY

ITS BEEN AWHILE SINCE IVE POSTED ANYTHING
ILL KEEP IT SIMPLE

BEEN EXTREMELY BUSY AT WORK
BEEN TRYING TO FIT MY SOCIAL CALENDAR AROUND MY WORK
STARTING TO LIKE YOGA
LOOKING FOWARD TO SPRING..WOULD HAVE LOVED ONE MONSTER SNOW STORM

LOOKING AT PROPERTIES IN THE HAMPTONS NEXT WEEKEND
LOOKING FOWARD TO SUMMER OUT THERE

STOP LOSS TANKED AT THE BOX OFFICE
WHICH SUCKS
I ACTUALLY LOVED IT AT THE SCREENING PARAMOUNT AND CHANNING HOOKED UP FOR ME

SAW MY BEST FRIEND FROM LA A WEEK AGO AND RECONNECTED
SO PROUD OF HER

WAS A BLOCK AWAY FROM THE CRANE INCIDENT A FEW WEEKS BACK WITH TWO OF MY NEPHEWS

I HAVE HAD A BROMANTIC COUPLE OF WEEKENDS

MISS MY SISTER SHELLY ALOT. MISS JILL IN ATL TOO.

MADONNA ALBUM DROPS IN APRIL

MERT AND MARCUS ARE IN TOWN

EMILY GRIFFITH'S BIRTHDAY WAS LAST NIGHT

ARNALDO IS SHOOTING EVERYTHING.

I WISH I DIDNT HAVE TO WORK SO HARD

AM CONTEMPLATING A FEW THINGS.

I AM CURIOUS TO KNOW HOW IMG'S TAKEOVER OF ART AND COMMERCE HAS FUCKED ART AND COMMERCE BIGTIME. DID MCDEAN LEAVE TOO?

THINKING ABOUT SPLURGING ON A LOUIS VUITTON WEEKEND BAG. I KNOW SOOOO DONE..BUT LOVE

I HAVE BEEN WORKING ON NOT GIVING MYSELF SO MUCH SHIT FOR EVERYTHING, AND LETTING IT GO...GETTING BETTER AT IT

FALLING IN OVE WITH NEW UK SONGSTRESS DUFFY "MERCY" IS THE SINGLE....YOUTUBE IT

STARTING TO DRINK WHITE WINE IN LIEU OF VODKA

TURKS IN CAICOS WITH BOO IN JUNE

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J

ROBYN SINCLAIR

EAT IT BITCHES..LOL

AMY WINEHOUSE BY HEDI SLIMANE

CHECK OUT THESE HAUNTING IMAGES BY HEDI SLIMANE

PICTURES TO PONDER...ITS ALOT OF LOOK

LAWRENCE STIERS BY GREGORY VAUGHAN

FIRST LADY CARLA BRUNI...WOW

THIS IS WHAT A FIRST LADY SHOULD LOOK LIKE

HEIDI MONTAG IS JOAN VAN ARK

SESSILEE LOPEZ

RANDOM PICTURES OF JOSHUA AND NICHOLAS

AMY WINEHOUSE IS A HOT MESS

AMY WINEHOUSE IS A HOT MESS
WHO IS NOT APOLOGIZING FOR IT

FRIDAY

HAPPY EASTER
TONITE IS MICHAEL ALTMANS BIRTHDAY PARTY AT THE BOWERY HOTEL AT 9PM
IF YOU ARE AROUND COME BY AND HAVE A DRINK OR 2 ..IT WOULD BE GREAT

HAVE A BLESSED HOLIDAY TO YOU AND YOURS

J

SEAN BILOSKI BY GREGORY VAUGHAN

HAVENT WRITTEN IN AWHILE

HI

HAVENT WRITTEN IN AWHILE
SEEMS THAT SO MANY PEOPLE READ THIS BLOG THAT NOT ONLY DOES EVERYONE IN MY LIFE SEEM TO KNOW EVERYTHING GOING ON WITH ME, BUT NOW I AM GETTING TONS OF ANONYMOUS COMMENTS POSTED HERE THAT ARE EVIL( BUT CERTAINLY FUNNY)
ITS FUNNY THAT WAYNE STERLING IS DEALING WITH THIS ON HIS VERY COOL SITE THEIMAGIST.COM

I FIND IT FUNNY THAT IN THE BUSINESS OF MANAGING MODELS THAT COMPETITORS WILL GO TO ANY LENGTH TO MAILGN PEOPLE, THINKING IT WILL GET THEM AHEAD. IT DOESNT. THE WORK ALWAYS SPEAKS FOR ITSELF. ALWAYS.

I PLANNING A TRIP TO TURKS AND CAICOS WITH MY BOO, SOMETIME IN LATE MAY EARLY JUNE.
STILL HAVENT DECIDED ON WHAT I AM DOING IN AUGUST. I AM REALLY FEELING L.A/ MAILBU/PALM SPRINGS.

RYAN SNYEDR IS BACK IN TOWN AND GETTING A GREAT RESPONSE. TONS OF OPTIONS CAME IN AFTER APPOINTMENT NUMBER 1
TESTINO IS IN TOWN, WHICH IS ALWAYS EXCITING.

SENDING TERRON AND TRAVIS TO EUROPE IN AUGUST, ALONG WITH LAWRENCE. CHAD MOVES THERE MID APRIL TIL END OF SUMMER.

WAITING TO ANNOUNCE BIG ORAINE BARRETT NEWS SOON HERE AS WELL.

IM OFF, TIME TO MAKE THE DOUGHNUTS

RYAN SNYDER BACK IN NYC

TOBY I$ THE NEW FACE OF RALPH LAUREN UNDERWEAR

BEING SHOT THIS FRIDAY BY RICHARD PHIBBS
TOBY WAS LAST SEEN IN BRITISH VOGUE SHOT BY PATRICK DEMARCHELIER FEATURING NAOMI CAMPBELL

ME AND 2 OF MY NEPHEWS JOSH AND NICHOLAS AND MY SISTER SAM

V MAN 9 TOP AGENCY STORY

I GUESS THIS MAKES US TOP 5
I AM SORT OF GEEKED ABOUT IT
BUT THEY SHOT IT DAYS BEFORE X MAS SO WE LOST SIMON, NATE, ROBYN FROM THE MIX
WAS HAPPY LAWRENCE STEIRS IS IN IT

Happy Birthday Nate Nesbitt

SOME OF BLAINE COOK'S FIRST POLAROIDS

POLO

BLAINE COOK FOR UPSTREET

OBSESSED WITH OPRAH'S BIG GIVE

INSPIRATIONAL
SHE WALKS THE TALK
ITS TOTALLY WHAT MODELHOMEPROJECT.COM IS ALL ABOUT
SO AMAZING
WATCH IS ABC SUNDAYS 9PM

CHAD WHITE AND MICHAEL JACKSON

IS IT ME OR IS CHAD DARKER THEN JACKO?

CHANCE STROOT

SUNDAY 11 44 AM

WOKE UP 9 37 AM
WATCHED SNL ON TIVO
AMY POEHLER WAS A HOT TRANNY MESS(LOL) SO BRILLIANT AS CHRISTIAN FROM PROJECT RUNWAY
HILARE.ORG

WENT TO GYM AT 10 45
RAN A MILE
DID SOME SHOULDERS
WHY DOES THE GYM MAKE ME FEEL LIKE I HAVE ENERGY? BUT I HATE IT!
ITS LIEK I FEEL SO ACCOMPLISHED JUST WALING IN THERE
AND I HATE DOING IT
THEN I AM LIKE, I DID IT,AND I FEEL BETTER AND I CANT MAKE THE CONNECTION
HELLLLLLLLO?!?

DOING BRUNCH AT MARITIME
THEN SO LIGHT SHOPPING
NEED SOME NEW PANTS FOR WORK
I WEAR THE SAME 4 PANTS BUT I HAVE 100S OF THEM LIKE CANDI SPELLING LOL
I AM A CREATURE OF HABIT
IF THE MARITIME COLLAPSED WHAT THE FRIG WHAT I DO?

ITS GORGEOUS OUT TODAY
SUNNY AND VERY BRISK
LIVING
LOVE IT

LOTS OF BOOKINGS COMING UP
ROBYN SINCLAIR DOUG PICKETT CHRIS COLLINS TERRON WOOD AND TRAVIS DAVENPORT ARE ALL DOING POLO INSTORE
NATE NESBIT IS DOING EXPRESS WITH TERRY T$IOLI$.
HAVE SOME FIERCE TRANNY OPTIONS FOR CALVINKLEIN JEANS WITH STEVEN MEISEL
CHRIS WHELAN GOT OPTIONED FOR DOLCE AND GABBANA
KERRY DEGMAN SHOT THE COVER OF TETU( SHOCKING)
TONS OF TARGET, BLOOMINGDALES , SAKS NEIMANS ETC TONS OF IT
ARNALDO ANAYA LUCCA IS SHOOTING EVERY DAY AND SEEMINGLY USING ALL OF OUR GUYS. MONEY ON A LOOP HONEY, THE GUYS THAT ARE WORKING ARE WORKING ALOT.
CHANCE JUST DID A MAJOR TEST WITH GREGORY VAUGHAN. ITS HIS STAR TURN..ILL POST SOME HERE. ITS FIERCE TRANNY HOTNESS.
CHAD WHITE AND RYAN SNYDER TO BE DOING NAUTICA. RYAN SNYDER MOVES HERE FOR A MONTH NEXT WEEK. NYC WILL BE ON FIRE. LOL
OK, WELL IM OFF
XOXO
J

ENRIQUE MIRON BY GREGORY VAUGHAN

SATURDAY 7 50 PM

OK
IVE BEEN COUPED UP ALL DAY DUE TO THIS INSANE WEATHER WE ARE HAVING IN NYC
SOOOOO BECAUSE OF THIS........
I WANT TO GO OUT AND GO NUTS
DRINK, BE MERRY, SNOG A STRANGER( OR 2)
BUT I HAVE YOGA IN THE AM, AND IF I GO OUT AND CARRY ON( WHICH WOULD DEFINITELY HAPPEN..I WOULD FEEL TOTAL GUILT FOR CANCELLING MY YOGA INSTRUCTOR AT THE LAST MINUTE, AND THEN GUILTY FOR WASTING THE $135 SHE CHARGES PER SESSION ( WHICH I PAY IN BULK AND IN ADVANCE)
ELLEN, MY YOGA GURU, HAS BEEN ON HOLIDAY FOR 2 WEEKS. SHE ASKED ME TO WORK OUT WHILE SHE WAS GONE. SURE. THATS WHAT HAPPENED. I WENT TO THE GYM ONCE IN 14 DAYS AND I RAN FOR 30 MINUTES. U DO THE MATH.
I HAVE PRETTY MUCH STOPPED DRINKING DIET COKE, BUT HAVE HAD A FEW CANS HERE AND THERE. AS OPPOSED TO THE 6 ID HAVE A DAY..SO PROGRESS( THANKS RO)
TOMORROW I AM TO DO YOGA, THEN GYM TIME(LOL) THEN BRUNCH WITH THE USUALS ( BEN/BRAD...ET AL) WE ARE LIKE SEX AND THE CITY..OUR SACRED MARITIME BAR BRUNCH BUT WE WOUDLDCALL IT.."HUNG OVER IN THE WEST VILLAGE" ID SO BE MIRANDA..CAREER OBSESSED CHUBBY LESBIAN WHO MUST CONTROL EVERYTHING. ANYHOO......
I ORDERED A HUGE HERO SANDWICH, AND SOME CHIPS..IM FEELING IT SO FUCK IT
IF I M NOT FEEDING ONE VICE( BOOZE.LOL) ILL FEED ANOTHER ONE( FOOD) OR I CAN SHOP FOR A BUNCH OF NEW BLACK TEE SHIRTS..OH NO! WHAT TO DO
THIS MAY BE MY MOST BLATANT HONEST RANT TO DATE..LOL
I AM LAYING TUMMY DOWN ON MY BED WITH REALLY NOTHING TO DO
SO RATHER THEN WALK THE 30 STEPS TO THE GYM IN MY BUILDING I WILL CHOW DOWN WATCH TIVOED CHELSEA LATELY AND FEEL GUILTY AFTER WARDS. ITS LIKE HAVING HOT ADULTEROUS SEX , CLIMAXING, AND THEN FEELING LIKE SHIT. ITS A CYCLE.
AS MUCH AS I HAVE MY SHIT TOGETHER, I HAVE MY FLAWS( REALLY????,LOL).
I THINK THIS IS A STRUGGLE ALOT OF PEOPLE HAVE. ITS HUMAN WEAKNESS
I AM MY OWN WORST CRITIC
I HAVE A MAN WHO LOVES ME
BUT IN THE CLOSET ( ISH)
I HAVE A FABULOUS CAREER THAT I AM PROUD OF( BUT TAKES UP ALL MY TIME)
I HAVE 2 AMAZING SISTERS AND THREE ANGELS IN MY NEPHEWS
I HAVE 4 OF THE BEST FRIENDS YOU COULD EVER ASK FOR
BUT YET I AM ALONE
IN MY CHIC APARTMENT
WAITING ON A SANDWICH AND CHIPS
FEEDING THE WEAKNESS

IT IS WHAT IT IS
BUT MY EYES ARE OPEN

XO
J

SIMON NESSMAN FOR CRASH MAGAZINE

SO MUCH TO SAY

AND HOW THE HELL CAN I?
I NEED TO RANT
BUT TOO MANY PEOPLE READ THIS BLOG

I FEEL LIKE I AM BEING PULLED INTO A MILLION DIRECTIONS
AT 38 I THOUGHT MY LIFE WOULD BE DIFFERENT
I NEVER THOUGHT ID BE WORKING THIS HARD STILL
I THOUGHT ID BE ABLE TO TAKE A BREATHE, ENJOY

I DONT REMEMBER A TIME WHERE I COULD JUST SIGH
AND NOT WORRY ABOUT THE NEXT DRAMA
I AM MISSING SO MUCH
I AM ALWAYS SO TIRED

SOMETHING HAS TO GIVE

DO PEOPLE WHO KNOW ME KNOW HOW HARD I WORK?
DO THE PEOPLE WHO LOVE ME WORRY ABOUT ME?

AM I JUST BEING "DRAMATIC" ?MAYBE?
BUT I CAN DO WHAT I WANT I GUESS

I FEEL LIKE I SPEND SO MUCH TIME MAKING SURE EVERYONE ELSE/EVERYTHING ELSE IS OK, THAT WHEN I FINALLY GET AROUND TO ME I EITHER DONT CARE OR TOO EXHAUSTED.

AND I KNOW THAT HAS TO CHANGE. I KNOW I NEED A SORT OF MENTAL MAKEOVER.

I KNOW MY LIFE ISNT BAD. I KNOW I HAVE SURMOUNTED ALOT OF OBSTACLES. I HAVE PLAYED AGAINST TYPE MY ENTIRE LIFE. AND FOR ALL MY BITCHING I AM GRATEFUL FOR THE JOURNEY. BUT I AM TRULY AT A FORK IN THE ROAD. AND I AM CONTEMPLATING WHERE I GO AND WHAT I DO. I WANT TO BE HAPPIER( AND I AM HAPPY) BUT I GUESS I WANT MORE JOY. THATS EXACTLY WHAT I WANT..JOY. AND I WANT IT AT WORK, AND I WANT IT IN MY LOVE. I HAVE IT WITH MY FAMILY AND FRIENDS.

SO , HERE'S TO JOY

SIMON NESSMAN UPDATE BY RAD HOURANI

THE NEW AND IMPROVED TRAVIS HANSON

MONDAY 5 46 PM

SO
THIS KID JOE LAZO COMES AND SEES ME
IS UNHAPPY WITH HIS AGENCY RED
TELLS ME CLIENTS COMPLAIN THAT THEY HARASS THEIR CLIENTS ENDLESSLY TO SEE PEOPLE OR WHEN THERE IS A CASTING THEY SEND EVERYONE
I HAVE HEARD THIS ABOUT RED FROM A LOT OF CLIENTS.. CLOGGING UP EMAILS, SENDING TONS OF CARDS. LEAVING TONS OF VOICEMAILS..ETC
BUT NEW AGENCIES HAVE TO HUSTLE..I DID WHEN I WORKED AT BOSS AND JOINED MAJOR. BUT I HAD THE RIGHT MODELS AT THE RIGHT TIME AND I HAD A LITTLE MORE , LETS SAY CREDIBILTY
BUT THE PERSONAL ATTACK THAT THESE PEOPLE HAVE WAGED AGAINIST ME IS INSANE
MODELS LEAVE AGENCIES..[POINT OF FACT
CONTRACTS PROTECT ALL PARTIES BUT DOESNT JUSTIFY BEING ENSLAVED TO THEM.
IN 18 YRS AS AN AGENT I HAVE NEVER SEEN AN AGENCY NOT , IN GOOD FAITH , NEGOTIATE TERMS.
THE KID IS A GOOD KID, AND SMART AND FOUND OUT QUICK THAT THE WAY HE WAS BEING "HANDLED" WAS "LACKLUSTER" AT BEST.
BUT WHAT DO I HAVE TO DO WITH IT? I AM SOMEONE WHO JUST TOOK A MEETING, I DONT NEED TO SOLICIT MODELS. MY BOARD, MY WORK SPEAKS FOR ITSELF. I DONT NEED TO POACH, PEOPLE COME BECAUSE WE DO A SOLID PROFESSIONAL CONSISTENT JOB.
I FIND IT FUNNY THAT THIS AGENCY IS ACCUSING ME OF SOLICITING A MODEL OF THEIRS WHEN THEY NOTORIOULSY SKULK AROUND "THE GYM" ON 26TH STREET AND APPROACH GUYS WHILE THEY R WORKING OUT OR , LOL GETTING OUT OF THE SHOWER. I BELEIVE ONE OF THEIR AGENTS WENT UP TO CHAD WHITE AND SAID " WHEN ARE YOU JOINING RED? HE SAID "WHAT IS RED?" MY THOUGHTS EXACTLY

I AM PISSED
THERE HAS TO BE SOME SORT OF LINE IN THE SAND, UNCROSSED
I WAS A REAL SHITHEAD PRICK WHEN I WAS IN MY EARLY 20S BUT I GREW FROM THAT. I LEARNED IT DIDNT SERVE ME WELL. I STILL , AT AGE 38, HAVE TO HEAR ABOUT THOSE MISTAKES, BUT TRULY I AM GRATEFUL FOR IT. KEEPS ME SOMEWHAT GROUNDED . BUT I AM TIRED OF PEOPLE WHO SHOULD BE SHOWING RESPECT TO THE ONES WHO CAME BEFORE THEM. WHEN WAS IT OK TO BE JUST BE BELLIGERENT AND TACKY. YOU LOST A MODEL? DEAL WITH IT THRU THE PROPER CHANNELS. WHY HARASS THIS KID? AND MAJOR FOR THAT MATTER? CANT WE FIND ANOTHER WAY TO COPE?
I HAVE ALWAYS GENUINELY FELT RED HAD AN AMAZING EYE FOR TALENT AND LEFT IT THERE. BUT I HAVE HAD TO ENDURE A STEAD Y STREAM OF GUYS THAT CALL ME SAYING RED SENT ME, AND THEY LINE UP IN OUR OPEN CALL AND THEY ARE HIDEOUS. RED THINKING THEY R BEING CUTE LIKE I NEED A REFERRAL FROM THEM. I NEVER ADDRESSED IT. I HAVE HAD TO HEAR UNTRUE BULLSHIT ABOUT WHAT JOHN BABIN HAS SAID ABOUT ME AND WE HAVENT WORKED TOGETHER IN 15 YEARS. WHY CANT PEOPLE JUST LET IT BE. WISH SOMEONE WELL AND MOVE ON? WHY MUST PEOPLE UNDERCUT AND MALIGN EACH OTHER IN ORDER TO TRY AND "LOOK BETTER"..GUESS WHAT , UNLESS YOU CAN BACK IT UP IT MAKES YOU LOOK CHILDISH AND UNPROFESSIONAL....THIS IS WHY THE KID LEFT IN THE FIRST PLACE

ONE TO GROW ON..HMM?

THIS IS MY RANT AND IT STAYS HERE
HAS NOTHING TO DO WITH MAJOR ANYMORE..ITS MY BLOG
I AM DEEPLY OFFENDED AND WILL DEFINITELY MOVE ON
IT JUST GOES TO SHOW THE LENGTHS PEOPLE GO TO TREAD
LEAD BY EXAMPLE , RED.

PEACE

MONDAY 8 53 AM

OK
ONCE AGAIN I AM WAKING UP EXHAUSTED
WTF!

CHECKED OUT STYLE.COM AND FRILLR...EGLE WORKED THE SHIT OUT OF VUITTON. LIKE KILLED IT. ISNT IT FUNNY HOW FASHION PEOPLE GET SO EXCITED ABOUT WHO OPENS SHOWS? DEAL WITH IT, ITS REAL AND ITS DEEP. KELLI LUMI OPENED NINA RICCI AS WELL..WHICH IS EQUALLY AS SICK. ITS KIND IF GREAT AND A SIGN OF WHATS TO COME FOR SURE.

SIMONS 01 VISA GOT APPROVED SO FINALLY THE BOY CAN TRAVEL. HE CONFIRMED H AND M TODAY (EUROS BITCHES) AND HAS MAJOR MAJOR OPTIONS COMING UP. MAJOR

BLAINE GOT RENEWED FOR CALVIN. YES BITCHES...RENEWED.

MY 38 YR OLD ASS IS STILL FEELING Y BLACKOUT TEQUILA THURSDAY. ITS FUNNY, IT SEEMS EVERYONE WHO WENT TO DINNER( AX TEAM, ASSORTED MODELS ETC) ALL MISSED FRIDAY BY A LONG SHOT. IM TOLD MY NEIGHBORS CALLED THE POLICE BECAUSE MY MUSIC WAS ON TOO LOUD AT 10 15 PM( WHICH I DONT REMEMBER) ..AND MY STEROE HAS ONE SPEAKER THAT WORKS...RIDICK.THIS BUILDING IS WAY TOO STUFFY.

THE GAYS ARE KI KIING ABOUT KERRY DEGMAN. I MEAN EVERY FRIGGING BLOG IS POSTING EVERY PIC THEY SEE ON OUR MAJOR BLOG. ITS GOING TO BE ANOTHER CHAD WHITE SCENARIO AND I WAS HOPING TO TRY AND TAKE THAT UP A NOTCH( NOT THAT CHADRIQUEZ DIDNT KICK BOOTAY..BUT I DO LIKE TO TRY AND CHALLENGE MYSELF WHEN I CAN)

ANYHOOZLEBEES.I AM OFF LIKE A PROM DRESS
SEE YA

J

L WORD

THE L WORD USED TO BE ONE OF MY FAVORITE SHOWS
THIS NEW SEASON MAKES NO SENSE

MAX(PLAYED BY DANIELA SEA) IS A TRANS MAN AND IS NOW DATING A GAY MAN
AM I THAT OLD THAT I DONT GET IT?

IS ANYONE OUT THERE STILL WATCHING THIS SHOW....I AM CURIOUS

XO

KERRY DEGMAN BY MICHAEL TAMMARO

THIS KID IS SO BEAUTIFUL
SO EXCITED ABOUT THIS ONE

EGLE OPENS VUITTON

CONGRATS MAJOR
THATS F**KING INSANE