SLEEPLESS IN BATTERY PARK

LAYING ON MY BED
CANNOT SLEEP
WIND IS POUNDING AGAINIST MY WINDOW
I HAVE SO MUCH TO PLAN IN THE NEXT WEEK
AGENCY PARTY
GIFTS FOR FRIENDS LOVED ONES STAFF
KATIA BOUGHT 90% OF THE GIFTS TO OUR CLIENTS, AND WE HAVE BEEN BIKING THEM AROUND TODAY. I HAVE TO SAY WE R A VERY GENEROUS COMPANY FOR SUCH A "BOUTIQUE" AGENCY.
MY MAN IS AWAY(AGAIN)..MY HOUSEKEEPER CAME SO MY HOUSE DOESNT HAVE HIS SMELL, AND I WISH I COUDL SAVE HIS PILLOW CASE AND HIDE IT SO SHE CANT TOUCH IT SO ON NIGHTS LIEK THIS I CAN SAVOUR IT ...I KNOW...I KNOW..BUT IT IS WHAT IT IS..I LOVE HIS SMELL , I LOVE HIM
I GO TO MIAMI DEC14TH , I RENTED A SICK OCEAN APARTMENT FOR A MONT,,,BUT ILL ONLY ENJOY IT FOR 3 WEEKS. I HATE FLYING..DETEST IT..BUT MY BEST FRIEND DARRYLL WILL BE FLYING DOWN WITH ME SO I LL HAVE SOME MORAL SUPPORT.
I NEED TO LOSE SOME FUCKING WEIGHT..THE HOLIDAYS JUST MAKE ME GAIN 15 LBS AND 15 LBS I CANT AFFORD. I NEED TO LOSE 50 NOW!
I AM REALLY WORKING ON IT IN MY HEAD..NO MATTER WHAT I AM WORKING OUT TOMORROW.
THE MENS DIVISON HAS BILLED 300K IN THE PAST 3 DAYS..ITS ALMOST MIND BLOWING..AND WITHOUT TRYING TO SOUND LIKE A TOTAL ASSHOLE, ITS DESERVED. I WORK HARD, MY TEAM DOES..THE GUYS ARE FLAWLESS AND THE CLIENTS SEEM TO REALLY BE RESPONDING BY BOOKING OUR GUYS CONSISTENTLY. ITS TRULY A BLESSING(SO I AM NOT BLOCKING IT)
I FEEL LIEK SHIT THAT WE DIDNT (MODELHOMEPROJECT.COM)DIDNT GO TO NEW ORLEANS THIS YEAR. I WISH WE COULD PARTNER WITH BRAD PITTS COMPANY AND DO SOME THINGS WITH THEM...IT S A PART OF MY PLAN FOR 2008 TO DO MORE SERVICE..I ENJOY IT, AND NOT DOING IT MAKES ME FEEL SELFISH AND UNGRATEFUL. DESPITE MY TROUBLES IN MY YOUTH I HAVE BEEN GIVEN SO MUCH , AND I ENJOY GIVING BACK, BUT I GET LOST IN "THE WORK AND ITS A TIRED EXCUSE..SO I PLAN ON BEING MORE PROACTIVE AND CONTINUE(ALONG WITH JON PASSAVANT) TO WORK ON IT.
I HAD LUNCH WITH SIMON NESSMAN TODAY AT LES HALLES..I AM OLD ENOUGH TO BE HIS DAD, I FIND MYSELF TRYING TO PARENT HIM, AND THAT S NOT MY JOB. HE IS GOIN TO DO THE SHOWS IN MILAN AND PARIS IN JANARY SO I AM VVVERY EXCITED FOR HIM.
ALRIGHTY PEOPLE
SENDING LOVE AND LIGHT TO YOU ALL
SEND SOME BACK
I MISS MY SISTER SHELLY..CANT WAIT TO SEE HER IN MIAMI
XOXOXOXOXOXOXO
JASON