SATURDAY NIGHT AMBIVALENCE

OK
ITS 11 10 PM
MY MAN IS STILL OUT OF TOWN
I AM NOT FEELING 100% GREAT( HAD SOME WONTON SOUP) AND I AM WATCHING RE RUNS OF SEX AND THE CITY.

SHOULD I GO OUT? ID LOVE A FEW DRINKS, BUT MAYBE I SHOULD JUST REST AND ANTICIPATE MY WEEK. WE AE SO BUSY!

TOOK FRIDAY OFF , TO SEE MY NEPHEW PHILIP. HE IS SO OUT OF WHACK. HE COULD HARDLY BREATHE, WOULDNT SMILE AND DROWSY. SO NOT HIMSELF. IT WAS SOOOOOOO HARD TO WATCH. KILLED ME. MY SISTER IS AT HER WITS HER END, 3 RAMBUNCTIOUS BOYS UNDER THE AGE OF 9. SHE NEEDS A VACATION. SHE DESERVES ONE.

MY APARTMENT, IF I SAY SO MYSELF..LOOKS SO CHIC. I CANT BELIVE I LIVE HERE. I CANT WAIT TO HAVE MY SMALLISH HOUSEWARMING.

WORKWISE SO MUCH ON. FRENCH VOGUE WITH WEBER JUST CAME OUT..AND WE HAVE TERRON WOOD AND SIMON NESSMAN IN IT ITS ALLEGEDLY INCREDIBLE. I F**KING LOVE CARINE ROITFELD....SEXY SMART, DRINKS SMOKES HAS SEX...HELLLO A REAL WOMAN,,AND THE MAGAZINE IT IS THE SMARTEST BOOK IN OUR BIZ.

SIMON NESSMAN , TYLER SCEVERS AND SEAN HARJU ARE SHOOTING NUMERO HOMME ITH MATTHIAS VRIENS TOMORROW. TERRON WOOD IS IN GERMANY AT A PERSONAL APPEARANCE W/ DONATELLA VERSACE...MAGGIE BOOKED ISA RAHMAN, BEN PAMIES AND ENRIQUE MIRON FOR THE PHAT FARM/BABY PHAT CAMPAIGN SHOOTING IN LA NEXT WEEK.

ALL OF OUR STEADY WORKER BEES DOUG PICKETT CHRIS COLLINS MICHAEL ALTMAN WADE PONIC DAMON WILLIS ETC ARE WORKING CONSISTENTLY AND FOR GREAT MONEY....WE SEEMINGLY ARE IN A REALLY GREAT PLACE..BUT I WORRY(IM SUCH A JEW). WHAT COMES UP MUST COME DOWN.

SEX AND THE CITY IS GETTING ME INTO THE NOTION OF HAVING A COSMOPOLITAN...AND SOME HEALTHY FLIRTING.

MY FRIEND CAMERON, DEEP IN LOVE WITH WHAT EEMS TO BE HIS NEW LIFE PARTNER IS BARELY KEEPING IN TOUCH WITH ME. I HAVENT SEEN HIM SINCE THE BIRTHDAY PARTY I THRU FOR HIM. I AM REALLY OVER IT. I NEED TO MAKE A FEW NEW FRIENDS WHO ARENT AS FLAKY. I AM SO IN A BUBBLE , AND I NEED TO BE MORE PROACTIVE. I KNOW ITS MY FAULT, I AM WORKING CONSTANTLY AND WHEN I AM NOT WORKING I AM HOME. ITS A SAD CYCLE..I ACTUALLY DONT HATE IT BUT I KNOW ITS NOT SERVING ME WELL.

HAVE YOU ALL CHECKED OUT THE PICS OF MARCUS ON OUR MAJOR BLOG. OUCH SO FRIGGIN HOT. TOOOO MANY THINGS.

OK, I AM MOTIVATING
I AM GOING TO TAKE A SHOWER
SHAVE...THROW ON SOME CARGOS AND GET SOEM HOOCH IN ME

TALK TO YOU SOON

JK