RANDOM PICTURES OF JOSHUA AND NICHOLAS

AMY WINEHOUSE IS A HOT MESS

AMY WINEHOUSE IS A HOT MESS
WHO IS NOT APOLOGIZING FOR IT

FRIDAY

HAPPY EASTER
TONITE IS MICHAEL ALTMANS BIRTHDAY PARTY AT THE BOWERY HOTEL AT 9PM
IF YOU ARE AROUND COME BY AND HAVE A DRINK OR 2 ..IT WOULD BE GREAT

HAVE A BLESSED HOLIDAY TO YOU AND YOURS

J

SEAN BILOSKI BY GREGORY VAUGHAN

HAVENT WRITTEN IN AWHILE

HI

HAVENT WRITTEN IN AWHILE
SEEMS THAT SO MANY PEOPLE READ THIS BLOG THAT NOT ONLY DOES EVERYONE IN MY LIFE SEEM TO KNOW EVERYTHING GOING ON WITH ME, BUT NOW I AM GETTING TONS OF ANONYMOUS COMMENTS POSTED HERE THAT ARE EVIL( BUT CERTAINLY FUNNY)
ITS FUNNY THAT WAYNE STERLING IS DEALING WITH THIS ON HIS VERY COOL SITE THEIMAGIST.COM

I FIND IT FUNNY THAT IN THE BUSINESS OF MANAGING MODELS THAT COMPETITORS WILL GO TO ANY LENGTH TO MAILGN PEOPLE, THINKING IT WILL GET THEM AHEAD. IT DOESNT. THE WORK ALWAYS SPEAKS FOR ITSELF. ALWAYS.

I PLANNING A TRIP TO TURKS AND CAICOS WITH MY BOO, SOMETIME IN LATE MAY EARLY JUNE.
STILL HAVENT DECIDED ON WHAT I AM DOING IN AUGUST. I AM REALLY FEELING L.A/ MAILBU/PALM SPRINGS.

RYAN SNYEDR IS BACK IN TOWN AND GETTING A GREAT RESPONSE. TONS OF OPTIONS CAME IN AFTER APPOINTMENT NUMBER 1
TESTINO IS IN TOWN, WHICH IS ALWAYS EXCITING.

SENDING TERRON AND TRAVIS TO EUROPE IN AUGUST, ALONG WITH LAWRENCE. CHAD MOVES THERE MID APRIL TIL END OF SUMMER.

WAITING TO ANNOUNCE BIG ORAINE BARRETT NEWS SOON HERE AS WELL.

IM OFF, TIME TO MAKE THE DOUGHNUTS

RYAN SNYDER BACK IN NYC

TOBY I$ THE NEW FACE OF RALPH LAUREN UNDERWEAR

BEING SHOT THIS FRIDAY BY RICHARD PHIBBS
TOBY WAS LAST SEEN IN BRITISH VOGUE SHOT BY PATRICK DEMARCHELIER FEATURING NAOMI CAMPBELL

ME AND 2 OF MY NEPHEWS JOSH AND NICHOLAS AND MY SISTER SAM

V MAN 9 TOP AGENCY STORY

I GUESS THIS MAKES US TOP 5
I AM SORT OF GEEKED ABOUT IT
BUT THEY SHOT IT DAYS BEFORE X MAS SO WE LOST SIMON, NATE, ROBYN FROM THE MIX
WAS HAPPY LAWRENCE STEIRS IS IN IT

Happy Birthday Nate Nesbitt

SOME OF BLAINE COOK'S FIRST POLAROIDS

POLO

BLAINE COOK FOR UPSTREET

OBSESSED WITH OPRAH'S BIG GIVE

INSPIRATIONAL
SHE WALKS THE TALK
ITS TOTALLY WHAT MODELHOMEPROJECT.COM IS ALL ABOUT
SO AMAZING
WATCH IS ABC SUNDAYS 9PM

CHAD WHITE AND MICHAEL JACKSON

IS IT ME OR IS CHAD DARKER THEN JACKO?

CHANCE STROOT

SUNDAY 11 44 AM

WOKE UP 9 37 AM
WATCHED SNL ON TIVO
AMY POEHLER WAS A HOT TRANNY MESS(LOL) SO BRILLIANT AS CHRISTIAN FROM PROJECT RUNWAY
HILARE.ORG

WENT TO GYM AT 10 45
RAN A MILE
DID SOME SHOULDERS
WHY DOES THE GYM MAKE ME FEEL LIKE I HAVE ENERGY? BUT I HATE IT!
ITS LIEK I FEEL SO ACCOMPLISHED JUST WALING IN THERE
AND I HATE DOING IT
THEN I AM LIKE, I DID IT,AND I FEEL BETTER AND I CANT MAKE THE CONNECTION
HELLLLLLLLO?!?

DOING BRUNCH AT MARITIME
THEN SO LIGHT SHOPPING
NEED SOME NEW PANTS FOR WORK
I WEAR THE SAME 4 PANTS BUT I HAVE 100S OF THEM LIKE CANDI SPELLING LOL
I AM A CREATURE OF HABIT
IF THE MARITIME COLLAPSED WHAT THE FRIG WHAT I DO?

ITS GORGEOUS OUT TODAY
SUNNY AND VERY BRISK
LIVING
LOVE IT

LOTS OF BOOKINGS COMING UP
ROBYN SINCLAIR DOUG PICKETT CHRIS COLLINS TERRON WOOD AND TRAVIS DAVENPORT ARE ALL DOING POLO INSTORE
NATE NESBIT IS DOING EXPRESS WITH TERRY T$IOLI$.
HAVE SOME FIERCE TRANNY OPTIONS FOR CALVINKLEIN JEANS WITH STEVEN MEISEL
CHRIS WHELAN GOT OPTIONED FOR DOLCE AND GABBANA
KERRY DEGMAN SHOT THE COVER OF TETU( SHOCKING)
TONS OF TARGET, BLOOMINGDALES , SAKS NEIMANS ETC TONS OF IT
ARNALDO ANAYA LUCCA IS SHOOTING EVERY DAY AND SEEMINGLY USING ALL OF OUR GUYS. MONEY ON A LOOP HONEY, THE GUYS THAT ARE WORKING ARE WORKING ALOT.
CHANCE JUST DID A MAJOR TEST WITH GREGORY VAUGHAN. ITS HIS STAR TURN..ILL POST SOME HERE. ITS FIERCE TRANNY HOTNESS.
CHAD WHITE AND RYAN SNYDER TO BE DOING NAUTICA. RYAN SNYDER MOVES HERE FOR A MONTH NEXT WEEK. NYC WILL BE ON FIRE. LOL
OK, WELL IM OFF
XOXO
J

ENRIQUE MIRON BY GREGORY VAUGHAN

SATURDAY 7 50 PM

OK
IVE BEEN COUPED UP ALL DAY DUE TO THIS INSANE WEATHER WE ARE HAVING IN NYC
SOOOOO BECAUSE OF THIS........
I WANT TO GO OUT AND GO NUTS
DRINK, BE MERRY, SNOG A STRANGER( OR 2)
BUT I HAVE YOGA IN THE AM, AND IF I GO OUT AND CARRY ON( WHICH WOULD DEFINITELY HAPPEN..I WOULD FEEL TOTAL GUILT FOR CANCELLING MY YOGA INSTRUCTOR AT THE LAST MINUTE, AND THEN GUILTY FOR WASTING THE $135 SHE CHARGES PER SESSION ( WHICH I PAY IN BULK AND IN ADVANCE)
ELLEN, MY YOGA GURU, HAS BEEN ON HOLIDAY FOR 2 WEEKS. SHE ASKED ME TO WORK OUT WHILE SHE WAS GONE. SURE. THATS WHAT HAPPENED. I WENT TO THE GYM ONCE IN 14 DAYS AND I RAN FOR 30 MINUTES. U DO THE MATH.
I HAVE PRETTY MUCH STOPPED DRINKING DIET COKE, BUT HAVE HAD A FEW CANS HERE AND THERE. AS OPPOSED TO THE 6 ID HAVE A DAY..SO PROGRESS( THANKS RO)
TOMORROW I AM TO DO YOGA, THEN GYM TIME(LOL) THEN BRUNCH WITH THE USUALS ( BEN/BRAD...ET AL) WE ARE LIKE SEX AND THE CITY..OUR SACRED MARITIME BAR BRUNCH BUT WE WOUDLDCALL IT.."HUNG OVER IN THE WEST VILLAGE" ID SO BE MIRANDA..CAREER OBSESSED CHUBBY LESBIAN WHO MUST CONTROL EVERYTHING. ANYHOO......
I ORDERED A HUGE HERO SANDWICH, AND SOME CHIPS..IM FEELING IT SO FUCK IT
IF I M NOT FEEDING ONE VICE( BOOZE.LOL) ILL FEED ANOTHER ONE( FOOD) OR I CAN SHOP FOR A BUNCH OF NEW BLACK TEE SHIRTS..OH NO! WHAT TO DO
THIS MAY BE MY MOST BLATANT HONEST RANT TO DATE..LOL
I AM LAYING TUMMY DOWN ON MY BED WITH REALLY NOTHING TO DO
SO RATHER THEN WALK THE 30 STEPS TO THE GYM IN MY BUILDING I WILL CHOW DOWN WATCH TIVOED CHELSEA LATELY AND FEEL GUILTY AFTER WARDS. ITS LIKE HAVING HOT ADULTEROUS SEX , CLIMAXING, AND THEN FEELING LIKE SHIT. ITS A CYCLE.
AS MUCH AS I HAVE MY SHIT TOGETHER, I HAVE MY FLAWS( REALLY????,LOL).
I THINK THIS IS A STRUGGLE ALOT OF PEOPLE HAVE. ITS HUMAN WEAKNESS
I AM MY OWN WORST CRITIC
I HAVE A MAN WHO LOVES ME
BUT IN THE CLOSET ( ISH)
I HAVE A FABULOUS CAREER THAT I AM PROUD OF( BUT TAKES UP ALL MY TIME)
I HAVE 2 AMAZING SISTERS AND THREE ANGELS IN MY NEPHEWS
I HAVE 4 OF THE BEST FRIENDS YOU COULD EVER ASK FOR
BUT YET I AM ALONE
IN MY CHIC APARTMENT
WAITING ON A SANDWICH AND CHIPS
FEEDING THE WEAKNESS

IT IS WHAT IT IS
BUT MY EYES ARE OPEN

XO
J

SIMON NESSMAN FOR CRASH MAGAZINE

SO MUCH TO SAY

AND HOW THE HELL CAN I?
I NEED TO RANT
BUT TOO MANY PEOPLE READ THIS BLOG

I FEEL LIKE I AM BEING PULLED INTO A MILLION DIRECTIONS
AT 38 I THOUGHT MY LIFE WOULD BE DIFFERENT
I NEVER THOUGHT ID BE WORKING THIS HARD STILL
I THOUGHT ID BE ABLE TO TAKE A BREATHE, ENJOY

I DONT REMEMBER A TIME WHERE I COULD JUST SIGH
AND NOT WORRY ABOUT THE NEXT DRAMA
I AM MISSING SO MUCH
I AM ALWAYS SO TIRED

SOMETHING HAS TO GIVE

DO PEOPLE WHO KNOW ME KNOW HOW HARD I WORK?
DO THE PEOPLE WHO LOVE ME WORRY ABOUT ME?

AM I JUST BEING "DRAMATIC" ?MAYBE?
BUT I CAN DO WHAT I WANT I GUESS

I FEEL LIKE I SPEND SO MUCH TIME MAKING SURE EVERYONE ELSE/EVERYTHING ELSE IS OK, THAT WHEN I FINALLY GET AROUND TO ME I EITHER DONT CARE OR TOO EXHAUSTED.

AND I KNOW THAT HAS TO CHANGE. I KNOW I NEED A SORT OF MENTAL MAKEOVER.

I KNOW MY LIFE ISNT BAD. I KNOW I HAVE SURMOUNTED ALOT OF OBSTACLES. I HAVE PLAYED AGAINST TYPE MY ENTIRE LIFE. AND FOR ALL MY BITCHING I AM GRATEFUL FOR THE JOURNEY. BUT I AM TRULY AT A FORK IN THE ROAD. AND I AM CONTEMPLATING WHERE I GO AND WHAT I DO. I WANT TO BE HAPPIER( AND I AM HAPPY) BUT I GUESS I WANT MORE JOY. THATS EXACTLY WHAT I WANT..JOY. AND I WANT IT AT WORK, AND I WANT IT IN MY LOVE. I HAVE IT WITH MY FAMILY AND FRIENDS.

SO , HERE'S TO JOY

SIMON NESSMAN UPDATE BY RAD HOURANI

THE NEW AND IMPROVED TRAVIS HANSON

MONDAY 5 46 PM

SO
THIS KID JOE LAZO COMES AND SEES ME
IS UNHAPPY WITH HIS AGENCY RED
TELLS ME CLIENTS COMPLAIN THAT THEY HARASS THEIR CLIENTS ENDLESSLY TO SEE PEOPLE OR WHEN THERE IS A CASTING THEY SEND EVERYONE
I HAVE HEARD THIS ABOUT RED FROM A LOT OF CLIENTS.. CLOGGING UP EMAILS, SENDING TONS OF CARDS. LEAVING TONS OF VOICEMAILS..ETC
BUT NEW AGENCIES HAVE TO HUSTLE..I DID WHEN I WORKED AT BOSS AND JOINED MAJOR. BUT I HAD THE RIGHT MODELS AT THE RIGHT TIME AND I HAD A LITTLE MORE , LETS SAY CREDIBILTY
BUT THE PERSONAL ATTACK THAT THESE PEOPLE HAVE WAGED AGAINIST ME IS INSANE
MODELS LEAVE AGENCIES..[POINT OF FACT
CONTRACTS PROTECT ALL PARTIES BUT DOESNT JUSTIFY BEING ENSLAVED TO THEM.
IN 18 YRS AS AN AGENT I HAVE NEVER SEEN AN AGENCY NOT , IN GOOD FAITH , NEGOTIATE TERMS.
THE KID IS A GOOD KID, AND SMART AND FOUND OUT QUICK THAT THE WAY HE WAS BEING "HANDLED" WAS "LACKLUSTER" AT BEST.
BUT WHAT DO I HAVE TO DO WITH IT? I AM SOMEONE WHO JUST TOOK A MEETING, I DONT NEED TO SOLICIT MODELS. MY BOARD, MY WORK SPEAKS FOR ITSELF. I DONT NEED TO POACH, PEOPLE COME BECAUSE WE DO A SOLID PROFESSIONAL CONSISTENT JOB.
I FIND IT FUNNY THAT THIS AGENCY IS ACCUSING ME OF SOLICITING A MODEL OF THEIRS WHEN THEY NOTORIOULSY SKULK AROUND "THE GYM" ON 26TH STREET AND APPROACH GUYS WHILE THEY R WORKING OUT OR , LOL GETTING OUT OF THE SHOWER. I BELEIVE ONE OF THEIR AGENTS WENT UP TO CHAD WHITE AND SAID " WHEN ARE YOU JOINING RED? HE SAID "WHAT IS RED?" MY THOUGHTS EXACTLY

I AM PISSED
THERE HAS TO BE SOME SORT OF LINE IN THE SAND, UNCROSSED
I WAS A REAL SHITHEAD PRICK WHEN I WAS IN MY EARLY 20S BUT I GREW FROM THAT. I LEARNED IT DIDNT SERVE ME WELL. I STILL , AT AGE 38, HAVE TO HEAR ABOUT THOSE MISTAKES, BUT TRULY I AM GRATEFUL FOR IT. KEEPS ME SOMEWHAT GROUNDED . BUT I AM TIRED OF PEOPLE WHO SHOULD BE SHOWING RESPECT TO THE ONES WHO CAME BEFORE THEM. WHEN WAS IT OK TO BE JUST BE BELLIGERENT AND TACKY. YOU LOST A MODEL? DEAL WITH IT THRU THE PROPER CHANNELS. WHY HARASS THIS KID? AND MAJOR FOR THAT MATTER? CANT WE FIND ANOTHER WAY TO COPE?
I HAVE ALWAYS GENUINELY FELT RED HAD AN AMAZING EYE FOR TALENT AND LEFT IT THERE. BUT I HAVE HAD TO ENDURE A STEAD Y STREAM OF GUYS THAT CALL ME SAYING RED SENT ME, AND THEY LINE UP IN OUR OPEN CALL AND THEY ARE HIDEOUS. RED THINKING THEY R BEING CUTE LIKE I NEED A REFERRAL FROM THEM. I NEVER ADDRESSED IT. I HAVE HAD TO HEAR UNTRUE BULLSHIT ABOUT WHAT JOHN BABIN HAS SAID ABOUT ME AND WE HAVENT WORKED TOGETHER IN 15 YEARS. WHY CANT PEOPLE JUST LET IT BE. WISH SOMEONE WELL AND MOVE ON? WHY MUST PEOPLE UNDERCUT AND MALIGN EACH OTHER IN ORDER TO TRY AND "LOOK BETTER"..GUESS WHAT , UNLESS YOU CAN BACK IT UP IT MAKES YOU LOOK CHILDISH AND UNPROFESSIONAL....THIS IS WHY THE KID LEFT IN THE FIRST PLACE

ONE TO GROW ON..HMM?

THIS IS MY RANT AND IT STAYS HERE
HAS NOTHING TO DO WITH MAJOR ANYMORE..ITS MY BLOG
I AM DEEPLY OFFENDED AND WILL DEFINITELY MOVE ON
IT JUST GOES TO SHOW THE LENGTHS PEOPLE GO TO TREAD
LEAD BY EXAMPLE , RED.

PEACE

MONDAY 8 53 AM

OK
ONCE AGAIN I AM WAKING UP EXHAUSTED
WTF!

CHECKED OUT STYLE.COM AND FRILLR...EGLE WORKED THE SHIT OUT OF VUITTON. LIKE KILLED IT. ISNT IT FUNNY HOW FASHION PEOPLE GET SO EXCITED ABOUT WHO OPENS SHOWS? DEAL WITH IT, ITS REAL AND ITS DEEP. KELLI LUMI OPENED NINA RICCI AS WELL..WHICH IS EQUALLY AS SICK. ITS KIND IF GREAT AND A SIGN OF WHATS TO COME FOR SURE.

SIMONS 01 VISA GOT APPROVED SO FINALLY THE BOY CAN TRAVEL. HE CONFIRMED H AND M TODAY (EUROS BITCHES) AND HAS MAJOR MAJOR OPTIONS COMING UP. MAJOR

BLAINE GOT RENEWED FOR CALVIN. YES BITCHES...RENEWED.

MY 38 YR OLD ASS IS STILL FEELING Y BLACKOUT TEQUILA THURSDAY. ITS FUNNY, IT SEEMS EVERYONE WHO WENT TO DINNER( AX TEAM, ASSORTED MODELS ETC) ALL MISSED FRIDAY BY A LONG SHOT. IM TOLD MY NEIGHBORS CALLED THE POLICE BECAUSE MY MUSIC WAS ON TOO LOUD AT 10 15 PM( WHICH I DONT REMEMBER) ..AND MY STEROE HAS ONE SPEAKER THAT WORKS...RIDICK.THIS BUILDING IS WAY TOO STUFFY.

THE GAYS ARE KI KIING ABOUT KERRY DEGMAN. I MEAN EVERY FRIGGING BLOG IS POSTING EVERY PIC THEY SEE ON OUR MAJOR BLOG. ITS GOING TO BE ANOTHER CHAD WHITE SCENARIO AND I WAS HOPING TO TRY AND TAKE THAT UP A NOTCH( NOT THAT CHADRIQUEZ DIDNT KICK BOOTAY..BUT I DO LIKE TO TRY AND CHALLENGE MYSELF WHEN I CAN)

ANYHOOZLEBEES.I AM OFF LIKE A PROM DRESS
SEE YA

J

L WORD

THE L WORD USED TO BE ONE OF MY FAVORITE SHOWS
THIS NEW SEASON MAKES NO SENSE

MAX(PLAYED BY DANIELA SEA) IS A TRANS MAN AND IS NOW DATING A GAY MAN
AM I THAT OLD THAT I DONT GET IT?

IS ANYONE OUT THERE STILL WATCHING THIS SHOW....I AM CURIOUS

XO

KERRY DEGMAN BY MICHAEL TAMMARO

THIS KID IS SO BEAUTIFUL
SO EXCITED ABOUT THIS ONE

EGLE OPENS VUITTON

CONGRATS MAJOR
THATS F**KING INSANE

PJ HARVEY

ANYONE WHO GETS THIS REFERNCE

wednesday 11 39 pm

LONG DAY
JUST WRAPPED DINNER WITH MODELS AND CO
I AM WIPED
LONG DAY AT OFFICE
SEEM SLIEK ITS JUST GOING TO GET BUSIER AND BUSIER

HOW AM I EATING LESS AND WORKING OUT AND STILL NOT LOSING WEIGHT? I SO FRUSTRATED
TODAY I HAD A BOWL OF SOUTH BEACH CEREAL WITH SKIM MILK, STEAM SHRIMP WITH VEGGIES FO RLUNCH,A ND 4 OZ OF STEAK AND STEAMED VEGGIES.
ALL I WANT IS CHICKEN WINGS
UGH
MY BF SAID HE WANTS TO TAKE ME ON HOLIDAY FOR A WEEK, BUT ILL BELIVE IT WHEN I SEE IT
KERRY DEGMAN IS GETTING A HUGE RESPONSE
HE IS DEFINITELY GOING TO B A HUGE STAR FOR US
JEREMY SIMPSON IS GOING TO MILAN FOR A MONTH THEN OFF TO LA FOR SOME MAJOR THEATRICAL APPOINTMENTS.

I NEED TO TRY AND SLEEP
ILL WRITE TOMORROW

XO
J

TILDA SWINTON

DID YOU HEAr HER OSCAR SPEECH?
SHE IS GIVING HER OSCAR TO HER AGENT
WOW
SOMETHING TO THINK ABOUT

HILARY SWANK SCARES ME

SEE SEEMS SHE IS A XENU LOVING SCIENTOLOGIST

LOVE TILDA SWINTON...SO BEAUTY/SPOOKY A TIM WALKER/INEZ AND VINOODH DREAM

OSCAR COVERAGE

SO FAR BEST DRESSED

KIMORA LEE
ANNE HATHAWAY
KERI RUSSELL
AMY RYAN
MARION COTTILARD..SO SEXY..LIKE FRANCE'S ANGELINA JOLIE



GEORGE CLOONEY
JAVIER BARDEM


THATS IT SO FAR

ROBYN SINCLAIR ENRIQUE MIRON TERRON WOOD AND ARNALDO ANAYA LUCCA

SATURDAY 11 19 PM

I AM SOOO EXCITED
SATURDAY NIGHT LIVE IS ONE OF MY FAVORITE SHOWS OF ALL TIME AND ITS LIVE AGAIN! LOL
MEANING SINCE THE WRITERS STRIKE THEY HAVE BEEN REAIRING OLD EPISODES AND IT BEEN TAXING TO SAY THE LEAST
TINA FEY HOSTS I CANT WAIT

I DID NOTHING TODAY
READ AMERICAN VOGUE COVER TO COVER
NOT LIVING FOR THE EDITORIAL
MEISEL SHOULD SHOOT IT ALL, AND MAYBE TESTINO. ...I DONT GET WHERE ITS GOING
IT LOOKS BEAUTIFUL, BUT ENOUGH WITH COCO AND CAROLINE TRENTINI. I GET IT..THEY R "VOGUE" GIRLS..BUT WHERE IS LARA STONE? HILARY RHODA?KINGA? MEGAHN COLLISION? CATHERINE MCNEIL?
CRAIG MCDEAN SHOT THE HELL OUT OF MEGHAN IN THE NEW W..PICK IT UP!

MARCH GQ, WHERE WERE THE MODELS? MICHAEL A FROM WILLY WAS SHOT BY PAOLA KUDACKI AND I THINK THATS ALL SHE WROTE! I LOVE GQ, I LOVE WHEN MY GUYS ARE IN IT I GUESS I AM JUST SALTY. I AM THRILLED ABOUT MARCH DETAILS BECAUSE WE HAD SO MANY GUYS IN IT.

I CANNOT WAIT TO SEE GQ STYLE AND V MEN
I HEARD V 52 DID AN EYES OF LAURA MARS STORY WITH LINDA EVANGELISTA AND RAQUEL ZIMMERMANN
HOTNESS
I ALSO HEARD MADONNA IS SHOOTING APRIL VANITY FAIR COVER WITH MEISEL
LIVING FOR THAT HOTNESS
MADONNA ALBUM COMES OUT SOON AND I CAN HARDLY WAIT

I AM HAVING BRUNCH WITH CAMERON AND ROSS IN BILLYBURG TOMORROW. THEN I HAVE TO START PREPPING FOR MY OSCAR PARTY. IN BED RIGHT AFTER AS I KNOW MONDAY AND THE COMING WEEK WILL BE LONGGGGG. I FEEL THE WAVE OF ADVERTISING SEASON AND I WANT TO BE PREPARED.

OK TS 11 26
IM GOING TO GRAB A WEIGHT WATCHERS IC CREAM BAR
MOISTURIZE MY ASHY ASS ELBOWS, AND LUXURIATE WITH TINA FEY

BESOS Y ABRAZOS

J

POLO SHOOT IN PALM SPRINGS FEB 21

IN PICTURE
ENRIQUE MIRON
ROBYN SINCLAIR
TERRON WOOD
ARNALDO ANAYA LUCCA
BEN ESKRIDGE
MERYL KEATOR
OLLIE (VYN)
ALEX LOOMANS (DNA)

FRIDAY NIGHT 7 09 PM

TOOK THE DAY OFF AS A SNOW DAY
NEVER STOPPED WORKING

BOOKINGS:
BRIAN DAVENPORT FOR RUGBY POLO ( REPLACING SOME VISA LESS MODEL FROM EUROPE WHO COUDLNT GET IT THE COUNTRY)
ZOO MAGAZINE WITH JOE LALLY WITH RILEY KEOUGH AND SIMON NESSMAN
DETAILS WITH ERIK SWAIN FOR NATE NESBITT
TONS OF MACYS NY

USUAL NONESENEREY

LOVE THE SNOW


RECONNECTED, THRU THIS BLOG WITH MY HIGH SCHOOL PROM DATE JEN S.
THRILLED
GOTTA LOVE THE 'NET

LIVING FOR YOU ALL
BUT I AM LOOKING FOWARD TO SOME DECOMPRESSION TONITE

XOXO

IT WAS WHAT IT WAS

TODAY WAS SORT OF DOUCH-Y..SORT OF THERAPEUTIC

I HAD BREAKFAST AT THE MERCER HOTEL WITH MY BEST FRIEND SINCE HIGH SCHOOL CAMERON CARPENTER. I LOVE HIM SO MUCH..ITS TRULY A BLESSING TO HAVE YOUR BEST FRIEND FROM HGH SCHOOL( AND WE LIVED IN FORT LAUDERDALE, HONEY) LIVING IN YOUR SAME TOWN 20 YRS LATER. WE CAUGHT UP ON EACH OTHERS CONFLAMA DRAMAS AND HAD QUITE A LEISURELY(AND PERHAPS FANCY) TIME OF IT.
I SCHLEPPED A BUNCH OF MARCH MAGAZINES WITH ME DOWN FROM THAT MAGAZINE SHOP ON LAFAYETTE AND SPRING AND IT WAS THE WIND WAS LASHING AROUN DLIKE A HURRICANE...AND ITS F**KING FREEZING OUT AND I M NOT WEARING SOCKS BECAUSE I STILL HAVE A THING FOR MIAMI VICE( I AM A SCHMUCK..LOL)...
I GET TO WORK AT 1030 TO BE TOLD THAT ONE OF MY FAVORITE MODELS, RYAN HEAVYSIDE IS LEAVING ME AND MAJOR. ALTHOUGH THE WRITING WAS ON THE WALL ONCE WE DROPPED CLINT MAURO ( AND MOREOVER DROPPED WORKING WITH AL DAVID..THE NIPSEY RUSSEL OF THE MODELLING BIZ) THAT WE D LOSE RYAN EVENTUALLY. IT SUCKED BECAUSE HE CALLED YESTERDAY AND TOLD ME THAT AL-ZILLA WAS PUSHING HIM TO LAVE BUT HE WOUDLNT, ALAS HE DID. I HAVE NO ANGER TOWARDS HIM, HE IS WITH SAM AT FORD NOW AND SAM IS GOOD PEOPLE. BUT ITS STILL SAD TO LOSE SOMEONE U CARE ABOUT..BUT IT IS WHAT IT IS Y'ALL.
AL WROTE ON OF HIS BIBLICAL NASTY EMAILS TO KATIA THAT SHE FOWARDED ME. SHE REFUSES TO "ANSWER" IT AS HER HUSBAND AS BANNED ALL THINGS AL DAVID FROM HER LIFE . AL HAS A TENDENCY TO CALL/STALK/HARASS PEOPLE AND SPEAK ENDLESSLY ON THE PHONE TO TRY AND GET HIS "POINT" ACROSS" AND IF HE CANT HE FEIGNS SUICIDE. OK ENOUGH WITH THE UGLY I AM MOVING ON. BREATHE IN LIGHT BREATHE OUT DARK.
I HAVE MY OWN OFFICCE IN THE NEW SPACE AND FINALLY I AM ABLE TO GET AROUND AND DECORATE IT. BEN SUGGESTED DOING IT TOTALLY JONATHAN ADLER BUT I AM NOT. I AM GOING TO 2 LAMPS THERE,BUT I AM SORTED OF FEELING MOSS AND ABC , PERSONALLY. I HAVE POLAROIDED MY TV TO TRY AND GET MIRANDA PRIESTLY'S DESK AND FRAMES FROM THE DEVIL WEARS PRADA ..BUT THAT IS GOING TO TAKE A MOMENT TO ACTUALLY MAKE HAPPEN.
AS THE MARCH BOOKS ARE OUT, WE R CHANGING CARDS, UPDATING BOOK/WEB/BLOG, AND GETTING THE MODELS IN NYC WITHIN THE NEXT WEEK.
I FOUND THIS AMAZING GUY, EDILSON FROM BRAZIL WHO IS A STUNNER. WE GOT GEOFRREY FROM BRUSSELLES, KERRY DEGMAN ( WHO TRULY IS A A MIX OF CHANNING TATUM /CHAD WHITE/AND MARK WALHBERG CALVIN KLEIN ERA) HE IS SMOKKKING HOT.
EGLE IS OPTIONED WITH S MEISEL FOR VOGUE AND FERRE. AND IT LOOKS LIKE SESSILEE WILL BE WORKING WITH LA MEISEL AGAIN ( GO MAJOR WOMEN, GO HEAD) AND WE HAVE TH EUSUAL OPTIONS. TONS FOR POLO, NAUTICA, CALVIN, JOOP ETC.
I AM HOPING THAT OUR NEW SCHOOL OF BOYS( BLAINE, SIMON, TERRON , TRAVIS TYLER S ) STILL DOMINATE) BUT I WANT TO SEE JEREMY SIMPSON, ORAINE, RYAN CLARK, SHANE SATHER, CHANCE STROOT DO THEIR THING TOO..ITS GONNA HAPPEN..I FEEL IT
MY MAN AND I ARE IN A GREAT PLACE. WE SEE EACH OTHER ALOT..SPEND NIGHT OVER EACH OTHERS..WE R GOOD. ONE FUNNY THING WITH US, I SNORE AND HE FARTS CONSTANTLY..ITS NOT CUTE IN FACT, ITS PRETTY TRAGIC. I WAKE UP FROM HIM POKING MY RIBS 'CAUSE IM SNORING I WAKE UP TO A FART CLOUD THAT STINKS. BUT I WOULDNT HAVE IT ANY OTHER WAY.
I MAY TAKE TOMORROW OFF TO JUST HAVE A "DOWN DAY" AND CHILL, AS A PRE REST FOR INSANE HOURS DURING ADVERT SEASON. HAVENT DECIDED YET
I AM SEEING THE KIDS THIS SUNDAY AS WELL..I THINK I MAY SWALLOW A SET OF KNIVES IF I HAVE TO GO TO THE ESPN ZONE WITH THEM, BUT THEY LOVE IT, I LOVE THEM SO ILL SUCK IT UP!

LIVING FOR
BARACK OBAMA( EVEN HILARY TOO)
THE WEEKEND
LESS DRAMA
THE OSCARS AND THE SUNDAY E! CHANNEL COVERAGE
POSSIBLE SNOW SOON
THE HILLS COMINGBACK IN MARCH
___________________________
OVER IT BIGTIME
ENTITLED MODELS
THE FREEZING COLD
JOHN MCCAIN AND HIS BIG BAG OF BS
NO MORE POLAROIDS( SHIT, NO!!!!)

IM OUTTIE BITCHES
XOXO

JEREMY SIMPSON FOR ABERCROMBIE AND FITCH RELAUNCH OF QUARTERLY

NEW TO TOWN KERRY DEGMAN

WITHOUT A QUESTION THIS KID IS GOING TO BE HUGE FOR US

I AM SO EXCITED TO BE REPPING HIM

ROBYN SINCLAIR SHOT MONDAY

INTRODUCING JOE LAZO NOW WITH MAJOR

MORE NATE NESBITT FOR EMPORIO ARMANI

BY ALASDAIR MCLELLAN

SNEAK PEEK ...ROBYN SINCLAIR AND TERRON WOOD FOR FALL POLO RALPH LAUREN

THIS IS THE GATEFOLD OF MARCH GQ AND ALSO WILL BE IN EVERY MAGAZINE WORLDWIDE
PHOTOG: ARNALDO ANAYA LUCCA(DEFACTOINC.COM)
STYLIST: BEN ESKRIDGE FOR POLO

SUPER EFFING EXCITING

MONDAY 933 AM

I WOKE UP AT 3 AM WIDE AWAKE
BUT WAS ABLE TO FALLBACK ALSEEP

WE R CLOSED TOTDAY
BUT EUROPE IS OPEN
EMAILS FROM ZEGNA, SELECT, PREMIER IN UK, JOSH PENCE, BRYAN BOY

LAWRENCE STIERS IS IN LONDON WORKING WITH ALEXANDER MCQUEEN ALL WEEK.
RYAN VIGILANT WHO WAS BOOKED LAST WEEK FOR ABERCROMBIE AND FITCH WAS KEPT OVER FOR AN ADDITIONAL WEEK WITH BRCUE WEBER FOR RUEHL AND GILLY HICKS. SIMON NESSMANN HAS THE SICKEST LIST OF OPTIONS COMING UP. ITS AMAZNG IN FACT.BRIAN DAVENPORT, TRAVIS DAVENPORTS TWIN BROTHER (SEE PIC) IS JOINING HIS BROTHER ON SET TO SHOOT POLO 'S US OPEN LINE.

TODAY I AM GOING TO EXERCISE, TAN, MYBE BUT SOME CD"S AND ORGANIZE THE CLOSETS IN MY GUEST ROOM AND HALLWAYS.
I THINK I AM SEEING BENNY FOR DINDIN

ANYWAYS IM OFF
XOXOX
J

POOKS

when u dont see me
i am dreaming of you

your smell
your touch

you haunt me
and im lost

i always hear your breathing
close to my ear and neck

your lip sliding between mine
haunting me

i love you

SUNDAY MORNING 825 AM

WHY CANT I SLEEP A GOOD 10 HOURS. I WAKE UP EXHAUSTED, I DONT UNDERSTAND.

HAVING BRUNCH TODAY WITH BEN BRAD ROBYN ABI MERYL N JOEL.
HAVE TO BUY A TV FOR MY GUEST ROOM.

NEED A PEDICURE...AND A TAN
SAW MY NEPHEWS YESTERDAY. TOOK THEM TO ESPN ZONE
THEY ARE SPORTS FANATICS

LATER

ATTITUDE MAGAZINE....CHAD WHITE ON COVER..RUN OUT AND GET IT NOW

NEW FACE EDILSON NASCIMENTO FROM BRAZIL

PHOTOS BY GREGORY VAUGHAN

TRYING TO FIGURE HOW TO DO MULTIPLE PICTURE POSTINGS

DAMON WILLIS AND NATE NESBITT

TWO OF MY FAVE PEOPLE I WORK WITH

LIVING! I THINK I HAVE FIGURED THIS OUT. PRAISE HIM!

ALBUM DUE IN APRIL
HOLLAH BITCHES

NATE NESBITT FOR EMPORIO ARMANI BY ALASDAIR MCLLELAN. MMMMMMMMMAJOR

FRIDAY DAY OFF

OK
THIS IS HOW I SPENT FRIDAY
WOKE UP AT LIKE 645 AM
COULDNT SLEEP
CHECKED MY EMAILS
LOGGED ON TO STYLE.COM,VOGUE.CO.UK
THEIMAGIST.COM, PEREZHILTON.COM..QUEERCLICK.COM(ITS FUN)
AND SAW OUR GIRL SESSILEE LOPEZ ON THE HOMEPAGE OF STYLE.COM IN VIVIENNE WESTWOOD..I GAGGGGGGED. SO HAPPY FOR HER. WE R TURNNG HER AROUND. AS WAYNE SAYS, ITS COMING TOGETHER.LOL.

RATHER THEN GO TO THE GYM, ENJOY THE DAY, I ANSWERED EMAIL AFTER EMAIL AFTER EMAIL FO WORK CRAP. IM LIKE OBSESSED WITH WORKING. MY BLACKBERRY OFFICIALLY IS A CRACKBERRY..IF I COULD TEACH IT TO CLEAN MY HOUSE IT WOULD BECOME MY HOUSEKEEPER. I DIDNT NOTHING TODAY
I WATCHED THE VIEW, CNN, WILL AND GRACE RERUNS AND ANSWERED OVER 400 EAMILS ALL MORNING AND EARLY AFTERNOON
WE R BUSY AND AD SEASON HASNT EVEN STARTED YET. CLIENTS ARE CALLING AND WE HAVE NO ONE AVAILABLE. ITS COOL AND FRUSTRATING.

I DID FINALLY VENTURE OUT TO FIND A LOVESEAT FOR MY BEDROOM , AT JOHNATHAN ADLER, BUT I AM NOT WAITING 12 WEEKS FOR ONE. EFF THAT. I AM GOING TO CHECK POTTERY BARN AND BLOOMINGDALES THIS WEEKEND.

READING A BOOK JOE LALLY WROTE(an uneditted manuscript maybe) CALLED " THE INFRARED SUMMER"....ITS SO TRIPPY I FEEL LIKE I AM ON MUSHROOMS..AN DI ONLY DID THAT ONCE A LONG TIME AGO WITH MARCUS "S" MY MODEL OF THE MOMENT IN 1994...THE BOOK IS OUT THERE AND WRITTEN BRILLIANTLY. TRAVELS QUICKLY BETWEEN DREAMS, REALITIES, DIFFERENT DIMENSIONS AT A BLINK...BUT ITS ALOT TO FOLLOW I THINK ILL NEED A DRINK TO FINISH IT .

MY BF WROTE ME THE MOST BEAUTIFUL LOVELETTER..IT TOO PERSONAL FOR MY BLOG. BUT ILL TRESURE IT . I FEEL LIEK RYAN GOSLING IN THE NOTEBOOK(ROTFLMAO) . WE R IN A GOOD GOOD PLACE.

A GREAT NEW FAC JUST JOINED THE AGENY NAMED JOE LAZO. CJECK MY MAJOR BLOG NEXT WEEK FOR PICS. ALSO SCOTT BARNHILL JOINED US LAST WEEK. A BLAST FOM THE RECENT PAST IS SUPPOSED TO BE REJOINING US MONDAY IF E REALLY HAS HIS SHIT..DUNNO YET

ANYWAY
SPEAK LATER
XOXOXO
J

EXHAUSTED

LONG DAY
ILL JUST BREAK IT DOWN

BOOKINGS OF CONSEQUENCE:

ARENA HOMMES PLUS WITH ANTHONY MAULE (ART DIRECTION M/M PARIS)SHOT IN LONDON THIS WEEKEND
BLAINE COOK AND NATE NESBITT..8 PAGES EACH

ARENA WITH GIAMPAOLO SGURA IN LA SHOT THIS WEEKEND IN LA
DOUG PICKETT AND CHRIS DATTOLLA

HERCULES W/ GIAMPAOLO SGURA
CHRIS DATTOLLA

DETAILS WITH ERIK SWAIN 8 PAGES 4 SINGLES EACH
JEREMY SANTUCCI AND SHANE SATHER

10 MEN WITH VANNINA SORRENTI
SHANE SATHER..14 PAGES JUST CAME OUT SHOT B4 XMAS IN NYC

CONFIRMED ABERCROMBIE AND FITCH
RYAN VIGILANT FOR ABERCROMBIE
KERRY DEGMAN OR GILLY HICKS
SEAN BILOSKI FOR RUEHL

CHAD WHITE AND BLAINE COOK SHOT TAIWAN GQ SUPERMODEL STORY WITH STYLIST TIMOTHY REUKOFF

CHAD WHITE IS ON THE COVER OF ATTITUDE MAGAZINE BY MATT IRWIN : THE HOT ISSUE"

TERRON WOOD, ENRIQUE MIRON, ROBYN SINCLAIR AND TRAVIS DAVENPORT ALL CONFIRMED FOR POLO RALPH LAUREN US OPEN CAMPAIGN

JOSH PENCE AND DAMON WILLIS CONFIRMED FOR HOUSE AND GARDEN TRIP WITH MATT ALBIANI

TYLER GARCEAU SHOT THE COVER OF DNA MAGAZINE WITH JOSEPH OPPEDISANO

TONS OF MONEY JOBS TARGET BLOOMIES, JC PENNEY NAUTICA POLO.COM SAKS NEIMANS USUAL STUFF

SEEING MY FRIEND KEELY STREIT TOMORROW..HOPEFULLY HE HAS THE NEXT TAYLOR OR SIMON FOR ME

GOOD NIGHT
P.S
EGLE GOT MARC JACOBS
SO MAYYJAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH. CONGRATS

FRIDAY NIGHT

ITS 942 PM

WATCHING TV
SO EXHAUSTED

GOING TO HAVE JAEGERMEISTER AND SEE WHERE THE NIGHT GOES

XOXO

PARTY REWIND

WELL
DINNER WAS DINNER
THOMAS SEEMED HAPPY
ALL THE GUYS TURNED UP EXCEPT CHAD WHITE
VERY CALM AND COOL
TABLE NEXT TO US WAS TIM FROM SKAS
WHO CAME ALONG TO OUR FASHION WEEK PARTY WHERE SOME OF OUR WOMENS AGENTS DIDNT ATTEND( DONT GET IT)

SEEN:
MATTHEW EDELSTEIN
MATTHEW SCRIVENS AND HIS WIG MAN BEN
TOM JAROLD
CUTBERTO BONILLA
DANIELLA FROM SHAHID
DINA FROM ALLURE
EMILY FROM LAIRD AND PARTNERS

EGLE WALKED IN AND OUT..SORT OF FIERCE AND FUNNY

THE ENTITLEMENT OF SOME OF THE MALE MODELS ASTOUNDS ME
PLEASE AND THANK YOU , NOT SO MUCH

TERRON WOOD MAKING OUT WITH A GIRL ON THE DANCE FLOOR AND "DIRTY DANCING" MADE ME WANT TO PULL MY EYES OUT WITH PLIERS..GET A ROOM..ITS AN AGENCY FUNCTION..UGH..LOVE HIM ANYWAY

LIVING FOR:

MY BED
MATTHEW SCRIVENS ( SO FUNNY AND SUPPORTIVE AND REAL)
MY FRIEND CAMERON SHOWING UP AND REGULATING
JEANETTE VEGA FOR HAVING A BALL
HILARY FOR HAVING HER MANS BACK(ALTMAN).


TOMORROW WONT BE TOO FUN....BUT ILL RALLY
IT IS WHAT IT IS

J

7 13 PM WEDNESDAY

HEADED TO TOM'S BIRTHDAY DINNER
JOE LALLI IS SHOOTING TYLER LOUGH AT MY HOUSE IN A FEW MINUTES FOR WWW.THEIMAGIST.COM


LOOKING FOWARD TO A NICE NIGHT AND A GOOD NIGHTS SLEEP
X
J

I AM REALLY LOSING IT

I TOTALLY FORGOT THAT ITS MY 4TH ANNIVERSARY WITH MY BF TONITE
OH LORD
HOW DID I FORGET THAT?

UGH

926 AM WEDNESDAY

I WAKE UP AT 6 AM TO CATCH UP ON SUPER TUESDAY RESULTS..ONLY TO FIND OUT THAT THERE IS NO CLEAR CUT DEMOCRATIC WINER...IM OVER IT

LAST NIGHT I HAD DINNER WITH KELLY STREIT OF MODEL MODELS AND A FEW OF HIS MODELS THAT I REP. KELLY IS HILARIOUS AND VERY BLUNT.IT WAS LIKE WATCHING A ONE MAN PLAY CALLED "KELLY!"
SO FUNNY

NEXT WEEK I AM SEEING A NEW SPECIALIST FOR MY THROAT ISSUES. I ALSO HAVE BEEN STAYING HOME MOST OF THE WEEK , BUT WORKING FROM HOME(DONT ASK)....THE TETU SHOOT WAS INTERESTING.I HADNT WORKED ON A SHOOT(IF YOU CALL IT WORK) AS A STYLIST/ART DIRECTOR-ISH) IN OVER A DECADE BUT IT IS WHAT IT IS..HAVING HALF DRESSED MEN LAYING ON FURNITURE ISNT BRAIN SURGERY. SHOULD LOOK HOT I GUESS. TYLER GARCEAU HAS THE MOST AMAZING SKIN AND PROFILE AND DAVID PULLMANN IS NO SLOUCH EITHER. BOTH GUYS WERE VERY TRUSTING AND TOOK THE LEAP OF FAITH NEEDED ETC

TONITES TOM'S BIRTHDAY DINNER AND THEN OUR AGENCY PARTY . ILL HIT THE DINNER BUT NOT THE PARTY OT FEELING IT AT ALL. WORKING AT A MODELLING AGENCY IS SUPPOSED TO BE FUN, CHALLENGING AND ASPIRATIONAL...I DONT FEEL LIEK THAT RIGHT NOW. WHEN YOU SEE MARC JACOBS WORK AND TRAVEL AND SEE HIS GENIUS SHINE MODESTLY IT MAKES ME FEEL HOW FAR OFF TRACK I HAVE GONE.

I MOVED TO NYC IN 91 TO LEARN THIS BUSINESS, AND I HAVE. I HAVE ACCOMPLISHED MORE THEN I EVER DREAMED, BUT I DID IT ALL BEFORE I TURNED 30..AND THEN THE PAYDAYS GOT BIGGER AND I GOT MORE "COMFORTABLE"..I THINK OF THE OFFERS I GOT AS A KID (ART AND COMMERCE, CALVIN KLEIN AND EVEN MORE RECENTLY HIGH PAYING GIGS AT BRUCE WEBER AND POLO) AND I THINK WHAT THE F**K AM I DOING? I REMEMBER WHEN I TURNED 30 AND LEFT BOSS I WENT FROM BOSS ON A FRIDAY TO NY MODELS ON A MONDAY ..DIDNT EVEN TAKE A BREAK AND THE FIRST CALL WAS FROM BRUCE WEBER WHO SAID" WHY DIDNT YOU COME AND WORK WITH ME?" AND JUST DIDNT KNOW WHAT TO SAY..I HAD LOST MY CONFIDENCE AS BOSS DESCENDED INTO HELL( SO TO SPEAK)...BUT MAJOR IS DOING VERY WELL AND CERTAINLY THE MENS DIVISION HAS A LARGE CONTRIBUTING FACTOR IN THAT. AND MY CONFIDENCE IS NOT ONLY BACK BUT JUSTIFIED AND UNBREAKABLE NOW. I LOVE MANAGING TALENT, AND I AM HAPPY BEING THAT PERSON..BEHIND THE SCENES AND DEALING FROM THAT POINT. BUT I WANT TO GROW AND EVOLVE AND DO MORE...BUT YOU CAN ONLY DO WHAT YOU CAN DO...IT WILL BE INTERESTING TO SEE WHAT TRANSPIRES OVER 2008. CHANGE IS COMING TO AMERICA...GO OBAMA! GO HILLARY! WATCHING THIS MASSIVE QUAKE IN THIS COUNTRY DURING THESE ELECTIONS HAS DEFINITELY SPARKED SOMETHING IN ME AS WELL.

I AM OFF TO SHOWER AND HEAD TO WORK..I DO LOVE TO WORK,AND I DO LOVE WHAT HAS BEEN DONE AT MAJOR..BUT WHO DOESNT WANT TO FEEL CHALLENGED AND ENVIGORATED?

TUESDAY NITE 11 32 PMEXHAUSTED

IT IS WHAT IT IS

HAVE YOU ALL BEEN LOOKING AND CHECKING OUT THE SHOWS ONLINE?
ITS BEEN MAYJAH TO SAY TEH LEAST
BUT I DONT GET SOME CHOICES MADE

LIKE NATE NOT GETTING Y3 EVEN THOUGH HE IS APPEARING IN THEIR CAMPAIGN THIS VERY SECOND. OR SIMON NOT GETTING ZEGNA WHEN HE IS THE BIGGEST EDITORIAL STAR OF THE MOMENT. AND WHEN CLIENTS SAY THINGS TO ME LIKE HE DIDNT FIT THE CLOTHES I SAY HELLO DONT YOU HAVE SEAMSTRESSES...SERIOUSLY?

I HAVE MY SUPER BOWL PARTY TONIGHT AT MY CRIB. I NEED TO RUN OUT AND GET A BUNCH OF CRAP ASAP. I ORDERED FROM FRESHDIRECT BUT THERE WAS A PROBLEM ON HOW I PROCESSED MY ORDER..ALLEGEDLY.


THIS PLACE WILL BE PACKED BY 5 PM....I AM LOOKING FOWARD TO HAVING PEOPLE OVER.. I DO LOVE TO ENTERTAIN.

I AM WATCHING DREAMGIRLS(AGAIB) FOR THE 500TH TIME..STILL LOVE..AND I ALWAYS FEEL LIKE EFFI WHITE. LOL

CHANNING SIGNED ON TO PLAY GI JOE. KIND OF AMAZING. IT WASNT TOO LONG AGO WHEN WE STATED OUT JOURNEY TOGETHER AND MADE ALL OF TI HAPPEN. ITS TERRIBLY EXCITING TO SEE WHERE IT IS AND WHERE ITS GOING. I AM DEF GOING TO HIT THE LA PREMIERE OF STOP LOSS IN MARCH .

NEXT WEEK WILL BE HECTIC

DINNERS WITH KELLY STREIT AND THEN TOMS BIRTHDAY DINNER AT CAFETERIA
TONS OF BOOKINGS THIS WEEKEND

LAWRENCE AND BLAINE COOK ARE DOING DKNY TODAY
SHANE SATHER GOT GQ WITH GUZMAN
SEAN HARJU IN Y3

THEN ITS ADVERTISING SEASON, AND I AM EXPECTING(YES EXPECTING A VERY MAJOR ONE)

DAVID LOVE PLACED 3 AMAZING GUYS FROM US. I ALSO JUST TOOK ON ERIC BIOVINO WHO IS ABOUT TO APPEAR IN THE NEXT LEVIS CAMPAIGN WITH DEWEY NICKS( HE SHOT IT WITH KERRY DEGMAN AS WELL)

I SHOULD KNOW TOMORROW WHO GOT ABERCROMBIE AND FITCH. I HOPE ITS SEAN B AND RYAN VIGILANT. THEY COUDL BOTH USE THE WEBER EXPERIENCE AND PICS FOR THEIR BOOKS

I STARTED TAKING YOGA TO BUILD CORE STRENGTH. LETS SAY ITS MORE DIFFICULT THEN I EXPECTED AND VERY HUMBING BUT I AM COMMITTED TO IT AND I AM GIVING IT UNTIL JULY 1 TO SEE IMPROVEMENT IN MY FLEXIBLITY AND STOMACH MUSCLES. NAMASTE(?!)

MY FAVE PART OF DREAMGIRLS IS WHEN EFFI JOINS THE DREAMS ONSTAGE AND DOES HER SLOWED DOWN VERSION OF "WE RE YOUR DREAMGIRLS"..I EFFING LOVE IT..I AM CANT TAKE IT. I AM GAY , IT GOES WITHT HE TURF, BOO

WELL I AM OFF..LOVING YOU

XOXO

MISSING JILL SO MUCH
NEED TO SEE HER SOON

TODAY

TODAY WAS GREAT BECAUSE...(in no particular order)

I HAD SO MANY GUYS IN SO MANY SHOWS AND THEY LOOKED AMAZING
SPENT QUALITY TIME WITH TOM FROM WORK
THAT JD FERGUSON IS BACK IN NY FOR THE SHOWS
I LOVE RAIN
DIDNT WORK A FULL DAY AT THE OFFICE
THATS ITS FRIDAY AND I AM TAKING MONDAY OFF FOR A TETU SHOOT
SPOKE WITH MY BFF DARRYLL
CAME HOME TO LEFTOVERS OF DINNER MY MAN AND I HAD LAST NIGHT AND THE PLACE STILL SMELLED LIKE HIM


TODAY WAS A DOUCHE OF A DAY BECAUSE

Y3 RELEASED SIMON
DAVID GANDY LEFT US AS SELECT IS DOING THERE MERGE WITH PUBLIC IMAGE WHATEVER ( WHATEVER DUDE)
ANTHONY BOURGOIS DOES NOT WORK AT MAJOR AND ITS EFFECTING ME VERY DEEPLY AS A LOYAL GAY MAN FOR VERY OBVIOUS REASONS
I DONT HAVE THE STAMINA I USED TO(WORKING ON IT THOUGH)
I MISS REPPING STEVE GOLD, HE WAS SOMEOEN I WAS ALWAYS VERY PROUD OF REPRESENTING HIM AND SEEING HIM ON THE "OTHER SIDE"STILL "HURTS" LIKE IT WAS THE DAY HE LEFT .PEOPLE DONT KNOW HOW HARD I TRULY TAKE THE PUNCHES. OY VEY

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SO, I AM WATCHING AMERICAN IDOL. CATCHING UP ON MY OPRAHS, WAITING TO SEE IF I AM SEEING BENNY TONITE OR KEEPING IT SUPER QUIET. PLAN ON HITTING GYM TOMORROW A.M.

I AM OFF LIKE A SLUTY PROM DRESS PEAACE BITCHES

NEW YORK SHOWS..SO FAR ..THURSDAY 7 12 PM

OK, I AM ABOUT TO BE QUITE BRAGADOCIOUS
AND I APOLOGIZE IN ADVANCE FOR DOING SHOW

BUT

WE RE KILLING IT FOR THE HSOW SEASN
AT LEAST FO RUS WE ARE
I DONT KNOW
FORD IS PROBABLY KILLING IT TOO
AS IS LANA AT V I AM SURE
WHATVES
ITS ABOUT MAJOR
SO HERE GOES...

SEAN HARJU IS SHOOTING H & M IN ST LUCIA SO HE MISSED 2 DAYS OF FITTINGS AND MISSES TOMORROW ( HE IS SHOOTING WITH CAROLYN MURPHY AND DARA WERBOWRY BUT I DIGRESS ANYHOO) BUT HE IS CONFIRMED FOR ZEGNA Y3 AND A BUCNH OF OTHER SHIT

BLAINE..Y3 ZEGNA GQ SHOW PERRY ELLIS THOM BROWN( AND HIS AUSTRALIAN COUNCIL SHOW)..TONS OF OPTIONS AS WELL

SIMON ...TIM HAMILTON PERRY ELLIS LACOSTE..MORE TO COME

TRAVIS DAVENPORT...ZEGNA LACOSTE PERRY ELLIS Y3 VARVATOS POLO RALPH LAUREN TONS MORE OPTIONS

TERRON POLO RALPH LAUREN GQ SHOW NAUTICA PERRY ELLIS MORE TO COME ( KORS ETC)

ORAINE BARRETT NAUTICA BABY PHAT OPTIONS AS WELL

AND OUR BREAKOUT STAR LAWRENCE STEIRS RAG AND BONE DKNY ZEGNA VARVATOS..MARC JACOBS ALLEGEDLY FLIPPED..TOO FUCKING EXCITING

SO MUCH MORE TO COME
HOLLA BITCHES

THURSDAY 8 48 PM

HI ALL

PLEASE CHECK OUT COACD.BLOGSPOT.COM
DOUGLAS' LIVE BLOGGING IS GENIUS
ITS IS ONE OF MY FAVE BLOGS TO CHECK OUT DAILY(MAYBE HOURLY WHEN I AM NOT AS BUSY..LOL)

XOXO

CHAT LATER

WEDNESDAY NIGHT 1043 PM

VERY LONG YET PRODUCTIVE DAY

EVEN THOUGH THE MENS SHOWS ARE PRACTICALLY NON EXISTENT, THE GUYS WE HAVE ARE GETTING TONS OF OPTIONS.
I WANT TO TYPE AND TELL YOU ABOUT MY DAY BUT I AM TRANSFIXED BY MTV"S THE GAUNTLET
UGH
BRB

HEATH LEDGER..REST IN PEACE YOU GENTLE MAN

NO WORDS CAN DESCRIBE HOW SAD THIS IS
PLEASE TAKE A MOMENT AND PRAY

MARTIN LUTHER KING/ OPRAH WINFREY

HAPPY MLK DAY
I HAVE OBSERVED THE HOLIDAY SINCE I CAN REMEMBER
HE IS A TRUE HERO OF MINE
PEOPLE HAVE TO REALIZE HE FOUGHT FOR EQUALITY FOR EVERYONE..NOT BY SKIN TONES. AS A GAY MAN, HIS " I HAVE A DREAM SPPECH" STILL RINGS TRUE.
YESTERDAY I ASKED MY 6 YEAR OLD NEPHEW IF HE KNEW WHO MARTIN LUTHER KING WAS, AND HE WAS ABLE TO RECITE THE FIRST THREE LINES OF THE SPEECH...KIND OF GREAT. MY NEPHEW DOESNT UNDERSTAND WHAT PREJUDICE IS AS HE DEFINES HIS FRIENDS BY WHO LIKES HOCKEY, BASEBALL FOOTBALL..SO HIS FRIENDS COME IN EVERY COLOR UNDER THE SUN
PLEASE CATCH OPRAH TONITE IF YOU DONT TIVO HER AT 1 AM ON ABC
ITS A TOUCHING TRIBUTE OF DR. KING THATS A MUST SEE.

BE WELL
LOVE AND LIGHT
J

OK, I DONT KNOW HOW TO USE THIS EFFING SH*T

OK, NOW I HAVE APIC OF TRAVIS DAVENPORT ON MY BLOG
I WAS TESTING TO SEE HOW TO USE IT
AND ALAS, I CAN UPLOAD(?) BUT I HAVE NO IDEA WHAT I AM DOING
DOUGLAS PERRETT I NEED YOUR HELP LOL
XOXOX

AT A CROSSROADS

I KNEW THIS YEAR WOULD START OUT WITH ITS SHARE OF PROBLEMS

I HAVE ALOT OF DECISIONS TO MAKE IN A SMALL AMOUNT OF TIM
SO MANY GOOD THINGS HAVE BEEN HAPPENING LATELY , BUT LIKE ANYTHING ELSE, THEN SHIT STARTS TO HAPPEN.
I FOUND OUT RECENTLY THAT EVERYONE AT WORK READS THIS BLOG...FOR HOW LONG I DONT KNOW. BUT I AM TOLD SOME PEOPLE ARE NOT HAPPY ABOUT IT, BUT YET HAVENT TOLD ME SO. ILL SAY THIS WORK TAKES ENOUGH TOF MY TIME, SO WHAT I DO OUTSIDE OF WORK TRULY IS MY BUSINESS SO I WONT BE CENSORED HERE. BAD ENOUGH I HAVE TO CHECK MY BALLS 90% OF THE TIME ANYWAY. I GENUINELY LIKE THE PEOPLE I WORK WITH, AND I DONT FAKE IT, I KEEP IT VERY REAL..BUT I DO HAVE TO CHECK MY BALLS TO KEEP THE PEACE. SO THERE ITS SAID. I AM TYPING THINKING, AM I GOING TO PISS EVERYONE OFF..THATS NOT MY POINT..BUT THE POINT OF THIS BLOG IS FOR ME TO RANT IN CYBERSPACE SO I AM GOING TO CONTINUE TO
WITH THAT SAD, WORK IS GREAT. TOM AND MAGGIE HAVE BEEN DOING THEIR THING, AS HAVE I. WE ARE DOING OUR SHOW CARDS AND EXPECTING A GOOD SEASON(IF YOU CAN EVER REALLY HAVE A GOOD SEASON IN NYC).
RAN INTO MY EX , THE EX OF MINE WHO FAILED TO TELL ME HE WAS DATING A STRIPPER (FEMALE) AND GOT HER PREGNANT YEARS AGO. YEAH THAT LIL TREASURE, LOL. SAW HIM IN SOUTH BEACH AND THEN HE KEPT ON CALLING AND CALLING AND UGH....I AM LOST..SOMEONE SHOWS ME ATTENTION AND I ACT LIKE ITS MY DUTY TO LAP IT UP LIKE A THRISTY FARM ANIMAL.
LIKE I SAID I HAVE DECISIONS TO MAKE. I AM VERY IN LOVE WITH MY MAN, BUT THE FACT THAT I HAVE TO KEEP IT SO UNDDER WRAPS MAKES IT IMPOSSIBLE FOR ME TO ENJOY IT FULLY. SO I DONT..ITS SO D.L. THAT I HAVE TO THINK IS IT REAL? I AM PUSHING 40(FUCK!) AND I REALLY NEED TO BE WITH THE ONE(OR DO I?..ISNT 4 THE NEW 30? DONT I GET A FEW MORE YEARS OUT OF THIS?). I AM , AND WILL CONTINUE TO DO WHAT I THINK I HAVE TO ON THE LOVE TIP, BUT I AM TIRED OF HAVING TO HIDE IT FROM MYSELF .
MY SISTER AND THE KIDS ARE HERE, SO I HAVE TO GO
SENDING LOVE AND LIGHT
PLEASE DO THE SAME
BESOS
J

12 01 AM THUSDAY AT MARIE"S CRISIS

I KNOW I HAVENT YET DISCUSSED MY ONE MONTH IN MIAMI AND THERE IS ALOT TO COVER
I PROMISE TO HIT IT THIS WEEKEND

TONIGHT I WAS OUT WITH A DEAR OLD FRIEND WHO HAS KNOWN ME FOR HALF OF MY LIFE, MARIA LABRECHE AKA MARIA LOMBARDI AKA MOOTS.
SHE IS NOW A WIFE AND A MOM
20 YRS AGO SHE WAS THE FIRST PERSON TO EVER GET ME DRUNK
AT THE CLEVELANDER HOTEL IN MIAMI BEACH ON A SUNDAY WITH OUR MODEL KIM FAZE. TEQUILA SHOTS
I WAS A JUNIOUR BOOKER/ ASSISTANT AT IRENE MARIE
WHEN I MOVED TO NYC AND WORKED FOR MEN/ WOMEN AKA PAUL ROWLAND AT WOMEN AND THEN BOSS MODELS I HIRED HER TO WORK FOR ME. I WAS THERE THE DAY SHE MET HER HUSBAND(LANCE LABRECHE OWNER OF ROCKET GARAGE MGMT), BOUGHT HER FIRST HOME IN COLD SPRING AND HAD HER DAUGHTER ELENA. SHE IS ONE OF THE MOST ORGANIC AND GENUINE PEOPLE I HAVE EVER AND WILL KNOW. I TRULY CHERISH HER.
BACK IN THE DAY BEFORE THE MAN AND THE KID, AND SHE WAS IN NYC ..SHE WOULD DRINK ANYONE UNDER THE TABLE. MARIA LOOKS LIKE KIRSTIE ALLY AND STEPHANIE SEYMOURS SHORTER SISTER.BUT WHEN SHE GOT MARRIED AND PREGNANT AND THEN BECAME A MOM, SHE RETIRED HER OLD PARTY HEARTY WAYS
ONCE N AWHILE I CAN SEE IN HER EYES THE FLICKER OF THAT CRAZY GIRL. EVERY NOW N AGAIN SHE WILL SIP HER DEWARS AND FLIP HER HAIR BACK N FORTH.
LATELY I SAID TO MY FRIEND" WHY DONT U PLAY HOOKY EVERY ONCE N AWHILE AND COME TO THE CITY(SHE NOW LIVES IN COLD SPRING)AND PLAY WITH YOUR FAVORITE GAY"... TONIGHT SHE FINALLY TOOK ME UP ON THE OFFER
AND WE HAD A CHIILL DINNER AT MY PLACE AND SOME MALIBU AND DIET COKE
REMINCSCED ABOUT OLD AGENCY BULLSHIT FROM OUR INSANE BOSS MODEL DAYS, FUNNY INSIDE JOKE SORT OF STORIES, TRICKS WE TRICKED WITH , ETC..AND THEN SUDDENLY I WAS BUZZED AND SHE WAS HAMMERED...
WE HEADED TO MARIE"S CRISIS, A CABERET BAR IN THE VILLAGE WHERE OLD BROADWAY MUSICIANS GO AND SING STANDARDS AROUND AN DUSTY PIANO. WE HAD A BLAST. WE SANG"ONE NIGHT ONLY" "LA VIE EN ROSE" "LADY IS A TRAMP" AND I SAW MY OLD FRIEND AGAIN, HAPPY, LIGHT AND AS BEAUTIFUL AS EVER
TONIGHT WAS A BRILLIANT TIMELESS NEW YORK NITE.

I LOVE YOU ALL
GOOD NIGHT

LOVE YOU MARIA XOXOXOXO
J

FIRST DAY BACK AT WORK

FELT REALLY GOOD
WAS BUSY
BUT NOT OVERWHELMING
I CANT WAIT FOR NY SHOWS

CATCHING UP ON TIVO

THE REAL WORLD FINALE
OY
THAT DUNBAR IS HOT BUT WHAT A PIECE OF SHIT

LATER

LAWRENCE STIERS

UPDATE

LAWRENCE STIERS CLOSED ALEXANDER MCQUEEN
TERRON WOOD CLOSED BOTTEGA VENETTA

TEARING UP

THANKS BRYAN BOY

JEREMY AKA JAY SANTUCCI OPENED EMPORIO ARMANI

SIMON NESSMANN SEAN HARJU NATHAN NESBITT TRAVIS DAVENPORT SAMEULLE RIVA WERE IN IT AS WELL

MILAN SO FAR FROM WHAT I KNOW

THIS IS ALL I KNOW SO FAR
UNTIL MEN,STYLE.COM UPDATES ..AND THE GUYS EMAIL ME BACK

SEAN HARJU HAD A KILLER SEASON
OPENED DOLCE
AND DID LOOKS WITH CAMILLA NICKERSON AS WELL
ALSO IS DOING A TON MORE SHOWS
MISSONI, BURBERRY BOTTEGA VENETTA MISSONI ALESSANDRO DELL ACQUA D&G LES HOMMES MORE TO COME WHEN I KNOW

TERRON WOOD GOT 10 SHOWS
DOLCE BOTTEGA VENNETTA FRANKIE MORRELLO BYBLOS ZEGNA JEAN PAUL GAULTIER JEANS D&G ICEBERG AND ENRICO COVERI..MORE TO COME

BLAINE IS OPENING AND CLOSING CALVIN(EXCLUSIVE BITCHES SUCK ITTT HARD MUTHAS) THEN HEADS TO PARIS FOR THE LOUIS/DIOR/VAN ASCHE/YSL/P SMITH

TRAVIS DAVENPORT GAETANO NAVARRO DOLCE AND GABBANA D&G MISSONI LES HOMMES ROMEO GIGLI DELL AQUA D SQAURED FERRAGAMAO NEW FERRE MORE TO COME

SIMONS FIRST SEASON SO FAR D SQUARED EMPORIO ARMANI MISSONI TRUSSARDI LES HOMMES OPTIONS PENDING FOR GIORGIO ARMANI D&G AND MCQUEEN

CHAD WHITE UGH I AM NOT HAPPY PEOPLE
DID DOLCE DSQAURED MORRELLO PRBABLY GIROGIO ARMANI

NATE GOT DSQUARED EMPORIO ARMANI D&G

JEREMY SANUTCCI IS DOING ALL ARMANI SHOWS AND HUGO BOSS BODY IN GERMANY

JOSH PENCE AND MATTHEW PAETZ ARE DOING HUGO BOSS GREEN IN GERMANY

RYAN CLARK OPENED ROMEO GIGLI AND IS POSSIBLY DOING ROBERTO CAVALLI

WAITING ON LAWRENCE STEIRS

MUCH MUCH MORE TO COME

GOLDEN GLOBES..YAWN

I MEAN
WHY DID THEY EVEN AIR IT?
THEY SHOUDL HAVE JUST SENT OUT EMAIL BLASTS
BILLY BUSH? UGH
NOT SO MUCH

ARRIVED SAFE AND SOUND

WAS PILLED OUT MY MIND
BUT I AM HERE
WATCHING UGLY BETTY ON TIVO

LIVING

4 34 AM SUNDAY MORNING

I CHEATED
I FELL ASLEEP AT AROUND 23O AM
WOKE UP EVERY HALF HOUR
NOW ITS 435 AM
NEED TO BE OUT OF THE HOTEL AT 5 AM
TOOK 1/2 OF A XANAX AND A SMALL NOTTLE OF JACK DANIELS
TIME TO FACE THE MUSIC
WHY AM I SO SCARED OF THIS? MY MODELS FLY DAILY
ITS SO INSANE
CONTROL FREAK
UGH
XOXO
WISH ME STRENGTH
XO
J

BAD GIRLS CLUB ON OXYGEN...POP OFF

WHO IS WATCHING THIS SHOW?
IS IT BAD THAT I AM LIVING FOR THAT TRAINWECK TANISHA?

12 23 SATURDAY NIGHT NUEVA YORK MANANA

OK
I AM SORT OF FREAKING OUT
I TRULY DETEST FLYING
I AM EXHAUSTED
I WANT TO SLEEP
BUT I CANT
AS MY RITUAL WONT ALLOW IT

SO HERE I AM COUNTING THE DREADED MINUTES TIL MY FLIGHT
I AM GOING WITH CHRIS WHELAN AND DAMON WILLIS
OUR FLIGHT IS AT 635 AM ON AMERICAN AIRLINES
WE R ALL FLYING FIRST CLASS
I AM HOPING FOR A QUICK SMOOTH FLIGHT
I AM READY TO GET HOME

MY TRIP WAS SO GOOD
I RECONNECTED WITH DEAR FRIEND ADRIAN ALVARADO
LOVED SPENDING TIME WITH JILL TRACEY PROBABLY MY FAVORITE PART OF MY TRIP WAS GETTING TANKED WITH HER RANDOMLY AT OUR OLD WATERING HOLE DEUCE BAR ON 14TH .

I CANT WAIT TO GET BACK TO WORK. SERIOUSLY ITS BEEN A MONTH. THE GUYS WHO DID THE SHOWS ARE DOING WELL. I HAD ASKED CHAD TO DYE HIS HAIR PLATINU WHICH DIDNT GO OVER TOO WELL, HIS MILAN AGENT HATED AND CHAD DIDNT FEEL CONFIDENT SO HE DYED IT BACK. ITS TERRIBLY DISAPPOINTING BUT IT I FELT HE NEEDED TO SHAKE THINGS UP

ON TV NOW IS MYA RUDOLPH AS WHITNEY HOUSTON
FUCKING HILARIOUS. HELL TO THE NO! GENIUS.
CHEERS ME UP.

I HAVE MAGAZINES TO BUY TOMORROW. NEW VANITY FAIR/DETAILS/IN TOUCH/ PEOPLE/IN STYLE..THAT SHOULD HELP

PLEASE IF YOU ARE READING THIS SEND ME LOVE AND LIGHT FOR MY FLIGHT
I NEED IT DESPERATELY

TOMORROW I AM HAVING BRUNCH WITH BEN ESKRIDGE AND HIS PARTNER BRAD FISHER AT MARITIME AT 1PM
WILL BE NICE TO SEE THEM, ITS BEEN QUITE AWHILE FOR US. I DID SEE BEN TEICE IN LATE DECEMBER AS HE WAS DOING BACK TO BACK GIGS FOR POLO..BUT ITS BEEN NOW 3 WEEKS AND THATS ALOT FOR US.

I WAS WATCHING CHELSEA HANDLER ON E LIKE 30 MINUTES AGO
SHE REALLY IS FUNNY..I WONDER IF HER RHEOTRIC IS EFFECTING E! WITH CELEBS
NO MATTER I LOVE IT

I AM SPENDING MY LAST NIGHT IN SOUTH BEACH AT THE STANDARD HOTEL
LONG STORY
BUT I LIKE IT
ALOT
YOU SHOULD CHECK IT OUT

SATURDAY NIGHT LIVE IS A RERUN W/JAKE GYLENHAAL
HEAVEN
I LOVE AMY POEHLER

BACK IN A SEC

ITS BEEN TOO LONG

HI EVERYONE

I AM STILL IN MIAMI
I KNOW I KNOW
ITS BEEN QUITE AWHILE
I TOLD YOU BITCHES I WAS GOING TO BE GONE FOR A MONTH
YOU KNOW HOW I DO LOL

WELL I DIDNT THINK ID BE GONE FROM MY BLOG FOR SO LONG
THE APARTMENT I STAYED IN(MORE ON THAT LATER) WAS FIERCE BUT HAD NO INTERNET
AND I HAD NO INTEREST IN TAKING MY FAT ASS TO AN INTERNET CAFE AND TYPE MY HEART AWAY. SO WITH THAT SAID I ENJOYED. LUXURIATED, TANNED AND SLEPT. IT WAS ACTUALLY QUITE BRILLIANT

I HAD A STEADY STREAM OF HOUSEGUESTS..ALL OF THEM FABULOUS BT SOME WORE ME OUT. BUT I AM READY TO HEAD HOME BUT AS USUAL TERRIFIED OF FLYING.

I WILL DEF UPDATE YOU LATER TONIGHT AS I AM STAYING UP AS USUAL UNTILI FLY(TERRORIED ALREADY)

SENDING LOVE AND LIGHT

PEOPLE I AM LIVING FOR

BEN
BRAD
ROB
JESS
P(PILAR)
ARLYND
JENNY
JOSH D
DAME
COLLY
ABI
JILL
LYNDA JOY
SHELL
DEE
ART N RICH

XOXOX

J

MIAMI MANANA

I HATE FLYING
HUGE FEAR
I HAVE TRIED HYPNOTISM (DR REINER BEHAVIORAL CENTRE)
POSITIVE THOUGHTS
WORKED WITH MY HEALER ANDY SWAY ON IT
BUT IF I TAKE A FEW XANAX AND HAVE A FEW DRINKS..IM COOL
BUT I HATE IT


CAR PICKS US AT 5AM , ITS 224 AM NOW
I AM LEAVING AT 710 AM OUT OF LGA
I HAVE A SEAT IN FIRST CLASS ON DELTA
ARRIVE AT 10 28 AM

I AM STAYING UP ALL NIGHT (MY USUAL INSANE ROUTINE) IN ORDER TO BE SO EXHAUSTED THAT THE PILLS AND BOOZE WILL HIT QUICKER

DARRYL FLIES BACK WITH ME, AND BEN ESKRIDGE IS AS WELL. ROBYN SINCLAIR MEETS US THERE AS HE CONNECTS THERE FROM BAHAMAS. CANT WAIT TO SEE SARAH HAMILTON BAILEY.
THEY ARE ASLEEP, AND DONT GET MY FEAR. AT TIMES ITS THE BEGINNING OF A PANIC ATTACK..BUT DOESNT GET FULL BLOWN I KNOW , ITS NUTS.

ITS A FEAR OF LOSS OF CONTROL, SURE
ITS ALSO ONE OF MY IRRATIONAL NOTIONS...I WISH I DIDNT HAVE IT "THE CRAZIES"
I D LOVE TO TRAVEL MORE. IN MY 20S I WAS IN PARIS, LONDON MILAN ON A LOOP AND IN MIAMI AT LEAST 6 TIMES A YEAR. NOW I AM "LUCKY" IF I AM ON A PLANE TWICE A YEAR. I HOPE I SNAP OUT OF IT..ID LOVE TO BE IN LA ALOT MORE.

TODAY WAS MY LAST DAY OF WORK FOR THE YEAR
WE HAD SECRET SANTA/KRIS KRINGLE
TOOK ALOT OF LAST MINUTE BOOKINGS

EL PAIS FOR DOUG PICKETT( LIKE "T" MAGAZINE FOR BARCELONA"S SUNDAY PAPER)
SAKS CAMPAIGN WITH DOUG INGLISH FR DETAILS MAG FOR TRAVIS DAVENPORT
ISA WADE LUCAS KERR DOING SOME LA$T MINUTE TARGET MONEY STUFF THIS WEEK AND NEXT
WADE AND CHAD MAKING COINAGE DOING MACY$ NEXT WEEK
E LUXURY, MACYS SOUTH AND NORTHWEST BOOKED A BUNCH OF GUYS UP UNTIL DEC 22
'IM TOLD JEREMY SIMPSON IS GOING TO BE ON A COVER OF A VERY IMPORTANT RELAUNCHED IMAGE PIECE/CATALOGUE/HOTNESS IN FEBUARY..ITS GOING TO GET ALOT ALOT OF BUZZ....SO HAPPY
JEREMY IS ALSO SHOOTING GQ TOMORROW AS WELL WITH ERIC RAY DAVIDSON
SEAN HARJU AND BLAINE COOK SHOT ANOTHER DETAILS STORY WITH MATTHEW EDELSTEIN(EDITOR) AND PETER STANGLMYER.
SAM BOOKED EGLE FOR THE NEXT BARNEYS CAMPAIGN WITH DANIEL JACKSON(HOW EFFIN HOT IS THAT!)
BRANDON MILLS AND BLAINE COOK ARE SHOOTING FELD TOMORROW WITH FAUBEL CHRISTENSEN
I MET WITH TERRON WOOD TODAY...NEXT YEAR IS VERY IMPORTANT FOR HIM..I THINK PARIS SHOWS CAN AND WILL IMPACT HIS CAREER AND THE MERT N MARCUS/LOUIS VUITTON/MONDINO/ GAULTIER WILL TAKE NOTICE.
BLAINE IS DONG CALVIN KLEINS SHOW EXCLUSIVE IN MILAN IN JANUARY. HE ALLEGEDLY WILL OPEN AND CLOSE THE SHOW.
AITOR MATEO AND JARRET ROBINSON SHOW ARENA WITH MATTHIAS VRIENS ON MONDAY.

WHILE I AM TYPING I AM WATCHING THE HILLS SEASON FINALE(AGAIN)
LOVE THE SHOW, DIDNT LOVE THE ENDING
THEY SHOULD HAVE HAD HEIDO RUNNNIG TO LAURENS HOUSE BUT LAUREN EN ROUTE TO PARIS. WHATEVES.

SUCH BAD TV NOW ON. SOMEONE IN PROGRAMMING NEEDS TO STEP IT UP

A FEW QUESTIONS/THINGS/UH HUHS?AND WHATEVS

RACHEL RAY(EXPLAIN IT)
LOVVED PEREZ HILTON VH1 2007 WRAP UP SHOW..BUT WHATS WITH THE OBSESSION WITH ZAC EFRON...DONT GET IT. ALSO JENNA JAMISON NOW LOOKS LIKE PTER BURNS FROM DEAD OR ALIVE.
MADONNA HALL OF FAME(YEAH) MARCH 10TH IN NYC..I HAVE TO GO...I AM GOING TO GAG IF I DONT!
OK, I KIND OF THINK HE HILLS ISNT ALL FAKERY
BRODY JENNER IS A BOO..AND I THINK ID STILL DO SPENCER IF IT WAS 1995 AND I WAS ON E AND ON THE STEPS OF SOUND FACTORY(REMEMBER GUYS)

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AT OUR AGENCY PARTY I RAN INTO OLD OLD FRIEND DUSTIN DREW HOROWITZ. HE HASNT AGREE. NICE TO SEE HIM. I WAS SORT OF DISAPPOINTED THAT I DIDNT GET LOOSER AND DANCE MORE..BUT I AM SO INSECURE AS THE WEIGHT JUST REALLY PILED ON THIS YEAR(DUNNNZO) SHIT HAS TO CHANGE IN 2008.

ANYWAY, I AM GOING TO WATCH AN OLD STAND UP COMEDY SPECIAL FROM BRAVO OF CAROLINE RHEA. SO FUNY

XOXOX
SEND LOVE AND LIGHT TO ME

JASON

1 29 pm WEDNESDAY

SO HUNG OVER

I AM 38 YRS OLD
WHEN WILL I LEARN ...DRINK WATER BEFORE BED...I STARTED REALLY DRINKING T 1030,AND DIDNT STOP TIL 3OR 4 AM
NOT MY BEST LOOK

WOKE UP TO EMAILS FOR
RICHARD BLANDINO
JD FERGUSON
ROCCO LASPATA
PIPPA LORD
MAGGIE GONZALEZ
HLLERY SKLAR(OUR FIERCE DJ)
EMILY GRIFFITH FROM LAIRD AND PARTNERS


TH EPARTY HAD THE BEST ENERGY..THE PEOPLE THAT TURNED UP SEEMED TO BRING THE LIGHT AND HAD FUN. TIIU LOOKED GORGEOUS, AS DID EGLE. KATIA WAS ALL SMILES, ITS WAS QUITE A MAYJE MOMENT. THE SPACE WAS PACKED AT OEN POINT, AND I WAS LIKE"FUCK, WHO THE HELL R THESE PEOPLE?"

OFF TOPIC, I JUST PUT ON THE BOLD AND THE BEAUTIFUL ON TV( YEAH, IM NOT AT WORK, LOL)AND ITS LIKE A BAD INFOMMERCIAL ON BOTOX..HIDEOUS. ANYHOO

THE GUYS LOOKS SO HOT, I HATE TO BE GROSS BUT DAMMN...DID YOU GUYS SEE CHARLES DEVOE LAST NIGHT. DAMN, HE LOOKED AMAZING. AS DID THE LEGENDARY CHRIS COLLINS. I HUNG OUT ALOT WITH STEPHANIE PASSAVANT AND RYAN DAHARSH.

I NEED TO ORDER SOME FOOD. MY BEST FRIEND DARRYL IS PASSED OUT IN MY GUEST ROOOM AND MY LIVING ROOM LOOKS LIKE A NIGHTCLUB..I NEED TO RALLY


PEOPLE I AM LIVING FOR TODAY

KATIA SHERMAN
DARRYL DICKENS
SABINE MANAS
EMILY GRIFFITH
JD FERGUSON
TRAVIS DAVENPORT
BLAINE COOK
RYAN CLARK
DOUGLAS PERRETT
STEPHANIE PASSAVANT
HILLERY SKLAR
JENNIFER WHELAN( SO SWEET)


TTYL
XOXOX
J

MAJOR MODELS HOLIDAY PARTY

HAPPY HOLIDAYS
PARTY TONIGHT IS AT
PRIMAL LIGHT STUDIO
450 WEST 31 STREET
PENTHOUSE 12H FLOOR

7PM TIL 1 AM

COME IF YOU ARE IN NYC

MY BEST FRIEND DARRYL JUST GOT HERE
STEPHANIE PASSAVANT IS MY DATE
WE ARE GOING TO HAVE A BLAST ITS VERY EXCITING

SO MUCH GOING ON
TO MUCH TO GET INTO

LOVING YOU

THE HILLS

WATCHING


LOVING IT

I LOVE L.C.

GAGGGINGGGG

SATURDAY BROKEN DOWN

TODAY WAS AGREAT DAY FOR MANY REASONS

GORGEOUS COLD WEATHER
WENT SHOPPING FOR MY SISTER , BROTEHR IN LAW AND DEAR FRIEND MARIA
ALTHOUGH THE STORES WERE PACKED, FOR THEMOST PART I WAS IN AND OUT OF BARNEYS AND BLOOMIES WITH OUT MUCH DRAMA(WAITING TIME)...
WOKE UP THIS MORNING TO MY HANDSOME MAN...AND THAT IS ALWAYS A GREAT WAY TO START. GOT UPTOWN IN 15 MINUTES BY CAB...
1 HAVW 3 GUYS CONFIRMED FOR ID MAGAZINE THIS WEEKEND WITH ALICE HAWKINS. DOUGLAS PERRETT AT DEVELOPEMENT DID THE CASTNG AND CHANCE STROOT SHOT IN OUR MODELS APARTMENT, MARK RICKETSON IS BEING SHOT AT HIS HOME AND ORAINE BARRETT IS BEING SHOT IN MY APARTMENT AT 7PMM TONIGHT. I LIKE ALICE"S WORK ALOT..SHE SHOT THE AGENT PROVACTEUR PICS OF MAGGIE GYLLENHAAL. VERY COOK..VERY OF THE MOMENT
I HAVE MARIA"S BIRTHDAY BRUNCH WITH MAURY DIMAURO AND HER FAMILY AT THE RITZ TOMORROW. THEN I HAVE MY SISTER AND THE BOYS STRAIGHT AFTER. TOMORROW WILL BE GREAT AS WELL.
MY BESTIE BEN IS FLYING IN FROM MIAMI AFTER SHOOTING ALL WEEK IN HARBOUR ISLAND SO WE WILL HAVE SOME DRINS AND GETE OUR CHAT ON..I THINK HE IS SLEEPING OVER..WE ARE SO THE HILLS(MORE LIKE OVER THE HILLS)
I AM SOOO LOOKING FOWARD TO OUR X MAS PARTY THIS COMING TUESDAY
WE REALLY ARE DOING SOMETHING QUITE SPECIAL. LOTS OF GREAT PEOPLE WHO HAVE SUPPORTED US R COMING
I AM SOOO HAPPY
WELL HAVE A GREAT WEEKEND YOU ALL
XOXOX
J

SLEEPLESS IN BATTERY PARK

LAYING ON MY BED
CANNOT SLEEP
WIND IS POUNDING AGAINIST MY WINDOW
I HAVE SO MUCH TO PLAN IN THE NEXT WEEK
AGENCY PARTY
GIFTS FOR FRIENDS LOVED ONES STAFF
KATIA BOUGHT 90% OF THE GIFTS TO OUR CLIENTS, AND WE HAVE BEEN BIKING THEM AROUND TODAY. I HAVE TO SAY WE R A VERY GENEROUS COMPANY FOR SUCH A "BOUTIQUE" AGENCY.
MY MAN IS AWAY(AGAIN)..MY HOUSEKEEPER CAME SO MY HOUSE DOESNT HAVE HIS SMELL, AND I WISH I COUDL SAVE HIS PILLOW CASE AND HIDE IT SO SHE CANT TOUCH IT SO ON NIGHTS LIEK THIS I CAN SAVOUR IT ...I KNOW...I KNOW..BUT IT IS WHAT IT IS..I LOVE HIS SMELL , I LOVE HIM
I GO TO MIAMI DEC14TH , I RENTED A SICK OCEAN APARTMENT FOR A MONT,,,BUT ILL ONLY ENJOY IT FOR 3 WEEKS. I HATE FLYING..DETEST IT..BUT MY BEST FRIEND DARRYLL WILL BE FLYING DOWN WITH ME SO I LL HAVE SOME MORAL SUPPORT.
I NEED TO LOSE SOME FUCKING WEIGHT..THE HOLIDAYS JUST MAKE ME GAIN 15 LBS AND 15 LBS I CANT AFFORD. I NEED TO LOSE 50 NOW!
I AM REALLY WORKING ON IT IN MY HEAD..NO MATTER WHAT I AM WORKING OUT TOMORROW.
THE MENS DIVISON HAS BILLED 300K IN THE PAST 3 DAYS..ITS ALMOST MIND BLOWING..AND WITHOUT TRYING TO SOUND LIKE A TOTAL ASSHOLE, ITS DESERVED. I WORK HARD, MY TEAM DOES..THE GUYS ARE FLAWLESS AND THE CLIENTS SEEM TO REALLY BE RESPONDING BY BOOKING OUR GUYS CONSISTENTLY. ITS TRULY A BLESSING(SO I AM NOT BLOCKING IT)
I FEEL LIEK SHIT THAT WE DIDNT (MODELHOMEPROJECT.COM)DIDNT GO TO NEW ORLEANS THIS YEAR. I WISH WE COULD PARTNER WITH BRAD PITTS COMPANY AND DO SOME THINGS WITH THEM...IT S A PART OF MY PLAN FOR 2008 TO DO MORE SERVICE..I ENJOY IT, AND NOT DOING IT MAKES ME FEEL SELFISH AND UNGRATEFUL. DESPITE MY TROUBLES IN MY YOUTH I HAVE BEEN GIVEN SO MUCH , AND I ENJOY GIVING BACK, BUT I GET LOST IN "THE WORK AND ITS A TIRED EXCUSE..SO I PLAN ON BEING MORE PROACTIVE AND CONTINUE(ALONG WITH JON PASSAVANT) TO WORK ON IT.
I HAD LUNCH WITH SIMON NESSMAN TODAY AT LES HALLES..I AM OLD ENOUGH TO BE HIS DAD, I FIND MYSELF TRYING TO PARENT HIM, AND THAT S NOT MY JOB. HE IS GOIN TO DO THE SHOWS IN MILAN AND PARIS IN JANARY SO I AM VVVERY EXCITED FOR HIM.
ALRIGHTY PEOPLE
SENDING LOVE AND LIGHT TO YOU ALL
SEND SOME BACK
I MISS MY SISTER SHELLY..CANT WAIT TO SEE HER IN MIAMI
XOXOXOXOXOXOXO
JASON

REMAINS OF THE DAY

I AM SO EFFING BUSY I DONT KNOW WHAT S WHAT...

IM STRESSING RIGHT NOW
MY SISTER SAM IS REALLY GOING THRU IT. PROBLEM SWITH HER BOYS..PROBLEMS WITH HER HORRIBLE ELDERLY IN LAWS..SHE FEELS TRAPPED..I DONT KNOW HOW TO HELP HER. I WISH SHE FELT SHE COULD RELY ON ME MORE. I TOLD HER I AM HERE FOR HER 1000%

ON THE WORK FRONT..I AM SLAMMMMMMED.

TRAVIS DAVENPORT GOT BOOKED FOR DETAILS THIS FRIDAY WITH PETER STANGLEMAYER AND EDITOR MATTHEW EDELSTEIN.
ROBYN SINCLAIR AND JON PASSAVANT ARE GOING ON A TRIP TO BAHAMAS FOR LORD AND TAYLOR NEXT WEEK.
ISA RAHMAN AND CHARLES DEVOE ARE SHOOTING HICKEY FREEMAN WITH ARNALDO ANAYA LUCCA NEXT WEEK FOR SPRING SUMMER 08 DEC 12 THRU 14 IN A MANHATTAN STUDIO
CHRIS COLLINS RYAN DAHARSH CHAD WHITE ARE SHOOTING DEBENHAMS IN PALM BEACH ON MONDAY DEC 10TH. PAUL COSTER IS IN TOWN TO DO A BLOOMINGDALES CAMPAIGN WITH ROBERT MAXWELL.LUCAS KERR SHOT ESQUIRE IN LONDON WITH TIM BRET DAY TODAY(LOL).JAMES GUARDINO GOT AN ADVERTISING JOB CALLED "URBAN BEHAVIOR" OUT OF TORONTO..GREAT CASH!!! TONS OF CATALOGUE BEING BOOKED ETC. JEREMY SIMPSON IS SHOOTING AERIE WITH GEMMA BOOTH IN LA. JEREMY SANTUCCI, ENRIQU MIRON SEAN HARJU TERRON WOOD AND TRAVIS DAVENPORT DID A PERSONAL APPEARANCE THIS MORNING WITH DOLCE AND GABBANA.

WE ARE HAVING OUR MAJOR X MAS PARTY DEC 11TH AT THE LOFT AT 450 WEST 31 STREET. ITS GOING TO BE QUITE F**KING MAYJE. HOPEFULLY I LL SEE SOME OF YOU MUTHA EFFERS THERE

I HAVE SO MUCH HOLIDAY SHOPPING TO DO..THE LIST IS ENDLESS..AND THIS SEASON I ACTUALLY WANT TO WRAP ALL PERSONAL GIFTS(IS THAT CRAZY)?

MY BESTIE DARRYLL IS FLYING UP FROM MIAMI FOR OUR X MAS PARTY. I AM THRILLED..ITS BEEN AN ENTIR EYEAR SINCE IVE SEEN HIM. LOVE THAT BITCH.

I CANT WAIT TO BE IN MIAMI
I LEAVE DEC 14TH AND COME BACK JAN 11TH(HOLLA)
I NEED THE BREAK FO SHO

RANDOM RUMBLINGS...


WHO IS TILA TEQUILA..IS IT A DRINK?
WHAT IS WITH THE HURRICANE IN NYC? ENUF
WHERE IS A GREAT LOUNG IN HELLS KITCHEN?
ARE ANY OF YOU WATCHING NIP/TUCK? THOUGHTS?
HAVE ANY OF YOU EVER TRIED WEIGHT WATCHERS..OR KNOW ANYONE WHO HAS?
NOVEMBER ITALIAN VOGUE..HOW GORGEOUS IS THAT COAT STORY OF COCO AND MEGHAN COLLISION?


ALSO..RECOMMENDED

WWW.THEIMAGIST.COM
WWW.MAJORMODELS.BLOGSPOT.COM


OK GUYS
IM OFF

XOXOX

JASON

SPELL CHECK

ILL GET BETTER WITH CHECKING MY POSTS FOR SPELLING ERRORS...I TYPE LIKE I SPEAK...FAST , WITHOUT TOO MUCH THOUGHT OR PRETENSE

SO WINDY
OFF 2 BED

NYC TRANNIES...DONT TRUST THEM(?)

O AM GAY
I HAVE TONS OF GAY FRIENDS
TONS OF BISEXUAL FRIENDS
TONS OF GAY FRIENDS

I AM EXTREMELY OPEN MINDED
OR AT LEAST I THINK I AM

BUT I AM KIND OF OVER TRANNIES....NOW, I AM NOT HATING ON TRANNIES...BUT DAMN EVERYONE I HAVE MET SO FAR HAS BEEN SORT OF SHADY. WHATS THE ABOUT?
IM SITTING AT LUNCH WITH MY MAN AT CAFETERIA AND I AM SITTING NEXT TO A COUPLE TO MY RIGHT. AN OBVIOUSLY TRANSEXUAL AND HER MAN. NOW SHE IS LOUD...TRYING TO GET ATTENTION AND BEING ANNOYING YET I SAY OR DO NOTHING AS ITS NOT MY PROBLEM. IF YOU BEEN TO CAFETERIA YOU KNOW THE TWO TOP TABLES ARE INCHES FROM ONE ANOTHER...SO THIS GIRL IS STARING DOWN MY MAN LIKE ITS A TRICK OR SOMEHTING..LIKE JUST TRYING TO EYE LOCK HIM AND I AM LIKE DAMN HONEY CAN YOU SHOW SOME TACT? ITS LIKE YOU HAVE THE BEAUTY OF A WOMAN AND THE MIND IF A GAY MAN..ITS ALOT..I CANT EVEN IMAGINE WHAT THAT WOULD FEEL LIKE.
MY MAN IS KICKING ME SOFTLY UNDER THE TABLE LIKE" DO YOU SEE THIS SHIT?"..THEN SHE STARTS TEXT MESSAGING HER DATE,AND THEY START CONVERSING THAT WAY..AND LOOK UP FROM EACH OTHERS MESSAGES AND SAY " U H UH,,AND YEAH RIIIGHT"..AND THEN MOTION TO MY MAN..I WAS SO OVER IT THAT I ALMOST GOT THE NERVE TO SAY SOMETHING..BECAUSE FOR THE 1 HOUR WE WERE IN EACH OTHERS AIR SPACE THIS GIRL JUST STARED AT HIM LIKE HE WAS A PAINTING. AND MADE IT VERY UNCOMFORTABLE FOR US TO SPEAK TO ONE ANOTHER AS EVERY NANCE OF WHAT WE WERE DOING WAS BEING SCRUTINIZED. AND THEN AS THIS BITCH GOT UP, HER ASS WAS TO OUR TABLE AND SHE FARTED RIGHT AT US...CLASSLESS...YOU COUDLNT WAIT THR 10 STEPS FROM TABLE TO 7TH AVENUE? GROSS. NOT A FUN SUNDAY

WHEN I WAS IN MIAMI LAST CHRISTMAS I WAS AT SPLASH AND I WAS SHITFACED. A TRANNY BEFRIENDED ME AND THEN TRY TO STEAL MY SIDEKICK...AN PROMOTER BACK IN THE DAY IN NYC WODL TRY TO BED MALE MODELS WTHOUT TELLING THEM THAT SHE WAS PACKING COCK..AND THEN WHEN THE GUYS WOUDL FIND OUT THEYD BOLT...TRICKERY I TELL YOU

NOW, I LOVE MY GAY COMMUNITY BUT SHIT...ITS ALOT SOMETIMES

AM I BEING A JACKASS..IS THAT THE PRICE TO PAY TO HAVE A HOT BOYFRIEND OR SHOULD I HAVE CUT A BITCH( WITH MY WORDS)..TALK TO ME PEOPLES

XOXO
J

SNOWING IN NYC...LOVE IT

2 27 PM

SO COLD IN NYC
WE HAVE BEEN UP FOR 2 HOURS
TRIED TO WORK OUT..MY GYM IS CLOSED FOR REPAIR....WE ARE HEADING TO CHELSEA FOR TAN AND PEDICURES.MY FEET ARE REALLY HIDEOUS
GONG TO GET BRUNCH OF SOME SORT AND THEN MAYBE SEE A MOVIE. BENNY IS STUCK IN CHICAGO, SO OUR PLAN FOR CHINEESE AND DESPERATE LOOKS DERAILED. MOTHER NATURE CAN SUCK IT....! DOESNT SHE KNOW WHO WE THINK WE ARE?

TOMORROW SHOULD BE AN INTERESTING DAY..SEEMS THAT I HAVE SOEM TERMITES IN MY FOUNDATION WINK WINK WHO R TRYING TO SLOWLY EAT MY HOUSE AWAY..AND IM NOT HAVING IT. DISLOYALTY TO ME HAS ALWAYS BEEN A DEAL BREAKER..IF I COULD DROP NICK LEMONS AND CLINT MAURO, IT S EVEIDENT THAT I AM NOT THE ONE FOR PUTTING UP WITH THINGS IN ORDER TO KEEP UP APPEARANCES.

NATE NESBITT CALLED ME IN A MODEL PANIC THAT HE THOUGHT HIS FLIGHT TO LA(VIA SPOKANE) WOULD BE CANCELLED DUE TO AN IMPENDING SNOW STORM..LCKILY HE WAS ABLE TO TRAVEL WITHOUT INCIDENT TO SHOOT WITH MR GREG KADEL.

I AM HOPING FOR ONE MORE HUGE ASS BOOKING BEFORE CHRISTMAS..WILL BE NICE..LIKE A WHOPPER OF A BOOKING YA KNOW?

OK, MY MAN IS BEING IMPATIENT..AND I NEEDS TO BOUNCE

SENDING LOVE AND LIGHT TO WHOMEVER READS THIS

XO

J

FREEZING IN NYC

MY BOYFRIEND IS PASSED OUT NEXT TO ME SNORING..I FIND BLISS IN THAT. THE SIMPLE THINGS
BEST WEEK EVER IS QUIETLY PLAYING IN THE BACKGROUND
WE ATE A TON OF CRUDITE LEFT OVER FROM LAST NIGHT
MY FEET R COLD
NO PLACE IN THE WORLD I WANT 2 BE
XOXO