MIAMI MANANA

I HATE FLYING
HUGE FEAR
I HAVE TRIED HYPNOTISM (DR REINER BEHAVIORAL CENTRE)
POSITIVE THOUGHTS
WORKED WITH MY HEALER ANDY SWAY ON IT
BUT IF I TAKE A FEW XANAX AND HAVE A FEW DRINKS..IM COOL
BUT I HATE IT


CAR PICKS US AT 5AM , ITS 224 AM NOW
I AM LEAVING AT 710 AM OUT OF LGA
I HAVE A SEAT IN FIRST CLASS ON DELTA
ARRIVE AT 10 28 AM

I AM STAYING UP ALL NIGHT (MY USUAL INSANE ROUTINE) IN ORDER TO BE SO EXHAUSTED THAT THE PILLS AND BOOZE WILL HIT QUICKER

DARRYL FLIES BACK WITH ME, AND BEN ESKRIDGE IS AS WELL. ROBYN SINCLAIR MEETS US THERE AS HE CONNECTS THERE FROM BAHAMAS. CANT WAIT TO SEE SARAH HAMILTON BAILEY.
THEY ARE ASLEEP, AND DONT GET MY FEAR. AT TIMES ITS THE BEGINNING OF A PANIC ATTACK..BUT DOESNT GET FULL BLOWN I KNOW , ITS NUTS.

ITS A FEAR OF LOSS OF CONTROL, SURE
ITS ALSO ONE OF MY IRRATIONAL NOTIONS...I WISH I DIDNT HAVE IT "THE CRAZIES"
I D LOVE TO TRAVEL MORE. IN MY 20S I WAS IN PARIS, LONDON MILAN ON A LOOP AND IN MIAMI AT LEAST 6 TIMES A YEAR. NOW I AM "LUCKY" IF I AM ON A PLANE TWICE A YEAR. I HOPE I SNAP OUT OF IT..ID LOVE TO BE IN LA ALOT MORE.

TODAY WAS MY LAST DAY OF WORK FOR THE YEAR
WE HAD SECRET SANTA/KRIS KRINGLE
TOOK ALOT OF LAST MINUTE BOOKINGS

EL PAIS FOR DOUG PICKETT( LIKE "T" MAGAZINE FOR BARCELONA"S SUNDAY PAPER)
SAKS CAMPAIGN WITH DOUG INGLISH FR DETAILS MAG FOR TRAVIS DAVENPORT
ISA WADE LUCAS KERR DOING SOME LA$T MINUTE TARGET MONEY STUFF THIS WEEK AND NEXT
WADE AND CHAD MAKING COINAGE DOING MACY$ NEXT WEEK
E LUXURY, MACYS SOUTH AND NORTHWEST BOOKED A BUNCH OF GUYS UP UNTIL DEC 22
'IM TOLD JEREMY SIMPSON IS GOING TO BE ON A COVER OF A VERY IMPORTANT RELAUNCHED IMAGE PIECE/CATALOGUE/HOTNESS IN FEBUARY..ITS GOING TO GET ALOT ALOT OF BUZZ....SO HAPPY
JEREMY IS ALSO SHOOTING GQ TOMORROW AS WELL WITH ERIC RAY DAVIDSON
SEAN HARJU AND BLAINE COOK SHOT ANOTHER DETAILS STORY WITH MATTHEW EDELSTEIN(EDITOR) AND PETER STANGLMYER.
SAM BOOKED EGLE FOR THE NEXT BARNEYS CAMPAIGN WITH DANIEL JACKSON(HOW EFFIN HOT IS THAT!)
BRANDON MILLS AND BLAINE COOK ARE SHOOTING FELD TOMORROW WITH FAUBEL CHRISTENSEN
I MET WITH TERRON WOOD TODAY...NEXT YEAR IS VERY IMPORTANT FOR HIM..I THINK PARIS SHOWS CAN AND WILL IMPACT HIS CAREER AND THE MERT N MARCUS/LOUIS VUITTON/MONDINO/ GAULTIER WILL TAKE NOTICE.
BLAINE IS DONG CALVIN KLEINS SHOW EXCLUSIVE IN MILAN IN JANUARY. HE ALLEGEDLY WILL OPEN AND CLOSE THE SHOW.
AITOR MATEO AND JARRET ROBINSON SHOW ARENA WITH MATTHIAS VRIENS ON MONDAY.

WHILE I AM TYPING I AM WATCHING THE HILLS SEASON FINALE(AGAIN)
LOVE THE SHOW, DIDNT LOVE THE ENDING
THEY SHOULD HAVE HAD HEIDO RUNNNIG TO LAURENS HOUSE BUT LAUREN EN ROUTE TO PARIS. WHATEVES.

SUCH BAD TV NOW ON. SOMEONE IN PROGRAMMING NEEDS TO STEP IT UP

A FEW QUESTIONS/THINGS/UH HUHS?AND WHATEVS

RACHEL RAY(EXPLAIN IT)
LOVVED PEREZ HILTON VH1 2007 WRAP UP SHOW..BUT WHATS WITH THE OBSESSION WITH ZAC EFRON...DONT GET IT. ALSO JENNA JAMISON NOW LOOKS LIKE PTER BURNS FROM DEAD OR ALIVE.
MADONNA HALL OF FAME(YEAH) MARCH 10TH IN NYC..I HAVE TO GO...I AM GOING TO GAG IF I DONT!
OK, I KIND OF THINK HE HILLS ISNT ALL FAKERY
BRODY JENNER IS A BOO..AND I THINK ID STILL DO SPENCER IF IT WAS 1995 AND I WAS ON E AND ON THE STEPS OF SOUND FACTORY(REMEMBER GUYS)

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AT OUR AGENCY PARTY I RAN INTO OLD OLD FRIEND DUSTIN DREW HOROWITZ. HE HASNT AGREE. NICE TO SEE HIM. I WAS SORT OF DISAPPOINTED THAT I DIDNT GET LOOSER AND DANCE MORE..BUT I AM SO INSECURE AS THE WEIGHT JUST REALLY PILED ON THIS YEAR(DUNNNZO) SHIT HAS TO CHANGE IN 2008.

ANYWAY, I AM GOING TO WATCH AN OLD STAND UP COMEDY SPECIAL FROM BRAVO OF CAROLINE RHEA. SO FUNY

XOXOX
SEND LOVE AND LIGHT TO ME

JASON