FOUR YEARS AGO TODAY
MY MOTHER DIED .
BERNICE GREENBERG
AKA
BONNIE KANNER
AKA
BERNICE GLUCKMAN
AKA
MOM
IT WAS A SUNDAY
WE KNEW SHE WAS GOING TO DIE ANY DAY
MY UNCLES AND MY SISTER SHELLY WERE ALL STAYING WITH ME AT THE TIME; WAITING IN QUIET AGONY.
MY SISTER WOULDNT LEAVE MY MOTHERS HOSPITAL ROOM
FOR DAYS SHE STAYED THERE AS SHE WATCHED HER SLIP FURTHER AND FURTHER AWAY FROM THE WORLD
MY UNCLES INSISTED ON TAKING SHELLY TO HAVE A PROPER MEAL THAT SUNDAY
THAT BRIEF MOMENT AWAY IS WHEN MY MOTHER PASSED
I WAS LAYING ON MY COUCH
EATING LEFTOVER BIRTHDAY CAKE FROM RYAN SNYDERS party the day before( HE HAD TURNED 20)
IT WAS A SUNDAY
SEX AND THE CITY WAS ON HBO
AND SHELLY SAID "MOM PASSED, WE HAVE TO GO"
WE RUSHED BACK TO SAY GOODBYE
IT WAS HARD TO DO
I WAS NUMB, AND TOUCHED HER FOOT
EVERYONE LEFT TO GO HOME
AND I STAYED IN THE PARKING LOT
IN THE COLD
AND COULDNT LEAVE
I SPENT HOURS ALONE IN THE PARKING LOT
KNOWING WHEN I LEFT IT WOULD BE REAL
MARCUS SCHENKENBERG CALLED ME
WE HADNT SPOKE IN MONTHS,MAYBE EVEN YEARS
TO ASK ME MY OPINION, RANDOMLY ABOUT DOING "THE SURREAL LIFE"
I TOLD HIM "MY MOM JUST DIED...I CANT SPEAK..CALL ME LATER.."
AND IT SEEMED VERY FITTING THAT MY WORK WOULD SNAP ME INTO "REALITY"
I CALLED A CAR AND TOOK THE RIDE BACK HOME
A DAY LATER WAS HER FUNERAL
HALLOWEEN FOR ME IS A SAD DAY
VERY SAD
REST IN PEACE MOM
WE ALL MISS YOU AND LOVE YOU
YOUR SON
JASON
Friday, October 31, 2008
Tuesday, October 28, 2008
Monday, October 27, 2008
MONDAY NIGHT DINNER PRIMEHOUSE
BEEN A CRAZY COUPLE OF WEEKS.
PEOPLE THAT WERE TOO YOUNG PASSED AWAY TOO EARLY
LAST NIGHT MY SISTERS FATHER IN LAW PASSED AWAY AT 87;HE LIVED AT THEIR HOME..MY NEPHEWS ALWAYS KNEW OF THEIR GRANDFATHER LIVING WITH THEM. VERY SAD
TONITE A DEAR FRIEND OF MINE AND I HAD DINNER AT PRIMEHOUSE. AS WE GET SEATED, I NOTICE FAMED PUBLICIST , KEN SUNSHINE SITTING DIRECTLY NEXT TO US. MY FRIEND AND I KI-KI-ED ABOUT TRYING TO EAVESDROP ON THEIR CONVERSATION. WE WOUND UP LOSING OURSELVES IN OUR OWN CATCHING UP. SECONDS LATER , BEING SEATED NEXT TO US ON THE OTHER SIDE WAS CHASE CRAWFORD, ED WESTWICK, SOME YOUNG FRIEND OF THEIRS AND SOME SLIGHTLY OLDER QUEENY GUY. IT WAS VERY FUNNY. I LOVE THE SHOW(GOSSIP GIRL) AND SEEING THOSE GUYS SO UP CLOSE WAS FUN AND RANDOM..THEY WERE HAVING DINNER WHILE THE SHOW WAS ON I GUESS.
AS THEY LEFT KEN SUNSHINE STOPPED CHACE AND INTRODUCED HIM TO HIS TABLE..ONE GUY BEING MARTY CHASE WHO IS THE LONGTIME MANAGER OF BARBARA STREISAND. KEN WAS GIVING HIM UNSOLICITED ADVICE ON HOW TO DEAL WITH ALL HIS NEW FOUND ATTENTION AND CHACE SEEMED GRACIOUS. CHACE TOLD THEM HE JUST SHOT THE THANKSGIVING EPISODE MY FRIEND AND I WERE LIKE, ARE WE AT THE IVY?LOL. IT WAS SO RANDOM
ANYWAY....
THOUGHT IT WAS FUNNY AND RANDOM
HAVE A GOOD NIGHT
REST INPEACE
SAL SR
JESSE VALENTINE
GAIL FISHER
X
J
PEOPLE THAT WERE TOO YOUNG PASSED AWAY TOO EARLY
LAST NIGHT MY SISTERS FATHER IN LAW PASSED AWAY AT 87;HE LIVED AT THEIR HOME..MY NEPHEWS ALWAYS KNEW OF THEIR GRANDFATHER LIVING WITH THEM. VERY SAD
TONITE A DEAR FRIEND OF MINE AND I HAD DINNER AT PRIMEHOUSE. AS WE GET SEATED, I NOTICE FAMED PUBLICIST , KEN SUNSHINE SITTING DIRECTLY NEXT TO US. MY FRIEND AND I KI-KI-ED ABOUT TRYING TO EAVESDROP ON THEIR CONVERSATION. WE WOUND UP LOSING OURSELVES IN OUR OWN CATCHING UP. SECONDS LATER , BEING SEATED NEXT TO US ON THE OTHER SIDE WAS CHASE CRAWFORD, ED WESTWICK, SOME YOUNG FRIEND OF THEIRS AND SOME SLIGHTLY OLDER QUEENY GUY. IT WAS VERY FUNNY. I LOVE THE SHOW(GOSSIP GIRL) AND SEEING THOSE GUYS SO UP CLOSE WAS FUN AND RANDOM..THEY WERE HAVING DINNER WHILE THE SHOW WAS ON I GUESS.
AS THEY LEFT KEN SUNSHINE STOPPED CHACE AND INTRODUCED HIM TO HIS TABLE..ONE GUY BEING MARTY CHASE WHO IS THE LONGTIME MANAGER OF BARBARA STREISAND. KEN WAS GIVING HIM UNSOLICITED ADVICE ON HOW TO DEAL WITH ALL HIS NEW FOUND ATTENTION AND CHACE SEEMED GRACIOUS. CHACE TOLD THEM HE JUST SHOT THE THANKSGIVING EPISODE MY FRIEND AND I WERE LIKE, ARE WE AT THE IVY?LOL. IT WAS SO RANDOM
ANYWAY....
THOUGHT IT WAS FUNNY AND RANDOM
HAVE A GOOD NIGHT
REST INPEACE
SAL SR
JESSE VALENTINE
GAIL FISHER
X
J
Sunday, October 26, 2008
Friday, October 24, 2008
THINGS IM LIVING FOR LATELY
THE COOL CHILLY WEATHER ALONG WITH THE BRIGHT SUN
HOLIDAY BREAK COMING UP
MY NEPHEWS,MY FAMILY IN GENERAL
TYRA BANKS SHOW..ITS SO DUMB BUT GOOD(UGH) BUT THE BROMANCE EPISODE PUT ME OVER THE EDGE.
BARACK OBAMA...IM HAVING A SLEEPOVER ON THE 4TH ...GOING TO BE FUN
WILLIAMS SONOMA/POTTERY BARN/CRATE AND BARREL
VOGUE PARIS/ANNA S.
T.I ( THE RAPPER) AND T.I ( THEIMAGIST.COM)
HOLIDAY BREAK COMING UP
MY NEPHEWS,MY FAMILY IN GENERAL
TYRA BANKS SHOW..ITS SO DUMB BUT GOOD(UGH) BUT THE BROMANCE EPISODE PUT ME OVER THE EDGE.
BARACK OBAMA...IM HAVING A SLEEPOVER ON THE 4TH ...GOING TO BE FUN
WILLIAMS SONOMA/POTTERY BARN/CRATE AND BARREL
VOGUE PARIS/ANNA S.
T.I ( THE RAPPER) AND T.I ( THEIMAGIST.COM)
Thursday, October 23, 2008
Wednesday, October 22, 2008
CAMPAIGNS BOOKED SO FAR
IM GETTING ALOT OF EMAILS FROM PEOPLE ASKING WHAT WE HAVE BOOKED, AND WHAT THE GUYS ARE DOING..I CANT SAY WHO IS DOING WHAT OR WITH WHOME, ILL JUST SAY WHAT HAS BEEN BOOKED AS WE ARE HALF WAY THRU AD SEASON..COOL?
CALVIN KLEIN COLLECTION
NAUTICA JEANS
NAUTICA COLLECTION
D&G
BENNETTON
GIVENCHY
POLO RALPH LAUREN
EMPORIO ARMANI
APC
PERRY ELLIS AMERICA
FRANKIE MORRELLO
BOTTEGGA VENETTA
BROOKS BROTHERS
ARMANI EXCHANGE
HUGO BOSS UNDERWEAR
HUGO BOSS GREEN
LOEWE
H&M
GUESS JEANS
LIZ CLAIBORNE
BARNEYS
SPERRY TOPSIDERS
ESTEE LAUDER "BEAUTIFUL"
THERE IS A FEW MORE, BUT THATS ALL I CAN RECALL FOR THE MOMENT.
XOXO
CALVIN KLEIN COLLECTION
NAUTICA JEANS
NAUTICA COLLECTION
D&G
BENNETTON
GIVENCHY
POLO RALPH LAUREN
EMPORIO ARMANI
APC
PERRY ELLIS AMERICA
FRANKIE MORRELLO
BOTTEGGA VENETTA
BROOKS BROTHERS
ARMANI EXCHANGE
HUGO BOSS UNDERWEAR
HUGO BOSS GREEN
LOEWE
H&M
GUESS JEANS
LIZ CLAIBORNE
BARNEYS
SPERRY TOPSIDERS
ESTEE LAUDER "BEAUTIFUL"
THERE IS A FEW MORE, BUT THATS ALL I CAN RECALL FOR THE MOMENT.
XOXO
Tuesday, October 21, 2008
MODEL CONFIRMATIONS ..AND...YES WE CAN!!!!!
ITS 1: 36 AM, AND IM STILL WAITING FOR A CONFIRMATION ( OR RELEASE) FOR A HUGE AND PRESTIGOUS CAMPAIGN TO BE SHOT TOMORROW AT 9 AM. SOME FASHION PEOPLE TO ME ARE ALIENS, SOME I GET..IM A BIG BELIEVER OF MAKING A DECISION, GOING WITH IT AND NOT LOOKING BACK ( A LA THE FOUR AGREEMENTS). BUT THIS JOB IS SO WORTH THE WAIT, SO IM WAITING...
THOUGHT ID SHARE IT WITH CYBER SPACE.....THANKS FOR LETTING ME SHARE.
NIGHTY NIGHT!
Monday, October 20, 2008
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