ALOT

THIS WEEK
ALOT ALOT

FIRST OF ALL, I SPOKE TO MY FATHER. HAVE MAYBE SPOKEN TO HIM A HALF DOZEN TIMES IN 10 YEARS. HE SOUNDS FRAIL, AND OLD. BUT I CHOKED UP WITHIN 2 MINUTES OF TALKING TO HIM. I MISS HIM, BUT I AM SO HURT BY HIM.
HAD A GREAT WEEK AT WORK. MY TEAM KEPT MOTIVATED. WE ACCOMPLISHED ALOT. IM GLAD I GOT TO SEE HOW HARD THEY WORK, AND HOW COMMITTED THEY ARE.

I REALLY LIKE MY MODELS..I KNOW THAT SOUNDS LIKE DUH..BUT SOME OF MY MODELS ARE REALLY COOL GUYS. JEREMY SANTUCCI IS A SWEETHEART, WITH A BIG BIG HEART. A GENTLE SOUL. CHARLES DEVOE IS A FUNNY MOTHER FUCKER. BLAINE COOK IS SMART AND WITTY. IN FACT I THINK HE SHOULD START WRITING. JEREMY SIMPSON IS A CHARACTER AND HAS THE RAW QUALITY "IT" FACTOR THAT CHANNING HAD. LUCAS KERR IS ONE OF THE MOST STAND UP GUYS YOU COULD EVER KNOW. JARRIN KIRKSEY IS BRILLIANT, IF YOU EVER HAVE A CONVERSATION WITH THE MAN YOU FEEL LIKE YOU HAVE MEET SOMEONE REMARKABLE AND PROFOUND. I FEEL BLESSED AND HONORED TO HAVE THESE PEOPLE AND THEIR ENERGY IN MY WORLD. I DIDNT MEAN TO SINGLE THESE GUYS OUT..IM JUST SAYING THEY ARE PRETTY FUCKING DOPE.

JD FERGUSON WAS IN OUR OFFICE THIS WEEK. FASHION TV DID A STORY ON HIM AND THEN HE SHOT TERRON WOOD, SIMON NESSMAN AND BLAINE COOK FOR V IN OUR OFFICE. I LOVE THAT QUEEN. HE IS SO REAL AND FUNNY. HE NEEDS TO STOP SMOKING. HE IS HANDSOME TOO, LIKE MOVIE STAR HANDSOME. THE GUYS LOVE HIM ,I LOVE HIM COOL ASS GUY.

I LOVE MY RELATIONSHIP WITH KATIA, ITS SO HONEST AND AFTER YEARS OF WALKING ON EGGSHELLS WITH ONE ANOTHER, WE HAVE ACTUALLY GOT TO A PLACE WHERE WE CAN SPEAK FREELY AND RESPECT EACH OTHER ON EVERY LEVEL. IM GRATEFUL FOR THAT.

I HAVE BEEN FASCINATED BY THE PRESS COVERAGE OF BARBARA WALTERS AUTOBIOGRAPHY. I HAVE THOUGHT FOR AWHILE ITS TIME FOR HER TO RETIRE( STILL DO) BUT WHAT A REMARKABLE LIFE SHE HAS HAD. I LOVE HOW CANDID SHE HAS BEEN ABOUT HER LIFE NOW. SHE DOESNT SEEM AS SQUARE OR OLD TO ME ANYMORE.

MY YOGA TEACHER ELLEN , WHO IS A SORT OF NAZI ISH YOGA GURU, ACTUALLY TOLD ME I AM KICKING ASS, I FEEL STRONGER AND MORE FLEXIBLE, BUT HER VALIDATION MAKES ME FEEL LIKE I AM MADONNA . LOL

I HAD MY ENERGY GURU ANDY SWAY BUILD WHAT WIZARDS CALL A DIVINE DOOR IN MY BEDROOM WHICH WORKS ON GROUNDING ME AND BLESSINGS ETC. HARD TO EXPLAIN, I BARELY GET IT BUT EVERYTHING IVE DONE WITH ANDY HAS WORKED ON ME FOR YEARS. I OWE HIM ALOT; HE HAS BEEN AN ADVSER OF MINE SINCE MONTHS BEFORE MY MOM PASSED AWAY AND I CREDIT HIM WITH INTRODUCING ME TO ELLEN CREMER MY YOGA BITCH(HIS HOT POCKET OF A GIRLFRIEND)

MY BESTIE JENN COMES TO TOWN FROM CALI, NEXT SATURDAY IM TAKING HER TO MR CHOW WITH A BUNCH OF OUR MUTUAL FRIENDS. SUPER GOOD TIMES.

I WORK OUT TOMORROW WITH NIC B..HE HAS BEEN WORKING ON MY STRENGTH TRAINING.
I AM ALL ABOUT IT. HE IS GREAT AND KNOWS HIS SHIT. IM GLAD HE IS IN MY SQUAD. OPERATION "NO MORE FAT JASON " HAS ALLOWED ME TO BE SELFISH ( FINALLY) AND ASSEMBLE AN ARMY OF KICK ASS NO- NONSENSE PEOPLE TO HELP ME. IM GRATEFUL TO HAVE THE MONEY NOW TO DO IT, AND THE TIME TO DO IT AS WELL.

THIS WEEKS BOOKINGS WERE GENIUS, I GET SO MUCH SHIT FOR LISTING THEM HERE SO I WONT. LETS JUST SAY, I AM PROUD OF WHAT WE ARE DOING. THE WOMENS DIVISION CAN EXPECT 2 VOGUE COVERS ON TWO DIFFERENT GIRLS, AND FOR A SMALL AGENCY LIKE MAJOR, ITS MAJOR. AND THE GUYS KEEP ON ROCKING.

I HAVE BEEN TOYING FOR THE PAST FEW YEARS ABOUT BECOMING A FOSTER PARENT, AND THEN EVENTUALLY ADOPTING. I AM SLOWLY AND PROACTIVELY SETTING THOSE WHEELS IN MOTION, I WANT TO BE A FATHER BADLY..I VE NEVER SAID IT LIKE THAT BEFORE. BUT I KNOW THAT WHERE MY HEART IS..AND EVERYTHING HAS LEAD TO THIS. AND AS I AM WRITING MY LIFE AS I GO, ALL CHAPTERS LEAD TO THIS EVENTUALITY.


THANKS FOR LISTENING
HAVE A BLESSED NIGHT

LOVE N LIGHT

J