Sunday, June 8, 2008

HEATWAVE SUNDAY JUNE 8TH 2 06 PM

IM LAYING ON MY BED, WATCHING STACEY MCKENZIE ON MTV MADE AND I FELT LIKE THIS WOULD BE A GOOD TIME TO CATCH UP ON MY BLOGGING.

I HAVE TO SAY , ALOT HAS GONE DOWN

FIRSTLY, I HAVE BEEN WORKING OUT ALOT. I FEEL STRONGER, BUT I HAVE A LONG WAY TO GO. I FEEL ENCOURAGED..MY CLOTHES R FITTING DIFFERENTLY AND I FEEL LIKE I HAVE MORE STAMINA.

ALSO, I AM TAKING A BREAK FROM THE "MAN" I AM WITH. THINGS IN THE PAST FEW WEEKS HAVE JUST CRUMBLED..AND I DECIDED RATHER THEN HATE HIM, ID CHOOSE ME AND END IT WITH SOME DIGNITY. NOW, I LOVE THIS GUY ALOT, BUT I DONT FEEL THAT PASSION FOR HIM ANYMORE AND TO ME WITHOUT IT, I JUST HAVE A BUDDY THAT I KISS.. AND I WANT HEAT ...CLEAR AND SIMPLE. HE WAS SHOCKED; WHEN THE WORDS CAME OUT OF MY MOUTH, I COULDNT STOP THEM.." I DONT FEEL IT FOR YOU ANYMORE.."..AND "I DESERVE MORE THEN THIS!".. HIS REPLY WAS " IT CAN GET BETTER, LETS ME WORK ON IT"..BUT I REALIZED IT WASNT HIS PROBLEM TO FIX, THESE MONTHS OF NEGLECT LED ME TO CLOSE MY HEART TO HIM AND OPEN IT TO THE POSSIBILITIES OF FINDING SOMEONE NEW, MY REAL LIFE PARTNER(BUT IN THE MEAN TIME HAVE A BLAST AND FUCK AROUND LIKE I NEEDED TO). I DONT WANT TO THINK ITS TRULY OVER FORVER WUTH HE AND I, BUT FOR THE MOMENT , I AM LIVING THE SINGLE LIFE.

TRAVIS &BRIAN DAVENPORT AND TRAVIS HANSON HAD THEIR BIRTHDAYS THIS WEEK. I THREW A DINNER FOR MR HANSON AND HIS CLOSEST NY FRIENDS, AND HIS GIRLFRIEND FLEW IN FOR IT..ALOT OF DRINKS AND FUN WERE HAD BY ALL..AND OF COURSE A LITTLE DRAMA WHICH I WONT GET INTO HERE...BUT SUFFICE IT TO SAY ALOT OF FUN, SOME ALLEGED HIJINKS,AND A LATE NITE WAS HAD BY MOST.

WE HAVE HAD A RECORD YEAR AT MAJOR. I HAVE BEEN ASKED BY CLIENTS WHO READ THIS BLOG, TO NOT RAMBLE ON ABOUT THE CASTING CHOICES BEFORE THINGS R PUBLISHED SO ALL I CAN SAY IS WE HAVE ALOT OF MODEL WORKING FOR HUGE MAJOR BOOKINGS. SO BITCHES, LOOK OUT IN FALL FOR THE ADS AND EDITS THAT MAKE MAJOR SO MAJOR.

WE HAVE SOME BRILLIANT NEW GUYS AT THE AGENCY. HOOKED UP WITH BRIAN FROM AIG MODELS, WHO PLACED 4 GUYS WITH US AT ONCE. NOW IN 18 YRS IN THE BIZ I HAVE NEVER TAKEN MORE THEN ONE GUY AT A TIME, BUT THESE GUYS WERE SO INCREDIBLE THAT I WAS LIKE, FUCK IT, IM DOING THIS AND BRIAN AMAZINGLY ACCEPTED THE OFFER. LOOK TO THIS BLOG FOR UPDATES ON THESE GUYS.

SIMON' S NEW DO BY DIDIER MALIGE HAS BEEN A HUGE HIT. HE IS WORKING SO MUCH , AND I AM SO PROUD OF HIM. WE HAVE THIS AMAZING NEW KID NAMED SIMON THAM FROM TORONTO. ENGLISH AND CHINEESE, EXCLUSIVE FOR CALVIN KLEIN'S UPCOMING SHOW IN MILAN. KYLE LEDEBOER FROM INDIANA IS GETTING GREAT BUZZ. I THINK TRAVIS HANSON IS OUR NEXT BIG THING, AND IF ALL THINGS GO WELL , WILL PROBABLY BE SHOOTING ONE OF THE MOST TALKED ABOUT EDITORIALS IN RECENT MEMORY. I UST TOOK ON RICHARD LIMA, A VETERAN MODEL, WHO I AM REINTRODUCING TO THE MARKET AS A NEW FACE..ITS A RISKY EXPERIMENT BUT I THINK WILL WORK.

I AM THINKING ITS DEFINITELY GOING TO BE CALIFORNIA IN AUGUST. I NEED MY GIRLS OUT THERE AND I CAN USE BEING IN THEIR SWIRL. OUT OF THE EAST COAST GRIND...IT IS WHAT THE DOCTOR ORDERED FOR ME..(DR LOVE..LOL)

MY SISTERS R IN TAMPA HAVING A MINI HOLIDAY, I WANTED TO GO BUT THOSE TRIFLING BICTHES WANTED SISTER TIME..I WANST THRILLED

I MISS JILL LIKE CRAZY, I WISH SHED LEAVE ATL AND MOVE UP HERE.

BEN AND BRAD MOVED, SO THEY HAVE BEEN ENSCONCED IN THAT...I AM HAPPY FOR THEM. DARRYLL HASNT BEEN UP HERE FOR A WHILE, HE SEEMS BUSY IN HIS NEW REAL ESTATE CAREER , IM HAPPY IF HE IS HAPPY.

I AM JUST TRYING TO BE HAPPPY
I AM LOOKING FOWARD TO HAVING HAPPY TIMES (LOL)WITH PEOPLE
DRAMA FREE..LOVE FESTS

SEND ME WARM AND FUZZY LIGHT
SEND ME STRENGTH BECAUSE AS I TYPE THIS I MISS HIM, BUT I KNOW I AM DOING THE RIGHT THING
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO EVERYONE
HAPPY BIRTHDAY JESSICA R

XOXOXO

JASON

2 comments:

newwavegurly said...

You did the right thing. You know you did. It's better to let someone go when you know it's not right for you both.

And I hate that you didn't come down to Florida, and that you're not coming down to Florida. But perhaps there will be a day in the not-too-terribly-distant future that I find my way up there.

Lots of love being sent your way, as always.

MR style said...

love is a fuckin losin game i'd say !! i hate LOVE !! and above all good luck buddy !

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