LOVE IS A LOSING GAME

I LOVE THAT SONG
HAVE YOU ALL HEARD IT?
IT TAKES MY BREATHE AWAY EVERYTIME I HEAR IT
ITS OFF OF AMY WNEHOUSE "BACK TO BLACK" ALBUM
IF YOU CHECK IT ON YOU TUBE TRY TO HEAR THE LIVE VERSION


I KIND OF FEEL LIKE SHIT TODAY
I WAS TO GO TO NADIA SHARIKS 50TH BIRTHDAY PARTY,BUT I JUST FELT THIS VIBE..PARTLY KNOWING ID RUN INTO SOME PEOPLE I DIDNT WANT TO SEE, ALSO NOT WANTING TO GO OUT AND GET PISSED. I HAVE COLITIS AND WHEN I DRINK TOO MUCH AND AM STRESSED IT DOES A NUMBER ON MY STOMACH. SO I BOWED OUT BY NOT TURNING UP AND I HOPE SHE ISNT OFFENDED. SENDING LOVE AND BEST BIRTHDAY WISHES TO HER.

WE R FRIGGIN BUSY AGAIN
FROM WHAT I AM TOLD BY THE POWERS THAT BE, BLAINE COOK KNOCKED IT OUT OF THE PARK WITH CALVIN KLEIN. KARL TEMPLER, FABIEN WERE ALL IMPRESSED WITH HIS FOCUS ONSET. IM TOLD THIS CAMPAIGN IS GOING TO BE AMAZING..CANT WAIT.

NATE IS UP FOR A COVER AND 12 PAGER WITH 10 MAGAZINE. SIMON IS UP FOR FERRE WITH DAVID SIMS. TYLER IS UP FOR REDKEN WITH GREG KADEL AND GUIDO PALAU. CHAD WHITE SHOT 6 PAGES OF ARENA....A STORY ABOUT HIM HAVING THE NEW MODEL BODY. ARNALDO SHOT IT. SIMON CHAD WHTE NATE SEAN HARJU SHANE SATHER(OUR NEXT BIG STAR)BLAINE ARE SHOOTING A JANUARY PORTRAIT STORY FOR DETAILS ( I PAGE EACH). CHAD FLIES TOLONDON SUNDY TO WORK THERE FOR 2 WEEKS STRAIGHT. CHRIS WHELAN IS IN PARIS FOR 2 MONTHS, WORKING NON STOP. TRAVIS DAVENPORT COMES BACK FROM PARIS NOV 23...CANT WAIT TO HAVE HIM BACK HERE.

I MISS MY MAN, HE IS NEVER HERE. I SPEND TOO MANY NIGHTS ALONE IN MY BED..AND THATS ROUGH..THE STRAIGHTS HAVE IT RIGHT WHEN THEY GET MARRIED AND CREATE A LIFE WITH SOMEONE..WHY CANT US GAYS GET THAT TOGETHER? ITS ALWAYS ABOUT THE HUNT FOR THE NEXT DICK, THE BEAUTY AND YOUTH OBESSION( THAT I HELP CREATE THRU MY JOB)..AND I DATE SOMEONE WHO IS BISEXUAL....SO I HAVE TO WORRRY ABOUT EVERY PERSON WHO SHAKES THEIR TITTIES AT HIM TOO..UGH...ILL SEE HIM TOMORROW..IM TAKING FRIDAY OFF...AND SHAGGING LIKE ITS MY JOB(OKWAAAAY).

HAVE YOU SEEN ON THEBLOGS THE PAPRAZZI PICS OF CLAUDIA SCHIFFER SHOOTING CHANEL? I DONT GET IT..I GET HER..BUT I DONT GET BRAD KROENIG IN THE PICS...REALLY? HE I STHAT MUCH A MUSE? I MEAN I GET AMBITION BUT DAMN REALLY? WOWSA

MY UNCLES COME TO TOWN NEXT TUESDAY FOR A WEEK. ITS GOING TO BE GAYTASTIC. THEY HAVE BEEN TOGETHER( AS PARTNERS) FOR 37 YEARS. THEY HAVENT SEEN MY NEW PLACE YET AND I AM EXCITED TO HAVE A GREAT TIME WITH THEM. ALSO THEY ARE GOING TO SHOW ME THE WONDEROUS WORLD OF WEIGHT WATCHERS...I NEED TO START SELF LOVING WITH TAKING CARE OF MYSELF RATHER THEN SELF MEDICATING WITH FOOD AND MERRIMENT.

ANYHOO
IM OUT
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